I wish the Muslim Pakistani community Good Luck - I QUIT 🙏

Summary

Highlights

• Lubna, a YouTuber, chooses safety over controversy after numerous threats. 🚔
• She reflects on her journey attempting to bridge gaps within communities. 🌉
• Her familial responsibility as a single parent influenced her decision heavily. 👪
• She reassures her supporters that her future content will avoid controversial subjects. 📦
• Lubna speaks out against misinformation and clarifies her stance with her audience. 🗨️

Key Takeaways

• Lubna's decision to step back stems from serious threats to her safety, causing her to reassess her content focus. 🚨
• Her intention has always been to create unity, not division; however, this was not always understood. 🤝
• The backlash she received highlights the challenges and dangers of discussing sensitive community issues. 🗣️
• Lubna assures her followers that she will continue content creation but will shift to less contentious topics. 🎥
• Despite the negativity, she extends her good wishes to the communities she addressed in her channel. 🌟

Overview

Chapters

• 00:00 - 01:00: Introduction and Current Situation The chapter begins with the speaker spontaneously starting a live session on YouTube to update their audience. They express surprise that anyone might join the live session as it was scheduled last minute. The main content of the update is regarding the removal of videos from their YouTube channels. The speaker highlights that a significant portion of the videos has been taken down, though they do not specify the reasons within the provided transcript. The chapter sets the stage for a discussion or explanation surrounding this major change in their content strategy.
• 01:00 - 02:00: Risk to Life and Content Decision The chapter titled 'Risk to Life and Content Decision' discusses the narrator's urgent concern for their personal safety. They mention that their life is at risk, prompting them to remove most of their videos from their channels, leaving only a few. The narrator is visibly shaken due to a concerning incident experienced the previous night, which involved police intervention. However, they cannot divulge full details publicly because the audience includes not only supporters but others who may not have benign intentions.
• 02:00 - 03:00: Building a Community and Facing Challenges The chapter discusses the journey of starting a YouTube channel and the challenges faced in finding the right content to focus on. The creator describes the struggle of experimenting with different subjects and the emotional toll it takes, including sleepless nights and the impact of external judgment from the world. Despite the challenges, there is an emphasis on building a community through the platform.
• 03:00 - 04:00: Condemnation and Misunderstanding In the chapter titled 'Condemnation and Misunderstanding,' the narrator reflects on their journey of self-expression and community building. They share how they initially began speaking about things they were passionate about and were pleasantly surprised by the interest and support they received from others. This led to the creation of a supportive community, strengthened through public live events. The narrator acknowledges the long-term support of their audience and emphasizes the positive intentions behind their actions, which aimed to unite people. However, they also hint at challenges faced, specifically mentioning issues with tolerance levels.
• 04:00 - 05:00: Choosing Safety Over Content The chapter titled 'Choosing Safety Over Content' delves into the speaker's reflections on addressing issues within the Muslim and Pakistani community. The speaker emphasizes their intention to separate the wrongdoers from the good members of the community, aiming to not generalize the negative actions of a few as representative of the whole. The speaker's approach was rooted in responding to feedback that the community was not condemning bad actions sufficiently, thus urging a more vocal stand against them while maintaining respect for the good members.
• 05:00 - 06:00: Decision to Stop Certain Content The chapter discusses the author's realization about the challenges in communicating their ideas to a certain audience. The author feels that the audience's low tolerance and potential lack of intellectual readiness make it ineffective to continue outreach efforts. Despite previous attempts to engage and unite people, the author decides it may no longer be worth the effort.
• 06:00 - 07:00: Community Reaction and Personal Address The speaker reflects on their efforts to act as a bridge between various communities, acknowledging the challenges due to differing perspectives. They share a personal goal spurred by their son's aspiration for them to reach 100,000 subscribers on YouTube, highlighting the value placed on achieving a personal milestone, despite contemplating their continuation in the endeavor.
• 07:00 - 08:00: Reflection on Community and Personal Safety In the chapter titled 'Reflection on Community and Personal Safety,' the narrator reflects on a recent incident where they had to call the police. Although they cannot provide details about the event, it has led them to a realization. Over the years, and as they have grown older, they feel a sense of having 'outgrown' their community. While they emphasize that these are wonderful people, this experience has marked a moment of reflection on their community connection and their own personal safety.
