What's It Really Like In Women's Prison? | Prison Girls (Complete Season 2) | Absolute Crime

Summary

Highlights

• Real and raw insights into women's prison life. 📽️
• Inmates share stories of addiction, crime, and personal battles. 📖
• Focus on rehabilitation programs like dog training and culinary arts. 🍽️
• Emotional struggles of being away from family and children. 🏠
• Powerful depictions of strength and resilience among inmates. ⚡

Key Takeaways

• Life in women’s prison is intense, with inmates facing daily challenges and conflicts. 🚨
• Drug addiction and mental health issues are prevalent among the inmates, affecting their prison experience. 💊
• Rehabilitation programs provide hope and a potential path to a better life for the inmates. 🌿
• Friendships and camaraderie form an essential part of inmates' survival and emotional well-being. 👭
• The series highlights the humanizing aspect of prisoners, showing their struggles and resilience. 💪

Overview

Chapters

• 00:00 - 02:30: Welcome to Maple Street Correctional Center The chapter explores the first-ever television coverage inside California's Maple Street Correctional Center, which houses some of the most dangerous women in America. It provides a raw and unprecedented look into this female-dominated space, capturing intense moments such as altercations among inmates and the daily reality of life inside the facility.
• 02:30 - 05:00: Life in the Intake 'Life in the Intake' explores the harsh realities within jail, capturing the spectrum of crimes committed by inmates, from human trafficking and armed robbery to gang violence and murder. The narrative provides detailed accounts, including instances of inmates involved in fatal altercations. Through the lens of the cameras, viewers gain insight into the volatile nature of jail life, where maintaining personal safety becomes a daily struggle. The chapter also delves into the unexpected, revealing how individuals perceived as 'good' can succumb to the pressures and influences of the environment, leading to drastic changes in behavior.
• 05:00 - 07:30: Carman's Medical Emergency This chapter discusses the situation at the San Francisco Maple Street Correctional Center, which houses 270 women. It begins with a notice to new inmates being ushered in and given instructions. The instructor informs them that they will be on a split housing unit, meaning it includes both intake and general population sections. The inmates are told to listen for intake announcements, learn that they will get 2 hours of recreation a day, and be locked down for the remaining 22 hours.
• 07:30 - 10:00: THU Privileges and Challenges The chapter outlines the layout and privileges of a transitional housing unit (THU) in a correctional facility. The housing units, named after local landscapes such as Ocean, Valley, and Bay, are designed to aid inmates in their transition. The chapter highlights the use of emergency buttons within cells, signifying an environment that prioritizes safety and security. Additionally, it touches on the mundane aspects of prison life like bed-making and the substitution of common college recreational activities like beer pong with alternatives more suitable to the setting.
• 10:00 - 12:30: Settling into Jail Life This chapter explores the experience of settling into jail life, focusing on the challenges inmates face as they adapt. It begins with an illustration of how inmates pass time, such as using tissue balls for entertainment. The narrative highlights the emotional struggles and the adjustment period necessary when first entering jail. The author depicts the intake conditions, mentioning the range of states new inmates might be in, including being under the influence or dealing with mental health issues, making the initial period particularly challenging.
• 12:30 - 15:00: The Reality of Jail Relationships In this chapter titled "The Reality of Jail Relationships," the focus is on the chaotic and unpredictable environment within the jail, particularly in 3 Bay, which is described as an intake area. The narrative provides a glimpse into the constant activity and noise, with people ringing buttons frequently. This behavior is attributed to new inmates still learning the jail's rules and systems, often using the button system as if it were a doorbell. A specific incident is highlighted where an inmate requests a plunger due to a clogged toilet, leading to questions regarding the cause of the blockage, whether it was merely overflown with water or had more solid content. The scene encapsulates the ongoing challenges and learning curve faced by new inmates as they adjust to life behind bars.
• 15:00 - 17:30: The Challenges of Detox The chapter titled "The Challenges of Detox" delves into the complexities and unpredictability faced by both prison staff and inmates in the detoxification unit. Emphasizing a narrative of hope coupled with intense hard work, the chapter depicts the demanding nature of overseeing up to 64 prisoners with limited staffing. The staff must remain perpetually alert to ensure their safety and that of the inmates. Tensions rise when officer Banzo encounters an inmate undergoing a crisis, highlighting the volatile environment within the detox unit.
• 17:30 - 20:00: Erica's Social Media Mistake The chapter titled 'Erica's Social Media Mistake' begins with anticipation as the narrator is waiting for someone named 'medical' while music plays in the background. Suddenly, the narrator becomes aware of an issue upon opening the door and noticing Erica shaking, which is described as out of the ordinary for her.
• 20:00 - 22:30: The Dynamics in Female Jail In the chapter titled 'The Dynamics in Female Jail,' a situation unfolds where a new arrival named Carman is experiencing a seizure. The narrator, identifying a medical emergency, promptly communicates with Master Control by radio, indicating the severity with a 'code blue.' Medical staff swiftly respond to the scene to provide the necessary assistance. The occurrence highlights the protocols and rapid response mechanisms in place to handle emergencies within the jail environment, demonstrating the readiness and coordination among staff to address serious medical situations.
• 22:30 - 25:00: Angela's Segregation Experience The chapter titled 'Angela's Segregation Experience' delves into the serious and frequent medical emergencies faced in a correctional facility. The staff is always on alert, ready to respond to emergencies, especially those related to narcotic withdrawal symptoms, which can lead to seizures. With 520 inmates, such instances are quite common. A specific case is mentioned involving a 24-year-old inmate named Carman, who has a history of long-term heroin abuse, which likely contributes to the medical challenges faced within the facility.
• 25:00 - 27:30: New Opportunities in the THU The chapter titled 'New Opportunities in the THU' discusses the challenges and scenarios faced in a medical or correctional environment. It details interactions with individuals who have seizures and the importance of administering medications routinely. Additionally, it touches on issues such as inmates who might malinger or seek drugs, and the need for healthcare professionals to discern genuine medical needs from deceptive behaviors.
• 27:30 - 30:00: Anxiety and Tension within the Pods In the chapter titled 'Anxiety and Tension within the Pods,' the focus is on an individual named Carmen who is experiencing symptoms that suggest she may be having a seizure. Observers note the physical signs such as eyes rolling back and posturing, which align with seizure activity. There is also a concern among the staff about the possibility of Carmen having received drugs while in custody, although she denies receiving or remembering taking anything.
• 30:00 - 32:30: Bridget's Story and Legal Woes The chapter titled 'Bridget's Story and Legal Woes' begins with a conversation where someone emphasizes the lack of support or resources given ('nobody gave you anything'). However, there is a reassurance provided that help is on the way, indicating a sense of urgency and care towards the individual in distress.
• 32:30 - 35:00: Natasha's Release Journey The chapter titled 'Natasha's Release Journey' recounts a recent incident where a group of people came into a scene involving a person named Carman who experiences seizures. Initially, there seems to be a period of control without medications, but the situation worsens when Carman has another seizure. This second seizure raises more concerns among those present; however, the presence of paramedics provides some reassurance as they are able to assist promptly. The transcript closes with a command, likely guiding the process of moving Carman, prioritizing the head-first approach as paramount in managing the ongoing situation.
• 35:00 - 37:30: Angela's Return to General Population Angela experiences severe withdrawal symptoms after being removed from strong drugs, prompting medical staff to medicate her. There is a serious risk of death if her condition does not improve, particularly after a second seizure makes it evident she needs urgent hospital care. The narrative highlights the severity of her state during detoxification, describing her appearance as almost lifeless and extremely painful, underlining the critical nature of her medical needs as she returns to the general population.
• 37:30 - 40:00: Mia's Mental Health Journey The chapter opens with a discussion about Mia, who has booked an appointment yesterday and had her last known drug use the same day. Despite no known allergies or medications, there is an acknowledgment of a high probability (85% or more) that most inmates have charges related to drug use in some way. The narrative highlights the complications and security risks involved when sending inmates to the hospital, indicating that these procedures are followed regardless of the situation. The chapter reflects on the broader issues within the penal system related to mental health and substance abuse.
• 40:00 - 42:30: Inmate Programs and Personal Growth The chapter discusses the protocols and precautions taken while dealing with inmates who have medical ailments or emergencies. It highlights the use of restraints like gurnies or belly chains depending on the situation to ensure the safety and security of the inmates and medical staff during transport to a hospital. Additionally, the presence of an armed Deputy is mandated for such transports.
• 42:30 - 45:00: Impacts of Jail Life on Family Chapter Title: Impacts of Jail Life on Family Summary: This chapter gives insight into the life of Officer Banzo, who deals with various challenges in a jail setting. It highlights a specific incident where Officer Banzo assists an inmate experiencing a seizure. The chapter reflects on the unpredictable and demanding nature of jail duties, emphasizing that certain periods can be more challenging, with a lot of high-maintenance inmates to manage.
• 45:00 - 47:30: Hope and Future Plans The chapter titled 'Hope and Future Plans' involves the arrival of a new inmate who requires medical attention. The dialogue highlights the inmate's anxiety and possible health concerns, including chest pain and blood in the stool. Assistance is requested from someone named Batono to address the situation, focusing on the health and immediate needs of the new inmate.
• 47:30 - 50:00: Transitions and New Beginnings The chapter titled 'Transitions and New Beginnings' centers around a situation where a patient is experiencing chest pain that is escalating, now moving into the neck. The patient is having difficulty breathing, causing concern. While waiting for medical help to arrive, they are instructed to remain calm and assured that assistance is on the way, emphasizing a sense of urgency and care.
• 50:00 - 52:30: Facing Legal Challenges The chapter titled 'Facing Legal Challenges' begins with a situation in a correctional facility where an officer, Officer Banzo, is managing escalating events. Things are becoming chaotic in the pod as several inmates are experiencing medical issues simultaneously. Officer Banzo calls for backup and requests additional assistance to handle the situation. The nurse is on her way to attend to the medical needs of the inmates who require immediate attention. Despite the unforeseen challenges, the officer is trying to maintain order until help arrives.
• 52:30 - 55:00: Relating to Each Other The chapter "Relating to Each Other" explores the theme of understanding and dealing with multiple overlapping crises within a high-stress environment, possibly a hospital or emergency setting. The narrative opens with a discussion about the unlikely occurrence of multiple emergencies happening simultaneously, causing a sense of disbelief. The narrator describes managing patients with different needs: one with persistent chest pain, another one having a panic attack, and yet another demanding attention by banging on the door. The conversation underscores the urgency and complexity of managing such situations, highlighting the need for calm and effective communication and action.
• 55:00 - 57:30: Determined to Change The chapter opens with a tense medical emergency situation. A person, referred to as 'Ching', appears to be in distress with others trying to assist or calm them. A nurse arrives to provide professional help, with instructions to the individual to cooperate with the nurse.
• 57:30 - 60:00: Back and Forth from Jail The chapter titled 'Back and Forth from Jail' captures the speaker's sensations of confinement and distress while being incarcerated. The speaker describes a feeling of the walls closing in, which induces a sense of suffocation and withdrawal. Throughout the experience, there's a sense of heat and unexpected silence from a fellow inmate, which gets broken by an abrupt noise at the door, adding to the tension and surprise in the environment.
• 60:00 - 62:30: Fears and Revelations In the chapter titled 'Fears and Revelations,' the focus is on the struggles of dealing with withdrawal symptoms. The narrator describes a night of discomfort due to fluctuating body temperature, expressing a sense of failure in their ability to manage the situation naturally as they originally planned. Meanwhile, another character, DTE, is similarly afflicted, showing that they too are grappling with intense withdrawal symptoms, emphasized by their confession of not having taken their 'P' for days. The chapter highlights the mutual support offered between the characters during this difficult period.
• 62:30 - 65:00: Realizations and Decisions In this chapter titled 'Realizations and Decisions,' the dialogue indicates a moment of emotional distress followed by attempts to calm down. The interaction involves someone instructing another to breathe slowly so that communication can proceed properly. It seems to be a moment where realizations about one's current state and recent events are happening, specifically mentioning the last intake of medication and an arrest event. The focus appears to be on grounding and preparing for a logical progression of actions, possibly pointing toward decisions that need to be made.
• 65:00 - 67:30: Confronting Internal Struggles The chapter focuses on addressing internal struggles, beginning with a scenario involving an inmate experiencing chest pain, requiring a transfer to the medical center for an EKG heart examination. Despite being assessed for potential heart attack symptoms, concerns about chest and abdominal pain necessitate further evaluation in the clinic. Meanwhile, both Donette and Natasha are visited by the forensic mental health team, highlighting the ongoing support and challenges within the prison.
• 67:30 - 70:00: Influence and Guidance This chapter delves into the concept of influence and guidance within a correctional facility. It highlights the transitional housing unit (THU) as a space offering a more lenient and privileged environment for inmates, depicted almost as a holiday camp due to its relatively relaxed atmosphere. Inmates in the THU wear distinct pink uniforms and enjoy amenities such as a personal backyard, distinguishing it from other areas in the facility. The chapter likely explores how such environments impact inmate behavior and rehabilitation.
• 70:00 - 72:30: From Regret to Redemption In the chapter titled 'From Regret to Redemption,' the setting is an open day room where women in a Transitional Housing Unit (THU) serve their time. This chapter outlines the privileges granted to well-behaved inmates in the THU, such as watching TV during break times and enjoying a more relaxed atmosphere. The only locked door is the deputy's, allowing for a sense of freedom compared to the general population. The narrative underscores the contrast between the THU's environment and the general prison populace, highlighting the importance of maintaining good behavior to enjoy this more lenient setting.
• 72:30 - 75:00: Household Dynamics in the Pods The chapter titled 'Household Dynamics in the Pods' explores the parallels between life in transitional living facilities and a college dorm environment. It touches on the benefits of outdoor activities, like getting sunlight, for improving self-esteem. Sunlight is a perk of being able to go downstairs, contrasting with the limited sun exposure upstairs. The chapter further dives into how these living facilities, 'THU', serve as a vital resource for women to reintegrate into society, resume workforce participation, and work towards maintaining custody of their children. The THU provides essential support for women to regain stability and independence.
• 75:00 - 77:30: Childhood Trauma and Coping This chapter explores the theme of childhood trauma and coping mechanisms through a case study of Erica, an inmate involved in a vocational training culinary program. Erica, who is serving an 11-month sentence for ID theft, shoplifting, and possession of crystal meth, shares her story of how her life spiraled out of control due to drug problems. Her situation led to significant personal losses, including losing her home and eventually having to give her daughter to her parents. The chapter highlights the challenges faced by individuals with traumatic backgrounds and how vocational programs like the culinary initiative can potentially aid in rehabilitation.
• 77:30 - 80:00: Reconciliation and Reflection Erica reflects on her life, linking the lack of a stable home to the challenges she's faced and the decisions that led her to her current situation. Participating in the THU training programs has renewed her hope for a better life outside prison with her 8-year-old daughter. This opportunity allows Erica to focus on building a positive future for herself and her child, emphasizing that her priorities have shifted from seeking temporary relief to creating a stable and fulfilling life. It highlights a theme of reconciliation with her past choices and the promise of a fresh start.