• 08:00 - 09:00: Emotional Struggle and Future Plans The chapter 'Emotional Struggle and Future Plans' explores the internal conflict and emotional journey of an individual who feels they have outgrown their community. Despite their efforts to bridge gaps and offer support, they feel unappreciated and are contemplating moving on from these roles. The individual expresses wishes of good luck to their community, indicating a possible departure to focus on their own future and well-being.
• 09:00 - 13:00: Guest Support and Offers In this chapter titled 'Guest Support and Offers,' the speaker addresses the risks and challenges faced when voicing opinions, especially concerning sensitive topics like religion and community dynamics. The speaker, who identifies as a single parent, shares experiences of facing criticism and potential harm, despite not engaging in blasphemy or criticizing any religion. The speaker urges those who oppose them to stop the pursuit of harm and instead extends good luck wishes to the Muslim and Pakistani communities mentioned.
• 13:00 - 18:00: Messages of Support and Personal Challenges The chapter titled 'Messages of Support and Personal Challenges' explores a personal decision shared by an individual about changing the type of content they produce. The individual emphasizes the need to inform their audience about this shift, stating that while they will still be active on YouTube, the focus will move towards more general topics rather than sharing personal opinions. This change seems to be motivated by recent reflections or feedback, requiring adjustments in their content strategy.
• 18:00 - 22:00: Confrontation with Threats The chapter titled 'Confrontation with Threats' discusses a personal dilemma faced by the speaker. The speaker reveals that there are topics not discussed on their channel, potentially due to the watchful eyes of critics. Approximately six to seven months prior, the speaker was forced to choose between maintaining a high-paying job and continuing with their YouTube channel, as their employer required adherence to a policy that seemingly conflicted with the content creation. Ultimately, the speaker chose to prioritize their YouTube channel over the secure job.
• 22:00 - 25:00: Conclusion and Final Well-Wishes The speaker talks about their decision to leave a high-paying job as a qualified chartered accountant to pursue a less lucrative career on YouTube. They emphasize that while they make money from YouTube, it doesn't compare to their previous six-figure salary. The decision was a difficult one, balancing the two jobs until finally choosing to focus on their YouTube journey.

I wish the Muslim Pakistani community Good Luck - I QUIT 🙏 Transcription

• 00:00 - 00:30 Oh my god. So guys, I have just scheduled this live on YouTube last minute. So I'm not expecting anyone to join me. Um, literally just scheduled this now. Um, and I thought just I wanted to give you guys an update on the situation. So some of you guys may have noticed that across both of my YouTube channels, I have uh taken down videos. um the majority of the
• 00:30 - 01:00 videos. Uh so um and my life is basically at risk. I'm not going to I'm I'm going to cut to the chase. My life is at risk. I've taken my videos um down on both of my channels. I've just left literally a few of them. And um I'm still shaking from last night's experience. I've involved the police and I can't share everything with you guys for obvious reasons because it's not just my supporters watching this. It's
• 01:00 - 01:30 everybody else, the whole world and they're not necessarily they don't necessarily have the best interest. So, I am shaking still. I've had a very sleepless night and um this will be an emotional live. So, when I started this YouTube channel, I wanted a YouTube channel. I wasn't sure what I'm going to speak about and as most YouTubers I slowly started experimenting with different subjects but all the subjects that I was speaking about wasn't what I wanted to
• 01:30 - 02:00 speak about and then I started speaking about what I really really wanted to and then I was surprised that people want to hear my voice and they are interested as well and um and then yeah then I built a community here. I've done uh public lives with you guys. A lot of you guys have been my supporters for a long time. And I think you know we've built something good here that is positive. The intent has always been good is to unite people. Sadly the tolerance levels
• 02:00 - 02:30 within the community the Muslim and Pakistani community is generally very very low. We all know this. So although my intentions were good you know I was calling it the bad apples only. Not the bad not the good ones. I never said anything bad about the good ones of course cuz they're good. I was talking about the bad people and I was condemning it because I felt as if do you know what maybe people think all of us are like this because because I was listening to the feedback and the feedback was we're not condemning it enough and that's all I was doing. I've never ever criticized
• 02:30 - 03:00 the religion. I've never done any of that kind of stuff, but sadly because the type of people I'm trying to get through to, they have low tolerance and um I think maybe even intellectually they're not necessarily ready for what I have to offer. I I don't think it's worth it for me. I think I've done my part and you know I' I've tried my best to I've tried my best to unite people.