• 80:00 - 82:30: Anticipating Release Chapter Title: Anticipating Release

What's It Really Like In Women's Prison? | Prison Girls (Complete Season 2) | Absolute Crime Transcription

• 00:00 - 00:30 let's go let's go for the first time ever California's Maple Street Correctional Center opened its doors to a television crew stop screaming at me I'm in jail giving incredible access to a uniquely female space Oh my God it's so beautiful that is home to some of America's most dangerous women I was smashing her face up against the bars char with everything from drug
• 00:30 - 01:00 trafficking to armed robbery gang violence and even murder I had stabbed him and he died our cameras captured every shocking and sometimes surprising moments of Life Behind Bars but jail life can be explosive and every day can be a battle to stay safe when Good Girls Go Bad like the
• 01:00 - 01:30 [ __ ] so poer anything can happen on the outskirts of San Francisco Maple Street Correctional Center houses up to 270 women ladies come in have a seat on the front bench with new inmates arriving every day ladies you're on a split housing unit so it's intake and GP so listen for announcements for intake that's you you're going to get 2 hours of wreck a day and you're going to be lock down the other 22 hours there's a
• 01:30 - 02:00 button in your cell that's for emergencies only you're going to go to your cells make your beds okay you guys stand by let me figure out where I'm going to put you the women's pods are named after the local landscape ocean Valley and Bay there's also a medium security transitional housing unit downstairs on the second floor but the intake area for new arrivals is back upstairs in by 2 three four five it's called jail instead of beer pong playong they're made of uh
• 02:00 - 02:30 tissue balls and I wet them with some water so we'll show you how it's played a little bit more practice yeah what your skills girl you're better the other day I suck today this is the best and you can't do much else and you're crying to yourself I made it yeah still fresh from the streets the women on intake can be drunk high or have mental health issues making this pod one of the most
• 02:30 - 03:00 dangerous and unpredictable in the whole jail it's just a constant flow on 3 Bay because it's an intake people are ringing their buttons constantly cuz they're still learning the gel roll so sometimes people use it as a doorbell hello hi can we get a plunger please our toilet is over closed did you put anything down there it's flushing it's just clogged okay is it filled with poop or is it filled with paper
• 03:00 - 03:30 paper and yeah both every day is a new day so with hope um and hard work I hope it's going to be a good day but you never know what to expect with just one officer supervising up to 64 prisoners staff in Bay need to be constantly Vigilant their life and the lives of the inmates could be on the line and suddenly officer banzo has an inmate in crisis the f
• 03:30 - 04:00 guys to [Music] stay we're just waiting for medical I first became aware that there was an issue when I opened the door and I saw her shaking and that's not normal
• 04:00 - 04:30 behavior for anybody so I got on my radio and I let Master Control know I was having code blue new arrival Carman is having a seizure and J medical staff scramble to respond do you know his said she needed help and then I came right over she's she's breathing we pull the code blue is like someone's having a legitimate emergency medical
• 04:30 - 05:00 issue we have room can Brea in can you guys call for the chart upstairs every time they call a cold blue we take pretty serious I squeeze my hand for me hundreds we have people that could be responding either to the withdrawal of heroin or withdrawal of methamphetamine uh any type of Narcotics or drugs they their body could go uh into some type of seizure with 520 inmates is fairly common 24y old Carman is a long-term heroin loser and also has a history of
• 05:00 - 05:30 seizures okay we're here to help you okay when was the last time you had your seizure two weeks ago okay and and as far as medications are you are you taking them routinely of course we have incidents where they're malingering they're drug seeking so we would also of course address that there's some inmates that are really good at uh faking stuff feel
• 05:30 - 06:00 no I see your hand but do you feel something I don't feel it just the symptoms of her eyes roll back back of her head the way she was posturing uh showed in the several that I've seen we could tell that she was having a true seizure another concern for staff is that Carmen could have been past drugs while in custody anybody give you anything no nothing no that you remember no take
• 06:00 - 06:30 nobody gave you anything no we're here to help you we have some people coming to help you more okay with a genuine code blue too serious to be treated in the J's Medical Clinic paramedics have been called to assist people have to realize the jail Healthcare level is like a home health type and anything that's needing more than that level should have to be addressed in the hospital she 25-year-old female uh history of seizures also um friend and last use
• 06:30 - 07:00 yesterday people coming in here we got the SE basically Shing for a few minutes any medications no medications right now just as it seems the situation is under control Carman has another seizure when they're really having real seizures the second seizure really that that concerns me more but luckily the paramedics were already here 1 2 3 we got the other way head first head first
• 07:00 - 07:30 that's why they decided to give her some medications if it doesn't stop then it's going to be detrimental um death might might occur the second seizure convinces paramedics she needs an urgent transfer to hospital when people are detoxing from these really strong drugs um they almost sometimes they almost look dead they look so bad you can almost feel their pain they look that bad I mean they look bad yesterday was she was
• 07:30 - 08:00 booked yesterday and last known use was yesterday no known allergies no medications last known drug use was yesterday do we know what it is f yeah I would say probably 85 if not more per of the people that are in here uh for whatever charge they are it's usually their charges are related to drugs somehow sending an inmate to the hospital is bit of security risk let's see here all inmates usually regardless of the circumstances we will
• 08:00 - 08:30 make sure that they are restrained either to the gurnie if we have to or the situation will put belly chains on them uh depends on what their medical ailment is at the time we always have an armed Deputy that will respond uh with the ambulance to the hospital drug abuse can lead to serious health problems with like withdraws heart problems disease problems skin problems um I mean there's all kinds of issues that people have potentially losing your life too although kman is now in the care of medical
• 08:30 - 09:00 professionals today's shift is far from over for officer banzo back in bod it's been just a few hours since officer banzo assisted an inmate having a seizure like I say when it rains it pours so there's going to be just phases where we go through where we just have a lot of higher maintenance inmates and
• 09:00 - 09:30 it's not long before another new inmate is in need of attention are you do you have anxiety look at me do you have any history of heart stuff or what you do you do okay so just your chest hurts yes I have blood in my stool and you have blood in your stool okay hi it's batono um can you come up here please I have another lady um that is is complaining of chest pain
• 09:30 - 10:00 okay so I just talked to the nurse and he's going to come up and check on you okay how's your chest pain now it's going into my neck it's going into your neck okay I can't breathe well he's coming up right now okay okay don't bang on my door please okay don't bang on my door please
• 10:00 - 10:30 I'm dealing with someone else right now that doesn't feel good can I get a Rover to Three B please with two other inmates in need of assistance and things getting out of hand on the Pod officer banzo calls for backup yeah I have a couple people that are having some medical issues at the same time I have uh the nurs in route for one and six I didn't know what was going on
• 10:30 - 11:00 and that very rarely happens three things like literally almost at the same time um almost makes you scratch your head but it happens I guess all right I don't think it's a code blue she's complaining of chest pain but she's been complaining of pain all day she's in number six and then I have 10 banging on her door and then another one up there that's having a panic attack you want me to help you and then there's another one up there that's
• 11:00 - 11:30 starting Ching away SL down I Need You to Breathe just need you sit down perfect here's the nurse he's going to help you okay so you need to be nice to him don't be mean all right I handled the medical emergency first and two other people assisted with the other two ladies well I think I'm having a panic attack because I feel like like I can't even get like a slow steady breath um I
• 11:30 - 12:00 feel like the walls are closing in on me and I feel like I can't breathe I'm like suffocating in here and I'm like withdrawing from aats and like all this stuff is going on and I just and I just like she was very quiet she slept most of the time and then I hear pounding on the door so I was kind of surprised because I hadn't heard a peep out of her I feel like hot as hell
• 12:00 - 12:30 but then like if I get under the blankets like I'm sweating and then I'm like cold and then like I kick my blankets off and it's just like the [ __ ] worst feeling ever I thought I was strong enough to like put go through this withdrawal stuff like naturally and but I can't meanwhile downstairs DTE is also suffering from withdrawal symptoms slow down I haven't had my P in my days I want me to help you yes okay I
• 12:30 - 13:00 need you to do me a favor I need you to slow down for me first breathe so I can talk to you cuz I can't understand you when you're crying all right so I want you to slow down for me all right get your breath all right got it perfect so when was the last time you had your medication since um Thursday night when I got arrested all right so here's what I'm going to have you do for me I can't get you an answer just yet but you got just give me a few minutes what you're doing right now is perfect you caling yourself down you notice that
• 13:00 - 13:30 but banging on the door is not going to get you anywhere okay the inmate experiencing chest pain is transfer to the medical center for an EKG heart examination there you go there you go perfect well there's chest pain abdominal pain I have to assess her more in the clinic and at least get an EKG make sure there's not a heart attack or anything like that night both Donette and Natasha receive a visit from the J's forensic mental health Team however despite the gel support a
• 13:30 - 14:00 typical drug detox can last up to a week one floor down from the other female pods is the transitional housing unit known as the thu thu is considered a privilege it's the lowest level of security in the facility and the nicest accommodations inmates here wear pink and compared to the rest of the gel it can seem like a holiday camp they have their own backyard so they can
• 14:00 - 14:30 go do yoga exercise sunbathe we have an open day room so the women could freely watch TV on their break time serving time in the THU is a privilege extended to the well-b behaved inmates but any rule breaking sees them rolled up and returned to the ja's general population oh it's immensely better when you are down in THU the only door that is locked is the one that the deputy comes and goes from so it's more like I
• 14:30 - 15:00 guess like a college dorm I guess you could say a little bit of coconut hair grease and some sun it does wonders for you know self-esteem sitting in the sun it's one of the perks of being able to be downstairs and enjoying the nice weather upstairs you don't get no sun but there's more to life here than just getting a sun T THU is a seg way for the women to get back into society and find their place back in the workforce and hopefully stay at a custody women in the THU have access to
• 15:00 - 15:30 vocational training which is not available to inmates in the rest of the jail so we've got French bread somebody's going to make a cinnamon cake Erica is part of the THU culinary program she's serving an 11mon sentence for ID theft shoplifting and possession of crystal meth I have drug problem my life started filing out of control and first it was like I lost where I was living and then I had give my daughter to my parents because I didn't have
• 15:30 - 16:00 stable home for her and the just the downward domino effect caused me to end of where I am now but taking part in the THU training programs has given Erica A New Hope For Life on the outside with her 8-year-old daughter it's actually going to give me some help to where I can you know go home and do something for myself and for my child and not just get high and come back to jail you know it's not a about me anymore it's about my bement having the opportunity
• 16:00 - 16:30 to restart my life while I'm still incarcerated is probably the best opportunity I've ever been given everybody's in here so I don't think the Freer atmosphere of the THU gives inmates here more time to keep up with friends and loved ones how was y' weekend and to bond with each other it doesn't matter what part of the program we're in once we're comfortable with one another we really enjoy doing things together over dinner Erica and friend sh are discussing their love lives one night we was having a um
• 16:30 - 17:00 girl conversation about girl step you know someone was inquiring yeah someone that was here before had a girl girl crush on Erica but yeah ER is not Erica is not gay for the St or gay for the pay or gay for the [Laughter] pay well it didn't bother me you know what I mean every inquiring minds need to know this is my buddy right here you see we eat together this is my this my buddy like we talk about all kind of things we both be on the phone like right next to each other they're like H
• 17:00 - 17:30 did you hear what he just said like trying to keep it quiet talk about naughty things on the phone you're like [ __ ] man she watch Me While I have phone sex I watch yes I am the best phone sex person in the dorm and I begin to popping on the phone I mean when youve been in jail for two years you got to keep them interested you know the worst when they're like oh so is anyone around you right now you're like dude I'm we in a day room I'm in a whole room full of people bro what do you mean you can't stick your hand in
• 17:30 - 18:00 your pants no that's what I can't do like I'm like no I'm like oh my God stop it you want to be able to still feel like you have that connection with somebody at home I like call me right back I'm going to come call me back call me right back I'm holding on of that last thought hurry up hurry up back for them to even take the 15 minutes or a half an hour or 45 minutes or however long you want to be on the phone for or doing whatever you're doing
• 18:00 - 18:30 it makes you feel good because a lot of the times people just forget where we are and it it sucks all my phon takes be successful we cleared out the whole section you make everybody nervous in THU once you get comfortable and you get in your routine you don't really realize how easy it is for you to do something stupid and [ __ ] it up our conversations huh he phone sick all the
• 18:30 - 19:00 time thank you rest day I can't take Erica nowhere [Music] wow after settling into the Privileges of the THU Erica has unexpectedly returned to the main Gil yesterday after we left the kitchen I was asked to roll up my belongings to come back upstairs um I did something that was apparently not
• 19:00 - 19:30 okay by THU standards um I had a friend of mine post something on Facebook telling them where I was and asking you know what I mean for people to send me love or you know send me pictures or whatever most of the girls that get rolled up are for serious offenses like bullying doing something illegal like maybe drugs or something you're violating um a social media policy uh because we have a strict policy about
• 19:30 - 20:00 not Facebooking while in custody Erica's friends on social media with several of the Jail's counselors who reported her online activity straight away it was heartbreaking it was you mean I was so upset like I was in tears before I even was done t as soon as I started taking my pictures now I was crying I would chop off both my arms and both my legs to be able to go back downstairs because I
• 20:00 - 20:30 knew that I was going to leave here in a different place than when I got here and that's what matters Erica's hopes of resolving the situation and returning to the teu rest on officer Vieira hi well all I want to do is talk to you personally about what happened cuz I wasn't here I'm so mad at myself because I I didn't you should be mad at yourself I'm very upset with myself good when it came to her rollup yes I was very disappointed in her I'm just trying to understand okay how you don't understand that
• 20:30 - 21:00 Facebooking while you're in jail is not okay it's use of social media and I cannot forgive you for that it's it's huge I know you're sorry but I can't have that that is a general rule violation that is a safety breach and right now my opinion is not to bring you back at all somebody posting on Facebook you know oh I'm in jail come see me and if somebody is in a gang or was in a gang or if there's any kind of
• 21:00 - 21:30 um threats towards somebody um you know it would make it very easy for them to find that person I get it I understand what's going on but right now how things sit my personal opinion is I don't want you back I don't want you to jeopardize anybody else's uh safety I understand all right thank you okay hang in there by tough love is part of the job and um if I didn't uh care about these women I wouldn't be here
• 21:30 - 22:00 after 18 plus years back in her cell and with her hopes dashed of a return to the THU Erica gets a visit from officer banzo just stand by for a second I'm just really I know it's a little overwhelming I know that this must be hard okay is any I can call myall let's let you calm down first cuz you're just
• 22:00 - 22:30 going to upset your mind I can tell you that you're not the first person that this has happened to okay and you won't be the last the the rules are very strict over there you got lots of time to to earn your right to go back there right so that's what I would start focusing on you sit there and beat yourself up or we can move on okay so I'll give you some time time to make some calls fair
• 22:30 - 23:00 enough I'll be back in 3 minutes okay once you mess up they want you to really feel that and the drop of a hat it's like everything changes less than 24 hours after suffering multiple seizures Carman has been given the all clear to return from Hospital keep the volume down oh I just
• 23:00 - 23:30 got back from the clinic and they're just giving me lunch thank you 50-year-old dette is also picking herself up after last night's severe withdrawal symptoms I'm doing better I decided to come out of my room out of my shelf still really ansy um could really use my medication I'm hoping that something falls through for me today yeah I just ate some graham crackers yeah and my which he's
• 23:30 - 24:00 okay I just don't have the my teeth so it's a little difficult her chewing it's a good thing it's just sandwiches today D detox him from heroin upstairs Natasha is also attempting to have lunch but new neighbor Erica soon notices that all is not well was it she peed she and