• 03:00 - 03:30 I've tried my best to be a bridge between the different communities. The psychology is very different. I've um yeah, I've tried I've tried my best. That's all I can say. Although I did want to stick it out for this year. My son wanted me to get 100k subscribers. He wanted me to get the YouTube button. But um you know I was like the experience
• 03:30 - 04:00 that I've had last night where I had to call the police and again I can't give details. I I can't continue talking about the stuff that I talk about. And frankly speaking, I don't want to. I think it's been very clear to me the last couple of years as my age is increasing that I've outgrown the community, the community that I'm from. I've outgrown them. Okay, I'm not saying that they're bad. They're amazing people
• 04:00 - 04:30 fantastic. I wish them good luck. I wish the Pakistani community good luck. I wish the Muslim community good luck. I feel that within me, I've had a battle for a long time. And frankly speaking, I've outgrown my community. So I've done my part trying to help be a bridge and all that kind of stuff. But if if they don't appreciate it, if they don't want to hear, you know, um anything from me, then there's no point of me continuing this, especially when my life is at
• 04:30 - 05:00 risk. There there are people there that think it's okay to harm someone. Even though I haven't done any blasphemy, even I've never criticized a religion. even then they just, you know, they don't necessarily feel that um I should have a voice and say what I'm saying. So what I'd like to tell these people that I'm out. I'm not going to be talking about the Muslim community to the Pakistani community. I wish you guys good luck. Stop trying to come after me and harm me. I'm a single parent.
• 05:00 - 05:30 And so I need to know I need to let these people know that I'm not going to be making the content that I was making. I'll talk about I'm not saying I I'm not going to be on YouTube. I will be on YouTube, but I'll just talk about general topics, general stuff, you know. Um I'll give less of my opinion. I'll talk about general stuff.
• 05:30 - 06:00 So there's stuff that I don't talk about on this channel because obviously everyone's watching. I've upset that my critics watch as well. Around six, seven months ago, I had to make a decision between my job, which was high paying, and this and this channel. My employer had gave me a decision. It's the channel or it's the job. And I chose the YouTube channel. cuz they had a policy at their workplace
• 06:00 - 06:30 not to have like a social media presence etc. So, I had to make a decision and although it was a high-paying job, I left my high-paying job to to continue on this journey and it doesn't pay that much. For those of you guys who are thinking, "Oh, are you getting money?" Yeah, I'm getting money, but it's not paying as much as my job. Okay, I'm a qualified chartered accountant. I was on a high paying job, six figure package. I didn't need to do a YouTube channel, guys. It's a hard work. I was working and I was doing this YouTube channel at the same time. So when I left my job then I started the
• 06:30 - 07:00 Hindi channel as well cuz frankly speaking I needed the money. I'm a single parent you know I'm not getting money from anywhere else. I've tried my best to bring people together to be a bridge but sadly what this community hears is something else. What I'm saying and what they're hearing is completely different. So when they have no um when they don't want me to help them, there's no point of me
• 07:00 - 07:30 putting my life at risk. There's some people who are trying to harm me. They're trying to harm me. And of course, I I did call the police last year were online threats, but this time where people are trying to I believe they have found me. Okay. I believe they know where I live. And there's a something that's happened last night where um which I can't talk about. The police came to my
• 07:30 - 08:00 house and I need to move basically. I need to get out of here. So I wish these people good luck and I don't care. It's for the people who are like, "Oh, we're not you're doing Alakia or we're not going to support you anymore." I'm sorry, but if you don't give a [ __ ] about my life when I'm a single parent and if you're talking about oh oh the extremist one well then good luck why don't you open a channel show your face show your name and you open the channel you do what
• 08:00 - 08:30 I've done the fact is very few people can do what I have done it takes guts okay I thought I'm trying to I can do something positive the reason why from this community lots of people you know a lot of you guys complain why are more people not coming out from this community why are they not condemning this is the reason fight. You're the first to get attacked. In our western minds, this is no reason to kill someone. But sadly, the psychology of some of the people that we're dealing with is the tolerance
• 08:30 - 09:00 is so low. Like in their minds, you've done enough that they can take your life. Like they will justify it. Especially the Hindi channel, I've worked so hard. There were people trying to like other YouTubers trying to bring down my channel. So, I was putting so much effort. The guests that I've brought on that channel are A-list guests. Now, considering that I'm not even Indian and and I'm a small YouTuber, the fact that I was even able to get those kind of guests, people can see how hard I was working. Okay, I've
• 09:00 - 09:30 been working my ass off interviewing people, doing public lives, doing reaction videos, making my own content. I tried my best. My life is at risk, guys. I'm sorry. So, whoever's watching this, if you're one of the extremists who are trying to come after me, I'm not interested in talking about this community. I'm not talking about I'm not interested in talking about Pakistanis or Muslims anymore. Good. I just wish you guys good luck. I'm not going to be
• 09:30 - 10:00 talking about this stuff. I think I've outgrown the community and I think you guys are you at your own pace. Okay? The reason why I've outgrown the community and I'm not trying to demean them in any way is it's not just because I've studied, okay? because other people have studied and they're still radicals. It's because of my upbringing that my mother and my parents were not radicals. You know, they weren't that extreme. And also because I've traveled and I've got critical reasoning skills. I think for myself, okay, very few people, we all think that we think for ourselves, but we're all
• 10:00 - 10:30 indoctrinated. All of us are indoctrinated. It takes a lot of courage and it takes time to really reflect and think about things and, you know, challenge your community, whether it's your race, religion, country or whatever. It takes it takes decades. That's why I called my second channel Evolve with Lumna because I've evolved myself. I'm not saying I'm better than anyone else, but I'm someone who thinks for myself, you know, and that is dangerous in in a community where you're supposed to just you do what you are told to do. You don't think for yourself. That kind of mindset, you know. I wish these people Sorry, I've
• 10:30 - 11:00 got a nose coming out. I don't have a tissue. Yes, I would like the extremists to know. Fantastic. You've won. Okay. Good luck. Please don't come after me. I'm a single parent. I don't have money right now. I left my job to build these YouTube channels. I really genuinely thought I'm doing something good. Okay. Now, if you guys don't appreciate or whatever, you guys think you can take someone's life when I'm trying to help. My supporters kept saying
• 11:00 - 11:30 criticize Islam. Criticize Islam. I never criticize Islam. I said my whole entire family is Muslim. I never did anything. But still, you guys have such a low tolerance. Sorry, I haven't read any of the comments, guys. I haven't I'm not I can't read I can't even see cuz I've got tears in my eyes. I haven't read um the comments.
• 11:30 - 12:00 The problem is when you say something where you're trying to improve the community, the community thinks you're the enemy. And then anyone who's outside the community, who's not a Muslim, who's not Pakistani, they also see me potentially as an enemy cuz they think I'm Muslim, Pakistani, right? So you get bashed from both sides. Both sides get bashed. Bash me. And I've always tried to keep a balance. I've always tried not to pander to anyone's views. I've always
• 12:00 - 12:30 tried to do that kind of stuff. The fact is I know that my voice was a powerful voice. Okay. Although I haven't I I didn't need to criticize anyone's religion to to make my point. And that's what they can't stand as well. They can't stand that I haven't done any like you know stuff. I just thought I'll come live cuz I don't want to sit there scripting stuff or redoing whatever. This is you know it is what it is. My life is at risk. the police is involved and
• 12:30 - 13:00 um I have changed so much things in my life to continue this channel that you can't even understand because I don't talk about it. I don't talk about the stuff cuz there's people like I said listening who who criticize me there. It's not even just critics. I can handle critics, but there are people that think it's okay to take my [ __ ] life for God's sake. It's not worth it. Seriously, it's not worth it. I wish the British native English people good luck. This is, you know, your country, your your ancestors,
• 13:00 - 13:30 whatever. You know, this is your heritage. They fought for this country. I've done my part. I'm sorry. I don't feel safe in this country. This is supposed to be UK. I'm supposed to feel safe here. I don't feel safe in this country where people think that they can get away with harming me cuz this is what's happened to this country's become so like you know we're just anything anything can
• 13:30 - 14:00 happen. So I'm going to I'm going to bring guests on the stage. But if um because like I said like I said I will continue the channel. Frankly speaking, I need the money, but I'm not going to speak about what I'm speaking about. And I may take a bit of a break. I will always have some kind of social media presence, whether that's Instagram or something, just as a way to tell you guys that I'm okay. If you stop hearing from me, guys, for any reason, okay, then I'm not okay. I'm making that very very clear. I will I will be online
• 14:00 - 14:30 either doing lives and moderating, you know, or, you know, just talking general stuff or just on Instagram. There will be something from me every single day. If you stop seeing stuff from me, that means, you know, uh that means there's something wrong. Serious research on the subject. I don't think that's true. They would have known that background noise. You've got background noise. Hello. Think about alligators.