• 24:00 - 24:30 it's coming out the door but it definitely looks like apparently somebody's getting sick or urinating on the floor I don't know always a good time at intake let me tell you never a do moment all right so is that uh B bile okay the
• 24:30 - 25:00 smell um when they're first detoxing from heroin is really really bad it's just something in the in the vomit or the bile that comes up it it just reeks it's like all these toxins coming out it's awful inmates usually clean their own cells but when they're not in a fit State it's often inmate workers who are called on to do the dirty work a lot of people they come in here they they say they'd be doing me heroin coke crack uh
• 25:00 - 25:30 just a whole lot of stuff that just sounds like it hurt it shows on their face they're in here looking fragile when they throw up their body is croaking cuz when you see them they're like walking zombies have you kicked before you haven't okay so this is just a start of it okay the girls are going to help you out today but in the future I I'm going to have you clean it up yourself but because you're not feeling well we're going to help you out okay if
• 25:30 - 26:00 one of my friends was in there doing that I'd be like [ __ ] get up off the floor and [ __ ] clean your [ __ ] up because this is crazy I I know that you're not feeling well okay yeah well I had I had the garbage can like over there in the corner and then I want you to take off all the sheets and everything cuz we're going to give you a whole new bed roll okay and then when you come out for your shower I want you to take that bag and throw it away and I'm going to give you a new B okay and the girls are going to help clean this up this one time that's fine get this stuff there's a yellow bin downstairs I
• 26:00 - 26:30 want you to throw it all the way in the yellow bin my butt crack feels like it has like a rash we'll talk to Medical I can't help it that yes I know it's a medical I like was so like embarrassed like I was ashamed I like was like I felt so bad and be careful going down the stairs and make sure you say thank you to the ladies for helping you okay don't stop you almost stepped in your stuff
• 26:30 - 27:00 okay thanks for everyone helping me okayy get the the trash the trash the trash Oh it smell crazy it's it's awful like good thing I got a strong stomach but it's it makes me feel sick [ __ ] so [ __ ] nasty and I take my hat off to any pod worker having to deal with the things that they deal with on a day-to-day basis is utterly [ __ ]
• 27:00 - 27:30 insane that is something that there should be like a Hazmat crew doing but dealing with bodily fluids is an occupational hazard for everyone involved in jail life I've had urine thrown at me before and it happened so quickly that I had no idea that it was coming once that door open I was there and it's it's you know yellow stuff all over me I went into the bathroom and I cried I couldn't believe that that happened to
• 27:30 - 28:00 me to me I felt really dirty after that like I felt like a piece of crap and I just wanted to go home and um my sergeant at the time said I had to write a report on it so and I didn't have any change of clothes and uh I remember driving home that day I was a half an hour late coming home and I'm talking to my husband on the phone and he's like the kids want KFC and I'm like no I need to
• 28:00 - 28:30 come home and take a shower and he's like no but they're hungry and I'm like yep but I need to take a shower and he's like but they're hungry just stop at KFC and I'm like you don't understand I need to come home and take a shower I am not and so like to this day every time I think of KFC I think of that I think of that day so I can laugh about it now so yeah being hous next door to detox in Natasha has only increased Erica's
• 28:30 - 29:00 desire to get back to the THU she's hoping someone can pull rank over offic of Vieira who kicked her out the sergeant is supposed to come talk to me to see what their opinion is because like she said she can be overruled you know and not saying that that's what I want to happen but I just hope that it gets it gets taken care of
• 29:00 - 29:30 accordingly before jail staff decide what's next for Erica Sergeant Clayton wants to further investigate her social media posting so do you understand why I'm in here I do okay so based on what I've read in this uh short report um I wanted to get your statement on what's happened I appreciate that you are even willing to listen to my side of it um I was on the
• 29:30 - 30:00 phone with a friend of mine a couple days ago I was like hey can you just do me a favor and can you just post you know like say hey send me some love I'm going to be here till March you know what I mean uh it wasn't my intent to have it be anything malicious but at the time my own insecurities and selfishness I just wanted to hear from people from the outside you know nobody understands how could it
• 30:00 - 30:30 feels when that male slides under the door it means that somebody took time out of their day to think about you you know and that was that was all I wanted I just feel very stupid that I okay you know and it was selfish it was stupid it was stupid and it was selfish I don't really know you know what else to say it wasn't delicious like I I understand you have a young child a lot of things going for you right mhm
• 30:30 - 31:00 there's a lot of potential that you have for yourself but there's also on the flip side of that there's consequences for whatever your actions are of course we don't know what your actions are your intent is and we're not new to this we know that there's certain verbs that you can use that doesn't mean send me a letter that doesn't mean send me something different right in that part of the facility there's a wall that's just outside that could somebody could throw drugs over the wall and give it to the mates there's consequen to whatever
• 31:00 - 31:30 choices you made of course right so we're not going to let it just slide through and say oh it's okay it's a pat on the back no big deal okay we have to react and do what we need to do I don't know if you're going to go back to THU so I understand that you're frustrated you're upset dealing with your consequences but you have to realize that you know this is where you're going to be time to think for yourself time to kind of get yourself back on track understand where you need to be and rebuild you have a lot of things going for you right if if we didn't care we wouldn't bother to take the time staff wouldn't bother to come
• 31:30 - 32:00 up here I understand right just like you've done before to stay on you know stay on right track and and go from there okay okay all right it's not the news Erica was hoping to hear but for now at least she'll be staying in Bay with the rest of the Jail's general population M ready to bring [Music] in intake Danette is back on her
• 32:00 - 32:30 medication the inmate with chest pain has been given the all clear and it's been three days since Karma returned from hospital after having several seizures being in a Cell for 23 to 22 and 1/2 hours a day is pretty intense especially coming from like my lifestyle which is um the lifestyle of like a traveling musician right now it's really in an emotional struggle because um my mom's
• 32:30 - 33:00 Memorial is today so that's where I'm supposed to be right now is in Nevada she always said that there was nothing I could do that couldn't be forgiven by her and um I hope that you know if she can feel me hear me that
• 33:00 - 33:30 she's feeling that same forgiveness I H I can do right [Music] now in bayod Natasha still suffering from heroin withdrawal which is causing tension with her neighbor Erica go and pill me I have but they haven't got them yet I don't know it's Jesus Christ man
• 33:30 - 34:00 get it together you take care of yourself on the street don't you this girl is just always cranky and like [ __ ] and stuff like I don't know what her problem is with me like I've never done anything wrong to her people expect you to hold their hand on her in jail you to grow up you're old enough to get in trouble you're [ __ ] old enough to take care of yourself [ __ ] she didn't need to be so rude to me because I'm not on the street like that I have a home like I live with my mom and my sister and mil kitty cat I miss so much get the
• 34:00 - 34:30 [ __ ] out of here if I was like that in my mom's house my mom would drag me out of her house by my hair and take me a rehab my mom would not be like oh it's okay honey you want some foil like no you know God oh man struggling to adapt to her new environment Natasha is not in a good place I have been like basically like a puppy um well I just accidentally licked my my mess that has disinfectant on it because I peed on it when I coughed
• 34:30 - 35:00 um it is exhausting so basically um I have a drug problem I am addicted to heroin and crystal meth this detoxing process is a [ __ ] makes me not want to go chase the dragon again um which is you know turn for a heroine with a long list of Prior
• 35:00 - 35:30 convictions Natasha was recently rearrested after failing to attend drug testing rehab a work program and a cult appearance and I didn't do any of that I literally blew everything off and when police picked her up she was carrying both crystal meth and heroin I admitted to the pipe and the dope but I didn't want them to discover the heroin because
• 35:30 - 36:00 I did not want to go through the like getting sick thing I was trying to avoid being dopesick like at all cost in an attempt to avoid withdrawal symptoms Natasha decided to conceal some of her stash so as I was in the back of the cop car like before they both got in I was already in handcuffs but I managed to reach around the front of me and like you know shove the drugs inside of me I came in here with a gram of