• 14:30 - 15:00 Hi, how you doing? I'm all right, but I'm not all right because you are all right, right? Uh, I will not talk in details, but we can't hear you because you've got background noise. I was laughing because I thought it was sad. Uh, is that okay now? Yeah, it's better. Yeah. Okay. Thank you. Uh, Lumna, I was uh genuinely
• 15:00 - 15:30 upset with your condition, right? Pardon me. I'm 65. Okay. So, you are like my kid.
• 15:30 - 16:00 Look, I'm a Rajput. All right. Raj from Rajasthan. And any Rajput who gives these birds particularly from Rajasthan you can take it for as a guarantee. Right? Please don't worry about your safety. I
• 16:00 - 16:30 don't I know uh it's it's not that easy and especially I might have disclosed my locations before in your program. I'm very far away but it's a very very safe place right? So this is one place where you can easily come with your family
• 16:30 - 17:00 and I can guarantee you in my home my home before any harm comes to you the harm has to go through my dead body. Look, you are nothing to me, right? But you have got I read this from India and that's enough for me, right? So don't think
• 17:00 - 17:30 that I'm obliging you or doing anything favor to you. No, it's my duty. So this is number one. Now this location I can I can share if you want now right now because I'm not afraid of anything. And then the second location
• 17:30 - 18:00 within India also I can tell you my hometown in [Music] Rajasthan 200% secure and safe. Look, we wouldn't please don't expect any facilities kind of facilities you are enjoying and I am enjoying in the western kind of society that's for
• 18:00 - 18:30 sure but then safety and honor and dignity that is 100% guaranteed okay so please do not feel insecure door. I don't know you know because I'm a bit oldie kind of guy how to share I can I can type my email and if there's any issue in western kind of
• 18:30 - 19:00 society I'm there and in subcontinental kind of society where guarant safety is 100% guaranteed guaranteed that's my family background. No, no. And I and I really I really appreciate I really appreciate I'm going to have to go soon, so I just want to make sure I give other people a chance to talk. Like I said, I'm not going to talk about this after this live. I'm not going to I don't plan to talk about this
• 19:00 - 19:30 topic again. Um SP, welcome. Hello there. Um bear with me on the background because I wasn't expecting to come on. I was actually feeling a bit sleepy due to my home life and I was going to have a nap but I woke up and then when I saw you on here like this I thought right enough is enough you know I was wanted to do this the other day when other guy was on here and all that. Uh but because I was on late, I was watching a recording rather than when it
• 19:30 - 20:00 was live and uh you know obviously there was nothing I could do at the time. But I thought you know enough's enough. You should not be put in this position to just being yourself. And I'm almost I'm trying not to swear here but you stand out so much. Yeah. They do not deserve any of this.
• 20:00 - 20:30 So, why is there a delay on the I can see you. I can hear you. Yeah, but there's a delay on the audio for some reason. You have to bear with me. It's the first time I've ever done any of this. So, it's a learning curve for me. But yeah, I just I tell you what, not being funny right now, um you would probably find it hard to breathe. Yeah, because
• 20:30 - 21:00 if I had old of you, I would hug you so bleeding. I'm uh you know I'm not the most educated person like most of the people that come on here but it doesn't mean to say that I can't have you know have a bit of a voice a bit a bit of a like I suppose an opinion but it's weird because since I've been watching you for the past probably six months to a year I cannot believe that
• 21:00 - 21:30 of everybody who would may or may not be in the same situation you are the only one who's been brave enough given the fact that a lot of people for the same reason that you um have that you've explained come on here with masks because um they might you know be invisible they might get a bit of persecution or whatever if people know their
• 21:30 - 22:00 identity but yeah I don't know yeah fair enough you're in tears and all But you I made a cast iron out of that. Nobody you you you know this is going to sound really silly. Yeah. But you to me the pack Pakistan inversion of Tommy Robinson. Yeah. You have got so much I'm going to say balls for for you know and bravery for doing what you do. God you stand out.
• 22:00 - 22:30 I mean, it's, you know, it's complete, you know, completely up to yourself what you do as a result of this video. Yeah. And everyone is going to be standing by you regardless if you decide to put your family first. Yeah. And maybe have a break or whatever. People are going to disagree with me for saying that, but at the end
• 22:30 - 23:00 of the day, you have got to do what is right for you. Ultimately, your safety is number one priority. No, exactly. You know, if I'm I can't help people if I'm not alive. You know, I can only help I can only make the world a better place if I'm alive. Like I said, I mean, I've always tried to keep a balance. I've always said my whole entire family is Muslim. I'm not out to get Muslims. I'm not out to get Pakistanis. You know, I'm trying to help
• 23:00 - 23:30 because there is a difference in psychology. But they because they don't understand. They don't they don't understand. They see everything. Even even the educated Muslims, the first time someone hears my has heard my videos because they're not used to any kind of criticism. they they just automatically assume, oh, someone's just like, you know, but but as I've shown through even the comments that I posted on my community post, when someone actually bothers to give me a chance, my content, a chance from the community, they realize actually I'm not saying anything wrong. So all you've ever done is what's right. Period.
• 23:30 - 24:00 I never said all all all Pakistani men are groomers or anything like that, but all I was doing is you just spoke the truth, condemning the the bad people, but for some reason, I don't know, that's a lot. That's the only main issue these days. A lot of people don't like the truth and they can't handle it. And the minute someone mentions it or speaks up, people go into one.
• 24:00 - 24:30 No, thank you. Thanks SP for coming. I'm going to just um just give everyone a quick chance because like I said after today I'm not speaking about this. I'll talk about other stuff. I'm not going to talk I don't I don't want to talk about this cuz my life's at risk right now. Hi David. Hi. Good morning. Morning. Yes. uh seen your post about the police incident and I've sort of followed you from as you
• 24:30 - 25:00 know you know you probably around 20k subscribers sort of I remember the first video I think it was on about you know how your marriage fell apart and how family sort of got involved and this was way back then and even from then you know it was clear you was running a risk with what you were doing you see um And I I sort of know about this because I had a very good friend um Pakistani Muslim guy
• 25:00 - 25:30 um you know 12 years 13 years been to each other's house he was usher at my wedding that was the first ever um he said English wedding he went to put it that way very very close friends you know my children called him uncle um and then his name but sort of when the you know Gaza matter happened and I was saying, you know, I don't support one side or the other. It was clear to him that I was not even against Muslim, but
• 25:30 - 26:00 I weren't agreeing with what he said and we no longer speak now. And so, you know, I know a tiny bit of how, you know, the tides can change. But what you've been through, you know, you stepped really lightly in what you were doing. You did it with honor. You tried to do it down the middle with truth. Um, but it was clear you you was always running the risk and I just want to say I appreciate you know everything that you've done and you know in the post you
• 26:00 - 26:30 can see people's you know they've changed their minds. They've been more open with what you've done and you've stepped so lightly with doing it as well. Um you didn't pick sides. Um so yeah appreciate all that you do and I think I'll finish off. I think I I remember messaging you cuz I remember the video that you did ages ago and you said I will never off myself and so that's how long ago it was and I said you know I speak for a lot of people you know whenever you need to tap out and do
• 26:30 - 27:00 you just do that you know don't worry about anybody else um I just want to say you've done enough love now thanks David thank you thank you um if I can go to nama Sorry, I can't see with the tears. Hi, Nikama. Hi. That's all right. That's all right. Yeah, I I I'm W. Yeah. Gosh, this is I mean I just popped on a
• 27:00 - 27:30 second ago, so I missed like the first 15 minutes, but I couldn't I saw your post yesterday. Um, and this is why I popped on to your live last time, even though I haven't been I haven't been showing my face much online on purpose. I haven't wanted to, but like when seeing everything you've been doing, I wanted to support you. I wanted to support you and I know I I did a YouTube channel for a very short period of time and nothing like what you're doing. There wasn't any controversial topic or anything. And to be honest, like it was