• 36:00 - 36:30 heroin um I had two little half GS um I had them like shoved fairly deep inside of my lady Parts I don't know if we are being like scientific right now it's a very intricate place the uterus or whatever having smuggled heroin into the gou Natasha was initially able to continue using on the first 5 days I
• 36:30 - 37:00 felt fine I would just like take a small little dab of it like with my finger and put it in my Spork and mix it with water um until it was all dissolved and then I would just like straight snort it like out of the spoon basically but Natasha was unprepared for what happened when her stash ran out every time I would cough or sneeze like I would like piss myself basically and like like it just like hurts after a
• 37:00 - 37:30 while and it's like feels like your insides are like coming out of you you know from your mouth and your butt and like everything and it's like super just like not not pretty I've never felt so helpless in my life as I do right now I'm waiting on my clean laundry because I've soiled them all like not like all when people hear that they always think like you crapped yourself and like you know like they
• 37:30 - 38:00 always think of it as like that kind of thing but like most of it's just a pee thing and like a puking thing which is still disgusting like in a little TMI but I did talk to mental health earlier um and they said that they were going to bring me more like smudy romance novels so hopefully I can get some of that you know for my imagination and for my own personal pleasures and uh yeah um I and am I am
• 38:00 - 38:30 asking for a Bible also what a combination a Bible and some smudy literature got to love it all despite the difficulties of life in jail Natasha is still benefiting from the support of her family hi Mom I miss you so much my time here like going like once the drugs went out right out and I was going through the detoxing that was
• 38:30 - 39:00 definitely the worst thing like I've ever like had to deal with you did oh my god wow I heard my sister's voice in the background and like her telling me that she loves me and like she forgives me and that like she's praying for me and stuff like I like just like started like crying so hard I love you guys so much and I miss the kitten that's another one of those
• 39:00 - 39:30 things that um you take for granted when you're like so so like caught up in your addiction like you just forget like all the people that like matter to you all your family bye with Natasha and the rest of the inmates back in their cells as a new pod
• 39:30 - 40:00 worker Erica has the day room to herself I figured I was going to come up here and I was going to be on everybody's [ __ ] list and nobody would none of the deputies were going to want to deal with me and it's just nice to know that I've made I guess you could say that little name for myself that makes being in general population a little bit easier for me I'm trying to really keep to myself while I'm up here so that I can stay out of trouble and stay under the radar and do what I need to be able to do to go downstairs I've been in intake enough times to know that this is this
• 40:00 - 40:30 is off the chain this is crazy like to have these the people that are withdrawing so bad having struggled with her own addiction to Crystal Meth since she was a teenager Erica has decided it's time for her to draw a line there's always that underlying feeling of I want to go home and use you know and being here this this time and seeing how it's affecting my child even more
• 40:30 - 41:00 than the time before or the time before that or the time before that like it's enough is enough at the end of the day when I lay in bed and I look at her picture you know what I mean I feel like if that's the only thing I did right in life I'd be okay with that I'm very fortunate I'm very very blessed even being here you know back to my duty but for the moment Erica still has 7 months of her sentence left to serve 6 months and 24 days but who's counting um and
• 41:00 - 41:30 has her mind set on one thing for the rest of her time inside I want to go back to T2 so bad and to actually have something that I didn't think was going to change my outlook on life change my views on what I wanted to do that much it is definitely something that I want to continue to do but after a momentous social media mistake she's returned to a more old-fashioned means of communication I'm just writing to a friend at home this is nail mail is not
• 41:30 - 42:00 my really first choice of mail but it'll have to have to serve its purpose just a few days later with his investigation into Erica complete Sergeant Clayton's meeting with the ja's administrative lieutenant John kov I just want to follow up with the uh he oversees the transitional housing unit so he wanted to be informed of what was going on look like THU confirmed that the uh the information went out via social media he's going to decide who's
• 42:00 - 42:30 going to come in or who's going to come out what would she say about the posting what was her intention she said she was just trying to reach out to her friend she was very emotional about it I did have some compassion to it and understand and believe what she was saying to me it doesn't make sense that she would do a third- party posting to anyone to bring in some kind of Contraband I kind of think she's telling the truth here is that she was just trying to get some people to maybe initiate with her via letters or visits I think for uh the conduct she did I'm
• 42:30 - 43:00 not happy about it I think we should give her another shot she has good potential uh to be able to continue going people make mistakes and all she can do is correct those mistakes and see if they can uh realign them on the right path to get them on track it's good news for Erica however there's a major issue preventing her from returning to the THU as of today she was just released to another County um for a 1381 motion that
• 43:00 - 43:30 she had filed Erica is being picked up by another County to face further charges in their Cults but it's likely she'll be returned to finish her sentence at the Maple Street Correctional Center okay so if and when she comes back can you let classification know that I like to rehouse her back in THU yes after we give her an admonishment okay I appreciate all the work you did on this um thanks for bringing my attention okay all right all right take care bye being down in THU it has shown
• 43:30 - 44:00 me that there's light at the end of the tunnel I feel like there's actually something that I can do they show us here that there's so much more to us than what meets the eye next time [Music] we [ __ ] you white [ __ ] this the juicy stuff it's fun doing stuff that you're not supposed to do I think people get a thrill out of that
• 44:00 - 44:30 you hi you're going to come help famous I guess I want your autograph afterwards yes thanks Carol really appreciate that in California's Maple Street Correctional Center the inmate's favorite member of staff is doing his rounds guess what my boyfriend's here this is the commissary man oh okay he's there and I'm looking at him okay and
• 44:30 - 45:00 he's like he's looking at me Snack Daddy oh we call him Snack Daddy father of foods uh we've got Top Ramen we've got Chocolate Hair Products Kool-Aid chips and of course our favorite honey butts the commissary staff deliver snacks and toiletries the inmates order if they have money on on their books see high sauce Val one soup of Tas
• 45:00 - 45:30 and ketchup boom boom boom you know when you shop commissary it's sort of like you get presents they check their bag make sure all the goodies are are correct and off back to the house been waiting for this day all week 62-year-old Pema is very excited to get to her commissary I've just been sitting here waiting for my little um bag so I can have my snack on the side she's only been inside for a week
• 45:30 - 46:00 so this is her first commissary order I didn't get what I want it what what happened what I got I had two orders oh you can't have two orders the computer will let you have two orders yeah only one order for yeah can you fill me out another one I know I don't know I can't find it so I want you to give me another one okay all right let's put one in my house without it Pamela has just half the snack she was expecting girl I didn't get nothing I
• 46:00 - 46:30 wanted what you ask for no D why you and tempers [Music] arising hey no the only person that yells in this m is me that's it what's going on man didn't get our [ __ ] we talking to
• 46:30 - 47:00 I'm right c r yourself thank you thank you all right you know what if you want me to help the two of you then no one talks okay Officer benoi separates Pamela and buy Shena before the fight escalates down going to not
• 47:00 - 47:30 I need the first in he's just disappointed that she didn't get what she thought she was going to get so I just separated them it's the easiest way I've got room right nowe ocean 3 Bay three Valley s students officer Johnson is Manning the core station the observation point in the
• 47:30 - 48:00 center of the Gil here he can monitor inmates attending class and those in Bay Valley and the Jail's high security unit ocean the highest level security would be our three ocean housing unit so these are women who are combative non-compliant assaultive um very often because of mental illness and heavy drug use or combination there of the two we
• 48:00 - 48:30 ass I there's been a radio call for backup in Ocean head up head up stay stay back stay back all officers not in charge of a housing unit must urgently attend
• 48:30 - 49:00 [Applause] [Music] the rest of the ja is immediately put on [Music] lockdown today went don't assult on staff 30 you knew immediately that it was one of us and you could tell by the the tone
• 49:00 - 49:30 and the pitch of the officer reporting that it was serious the attending officers have managed to gain control of the inmate who now needs to be strapped to a restraint chair [Music] [Applause] [Music] the inmat attacked officer Cortez when