• 27:30 - 28:00 very uncomfortable just like some of the men just dealing with the men was no offense to all the men on the planet, but it was kind of vile at at times. And what made me what made it not worth it for me was not the one or two men who were bad. It was all the other men who just sat there quietly. I was like, I don't I can't do this on my own. Like, I can't this is not worth it for me. It's
• 28:00 - 28:30 not worth it for me to take all of this abuse for what? For nothing, you know? And watching your and I felt really bad about it because I knew there were people who were enjoying my channel, who were enjoying my presence, who I was making space for people to talk just like you. Not to the degree that you have, honestly. Like, I quit really early. Um, and I felt really dumb stopping. I felt really really like a quitter and all this stuff. And then I saw what you were doing and I s I saw how hard it was
• 28:30 - 29:00 and I sort of felt validated. I was like, "Oh no, I wasn't imagining it. Like this is actually really effing hard. This is really hard and it's hard to do on your own." And that's why I wanted to come on last time. I was like, "You should not be carrying this burden on your own. It's too bad." Can I just say I've just read in the private chat someone's giving me death threats like um but they're not going to come on stage. Repent to Islam, Libna. Surrender and take back your slander and lies about Muslims. What slander and lies about Muslims? Every [ __ ] video is titled Pakistani. This Paky uh that Paky is this. You're a racist dirty pig and
• 29:00 - 29:30 you got what you deserve. You should say sorry to all Muslims and Pakistanis. I And then um this person says, "Retarded [ __ ] You deserve to die for supporting Israel war on children. I've never supported Israel's war on children. I bet you will never tell a lie about Pakistanis ever again." Lol. Little kafir pig. You are a liar. You helped the Zionist deal. I haven't helped the Zionists any Eddie Edel. I've never gone to a protest. I don't know Tommy Robinson. Um, with all your Zionist friends on YouTube, you helped them wage war on kids in Gaza. I haven't done anything. I don't know what you're
• 29:30 - 30:00 talking about. I've always condemned it. I hope these Pakistanis and UK slap the [ __ ] out of you. Yeah, don't talk ever again. You trouble causer. You Zionist pig. Thank god you're crying. You made a lot of children in Gaza cry. What are you talking about? I've got nothing to do with Gaza. I've never supported any kind of war. So, this is ridiculous. And then another person um lol says, "Lubna, you live in the UK. There is 10,000 of Pakistanis and Muslims and all you have done is lie about them for the past one year and did you expect what's going to happen to you and then you invited
• 30:00 - 30:30 Zionists on your channel who promoted deaths of children? Please don't act all innocent. Now you have blood on your hands." Oh my god, my channel is open to everybody. Muslims have come on my channel as well. Jewish people come as well. Christians come as well. Atheists come as well. Hindus come as well. Sikhs come as well. So this is what I'm saying. what the reality of what I've done and what they see is oh Jewish person is here Israeli is here okay that's it you know like it's completely crazy all the Muslims that support my channel they don't see that when I condemn uh any kind of war on both sides
• 30:30 - 31:00 and they don't see that they just it's completely then this person goes on to say blood on your hands Libna what are you talking about you better shut your mouth now keep your mouth shut you don't you don't live in Israel you live in the United Kingdom of Islam You won't get away with mocking dead babies in I've never mocked dead babies in Gaza. Are you completely crazy? It's completely It's just like I'm just like shocked. This is exactly why. I don't even want to continue with
• 31:00 - 31:30 this life. They're completely crazy people. I have never talking said I've never mocked children's death in Gaza. That's just the most stupidest crazy thing someone can make up about me. That's just stupid. Yeah. No, they're just making things up at this point. It's okay. I'm going to I'm going to have to take you off the stage because they see you as someone who's Israeli Jewish and they're coming off trying to come after me for some stupid
• 31:30 - 32:00 reason. It's fine. I'm just going to go now. Like I can't I've screenshot I've screenshot your messages. By the way, this is the mentality. I've never said anything bad about Gaza for God's sake. Jesus Christ. Seriously, it's just completely I'm just gonna go, guys. Okay, I'm just gonna go because I've never said anything like that. Sadly, what I've done and what they hear is completely different. And I think that no matter no amount of communication,
• 32:00 - 32:30 reasoning, they're not going to understand. Okay. Anyway, so I'd like to say is I wish these people well. I wish the Pakistani community well. I wish the Muslim community well. Good luck. I'm not going to bother talking about you guys again. Um, but making up lies, dangerous lies. It's very, very like, you know, I don't know why you're making stuff up. I've never said any of that stuff that you're saying. Anyways, good luck, guys. That's it. I'm going bye.