• 49:30 - 50:00 she opened her door to pass her food soon door she start sing she was sitting on the floor she came up like she going to grab almond came in yeah she me [Music] the inmate has a history of violence so
• 50:00 - 50:30 needs to be contained as quickly as possible [ __ ] you white [ __ ] stop [Music] [Applause]
• 50:30 - 51:00 but the inmate doesn't intend to go quietly staff members were attempting to gain control of the inmate grab our legs gra our arms whatever we need to do to control the situation and move forward
• 51:00 - 51:30 [Music] the officers strap the inmate to the chair and give her a spit guard now restrained she's put in a safety cell where she can't cause harm to
• 51:30 - 52:00 herself or others everybody's good no injuries you good no inj maybe I can help with since I never no I'm good sir thank you so we're monitoring for 15minute intervals make sure she's okay and then once she talks to forensic mental health hopefully we can get herid to compound of B with the inmate Ed officer Cortez is given first aid she
• 52:00 - 52:30 made contact with my head ice bag to help the swelling cuz it came right through the door like that yeah she got me right here I didn't even feel it but Deputy Cortez I'm taking you to the hospital we're going to go follow the lines when someone gets assaulted so as a precaution officer Cortez is taken to the hospital to get check
• 52:30 - 53:00 back earlier today officer Cortez was assaulted by an inmate in Ocean it's terrible cuz you know that one of your friends you know when you're we always say your brother or sister in blue you one of your family members is being assaulted on the other side of the wall and there's nothing you can do I was just walking around the corner
• 53:00 - 53:30 to come back to desk I saw her Sergeant Clayton has beg an investigation to try to understand what happened can you hit that light switch on the bottom that's one M he starts by reviewing the CCTV you can see officer Cortez walk up the stairs and approach the door and then as soon as she opens the door she's hit and then based on what we
• 53:30 - 54:00 have here you can see the fight kind of goes off camera we can't see it anymore we don't have another image on this side so you can only see the initial assault she's a very strong woman officer Cortez did a very good job good defensive uh tactics that she used to keep distance until Staffing was able to get there the inmate is in jail on violent charges and and is already a known risk to staff safety Sate has been making
• 54:00 - 54:30 several threats to our staff um stating that she wanted to be a fighter when she gets out uh challenging staff several times it's been years since we've had an inmate here that's been that aggressive to come out and want to fight staff I'll be there yeah sorry I got a call I need to go upstairs yeah whilst officer Clayton investigates the medical team have to check on the inmate who is being restrained in a safety cell they're here they're going to exercise her at this
• 54:30 - 55:00 point so um they're going to take off the handcuffs so they would have to uh we're going to do the vital signs the inmate's hands are cuffed behind her back and her legs are strapped down to prevent her injuring herself or others no would you want some water at this point some water okay we'll give it to him is it okay that's the but that's again while we're here yeah it's easier is that
• 55:00 - 55:30 enough so I want you to lean forward you good yeah I'm just going to exercise on your legs okay wiggle your TOS while we're moving it just want your TOS okay I I'm going to check just
• 55:30 - 56:00 possible than Sergeant Clayton has interviewed the inmate to find out why she decided to attack officer Cortez she told us that she had planned ahead of time uh to assault staff she said she woke up this morning and thought about it and she decided she was going to assault her so she waited for her to open the door and hit her multiple times with his investigation complete the inmate is moved to another facility better equipped to deal with her
• 56:00 - 56:30 volatile [Music] Behavior yeah Another Day in Paradise [Music]
• 56:30 - 57:00 in Bay inmate low is on lockdown after breaking jail rules you know what her nickname is her nickname's Winnie the Pooh I she doesn't like wearing pants all thank you right behind you Lowe's criminal record includes robbery and Battery all committed wolves Under the Influence me and alcohol don't get along but I tend to be drinking myself like we do I'm like a whole different person
• 57:00 - 57:30 like day and night when alcohol is in my system I'm blacked out it's kind of like I don't even know what's going on it's dangerous whilst on lockdown Lo is denied privileges like commissary and has no contact with other inmates you're in here like 24 hours you only come out for 30 minutes just to shower and even use the phone 24 hours is a long time to just sit here doing nothing she was caught passing a note known as a kite to another inmate
• 57:30 - 58:00 Kayla a kite is jail slaying for um like a little note little micro note um and so they'll they'll send a kite out here take this and and pass it off you know make sure that Susie gets it and sell five so ghetto I was on the top book my monkey was on the bottom buck and um she passed the kite out the door and L grabbed the kite and passed one in and Dy was like what was that and lo was just like nothing it wasn't nothing like oh yeah y'all in trouble both y'all LA and Kayla
• 58:00 - 58:30 had already been separated as the officers suspected they were in a relationship they did all their homework on us like enough proof where they know something is happening between us too so that's why the keep separate is on me and her there is no such thing as a consensual relationship inside a a jail facility so if we've discovered that there are two individuals that are having a romantic relationship of some kind then yes there will be keep aways placed on them and they will be
• 58:30 - 59:00 separated having a keep away means low and Kayla are no longer allowed to be on the same housing unit or in the same classes when they separate us it kind of like it's like a it's like a a knife being pulled out cuz y'all good y'all y'all got me like a reality love story or some [ __ ] so y'all make sure y'all record her y'all let her know all the good things I them said okay
• 59:00 - 59:30 yeah although relationships are banned that hasn't stopped L from breaking the jail strict no contact rule yeah I kissed her up in here I mean we're not supposed to do none of that but we was in class see I'm supposed to be going to class to learn but I'm going to class to do other things while low is on lockdown in Bay Kayla was put in a program called choices in Valley to help her deal with her anger issues I do have a behavior
• 59:30 - 60:00 problem have a tad bit of anger problems have it I don't know where the anger come from still to this day I'm working on that figuring out where all this built up anger has came from Kayla grew up in Oakland where she says fighting was a way of life that's what we did like girls boys it doesn't matter you fight like you have to fight sometimes it's like this gang don't like this game but other than that it's just
• 60:00 - 60:30 little petty stuff it'll turn into a fight like oh you looking at your own let's fight next thing you know they calling their cousin and they calling their cousin and it's a bigger fight and when the cousins they don't even know each other but when they see each other they're gonna fight too oh I got my Lucky Nail want to see my Lucky Nail yes after fighting with cmate Pamela Chena is telling new bunky Ry what happened so she like 60 something I'm in my 40s we both
• 60:30 - 61:00 OG's so we s up in there they said come get your commissary so we go get our commissary we get back in the room and she going off she like I didn't get my [ __ ] com my money at she like my my grandson sent me some [ __ ] money and you gave me an online purchase and I didn't get my [ __ ] [ __ ] I'm like this old lady is getting on [ __ ] nerve cussing and [ __ ] acting a fool she being negative so she kept on cussing at
• 61:00 - 61:30 me right then I didn't want to cuss back cuz I don't like cussing at my elders right so I'm like look old [ __ ] and she said you call me a [ __ ] and then I said you acting like one and then that's when the the deputy came she like both of y'all this is my house y'all got to go you get your butt out this room and you come over here and I'm like let me get my matches I'm dropping chips and [ __ ] on on the floor it looks like should NAA is getting on better with her new cmate the other day we had a like serious
• 61:30 - 62:00 conversation was like maybe we should just have a open relationship and I was like I was like I've never been in an open relationship but even though I know what how you know what I'm saying proba type of person I like we can have a brough if you want you know what I'm saying like whatever you want long as you make keep it real be honest and so you ain't going to be jealous if he got like five different [ __ ] no long cuz I'm number one I don't give a dam though so sister wi I
• 62:00 - 62:30 be your sister why we can share the same man we going to do good things man we'll get our [ __ ] together yeah we amazing gra How Sound in B some of the inmates are attending church and Grace my but there's one inmate who's definit not attending 35-year-old alga yeah I do
• 62:30 - 63:00 have a personal relationship with Satan if you must know I'm a sanist it's crazy because people see that as a bad thing I wouldn't be [ __ ] without my beliefs I guess you must yeah so religion can also be a source of tension between inmates people are scared of me because I can basically find things other people can't um I can and I constantly say seeing the future the past and the
• 63:00 - 63:30 present whilst in jail AA has to finded creative ways of practicing her religion yeah so I mean my uh lines of communication aren't very strong because of the walls of cement but um I try my best this is more like a spirit board that I've created to communicate with whatever is that I communicate I am myself a pretty religious person I asked her about it one time and she she's like oh okay and she was ready to talk about it and I was like no I just I can't I
• 63:30 - 64:00 can't I just nope not for me so Ogo wasn't always a Satanist my belief for God went out the window when in 2011 I had fous carriages in the row and in a period of eight months okay and this is where [ __ ] were not real with me excuse me and um I told God cuz I thought there was thought there was a god out there so I said God if you give me just one baby at the time he will serve
• 64:00 - 64:30 you and I meant that from the bottom of my heart I ended up miscarrying after her miscarriages ala found comfort in her new religion I don't know Satanism it was realistic I became dark because of what happened to me I thought that everything that hurt me which is why you know everything that hurt me was supposed to happen I was taken on a path of deformed or distorted love that I learned something the hard
• 64:30 - 65:00 way and the only way for me to know that was to learn that hard way but that's what love did to me I guess and now I learned that love Is Just an Illusion it's just really affection and I don't need comfort and stuff like that the baby since converting to Satanism Olga has given birth to a baby
• 65:00 - 65:30 boy he baby so cute he is so cute she a baby I love it she loves him see that's mine that's hers that's ours Al was in jail after violating her probation one case was for identity theft and the other one was for possession of ammunition I had four rifle bullets on me I want this one she's been in and out of jail for 15 years she's one of those frequent flyers that kind of comes and goes uh same story like kind of came from a
• 65:30 - 66:00 rough neighborhood kind of grew up in a criminal element and in around criminal elements so long it's doing this now wants to change her life for her son I love him I I want to dedicate my life to giving him something that I never had he he's my spting Gage she's my twin he's my my he's my piece of heart that would never leave like I'm excited for that I'm excited to be
• 66:00 - 66:30 Mom miss Bano this is the lovely Deputy Miss banzo I thought I was coming back I just got off a locker after 2 weeks in lockdown as punishment for sending a kite to girlfriend Kayla Lo is finally back in general population are you going to come get me or what you going to make that phone call oh you Swit your your mind huh what are you in with Debra n I'm in 15
• 66:30 - 67:00 by myself how long are you going to last I'm going to last [ __ ] that you want to see something just going to get passed from the school to another pot low is once again planning to break jail rules by sending a kite to Kayla who's in Valley this the juicy stuff this is going to get pass to Valley the reason why they're called kites is traditionally they're these little notes and they're written in very tiny micro small um handwriting they'll
• 67:00 - 67:30 pull string out of their socks or out of their shirts and they'll kind of wrap it around the end uh and then they'll fling it out like at when at night typically so they look like little kites attached to Strings this is for Kayla I'm giving it to NY she's here with me n got school in school is Valley and Bay together so there's people in Valley she's going to give it to someone that's going back to Valley after school that person's going to give it to the power worker Jackie and Jackie is going
• 67:30 - 68:00 to give it to Kayla see it's like a domino effect NY hey n put in Pocket okay so if she's there pass that to her okay if if she's not there give it to CJ and tell CJ to make sure she give it to Jackie and then Jackie give it to Kayla okay all right yeah please and if you feel like they acting funny they be like Lo said come on don't be acting funny they won't I don't think so
• 68:00 - 68:30 I they will all right the notes being passed during a class that inmates from both Bay and Valley attend hi if I could have your attention hello ladies um so I just wanted to start off by saying thank you for last week so Sabrina from Valley arrives late to class bit different if you guys are open into it just in the beginning part highs for the week any good feelings any bad feelings maybe in and N spots a chance
• 68:30 - 69:00 to pass Low's note so if we want to start on that side my low is got dropped when I got here so I'm not going home in two weeks but we'll find out what happens n's managed to successfully pass the note to Sabrina everything's cool up the kite now needs to make it back from class and to Kayla in Valley but there's been a complication Natalie she didn't inform them that you guys were notified about
• 69:00 - 69:30 it so they got scared when they seen the camera they thought like it was a setup so never got to K it actually got to the trash cuz she was scared with the kite in the bin Lo will have to find another way to get a message to Kayla hey head this is hard is head head head head head head head head head
• 69:30 - 70:00 head away from Lowe's note drama alga is giving an English lesson look at the color purp purple purple yes this pal is a purple purple purple yes purple 34y old Yin is from China and has limited English skills teacher for me English a lot of word word w r word is one word a one oh word I learning I learning a lot
• 70:00 - 70:30 of words um she wants to learn how to speak sentences but she's starting to learn words Yin is very smart language language language language language language always as a language language now I want to help her because it seems like now we can both just have fun doing this I was having fun with her very pretty you really no more Mirror miror
• 70:30 - 71:00 Mirror I can out of the blue Al just received some surprising news guys come here [ __ ] listen okay I'm not supposed she not supposed to don't see show this paper look what it says right here scheduled release in 2 days you were right it's a true I'm trying to figure
• 71:00 - 71:30 I'm trying to figure out how this happened because I was supposed to get out on October hey are you listening to me your H over there I'm I'm trying to write this down because this is not I don't believe it I get out in two days I go home in two days oh [ __ ] okay this is crazy I was just on the podium with the police talking about I think Miss Yin who I was
• 71:30 - 72:00 teaching English out of a conversation she just said to me you know you're going home soon huh I said yeah like in a month she says you going home Tuesday I'm like what do you mean she like you're going home on Tuesday it says here I'm like so I asked her to print me out the paper cuz I now I have proof and it does say that I get out September 3rd alga has always believed her Rel release date was in October oh my gosh oh I had my mindset
• 72:00 - 72:30 on October 19th so what are you going to do onday I'm going to go home to my baby hello I'm going home in today you going home get the see that's what I'm talking about [ __ ] is going home out here G I get out in two days yeah and she out of here going to her baby out of here I I guess in two days yes okay I'm
• 72:30 - 73:00 coming sorry I love you too coming I'm I'm going still be here for another day three ocean Cortez hila officer Cortez who was assaulted by an inmate is back at work uh-huh for I'm curious if you don't mind me asking was there anything that was invoked with her doing that or not at all no prior
• 73:00 - 73:30 issues with her no not at all none AV and she's like oh cool thanks boom fast but it's you know it's really hard to miss this big ass head so hum in the morning oh my God officer ctez is determined not to
• 73:30 - 74:00 let the assault change her a lot of these women are unpredictable so but we have to get them out we have to give them their recck time we have to feed them they still have to get treated with respect and we have to be able to work with them are they dirty no I can still be myself still be the person that I am I would just be more cautious with those women that are unpredictable
• 74:00 - 74:30 yeah over in Valley Kaya is taking part in the choices program for inmates with behavioral issues the goal in choices is not to get you out of jail that's not our [ __ ] job our job is to make this the last time you come to jail inmates in choices have to follow strict rules designed to teach them self discipline so the purpose of a group in choices is the idea that we're going to be able to address the women in this program about their behaviors right at times about
• 74:30 - 75:00 their attitude also to address women who probably pissed you off during the week right if inmates notice each other breaking the rules they can call each other out on their behavior I've pulled Caleb on the phone she's been contracted on it and so are you saying that she's using the phone more than she's supposed to during in choices yeah is that true of course it's been hard for me I've been working on it though okay Kyla has
• 75:00 - 75:30 been coming to jail since she was just 12 years old my first time going to jail I think it was being in a stolen car at 12 I been been incarcerated probably on like 32 times I stopped counting that's how much I've been in jail like I was in juvenile hall I never stayed out longer than 2 months never her extensive criminal record means she could be facing a long sentence I'm in here now for a petty
• 75:30 - 76:00 theft it was me and a couple of my friends everybody else just got 3 days we're offering you four years so basically if I understand the situation you're basically saying [ __ ] you we're going to I'm going to do what I want no it's Kayla's short fuse which keeps getting her into trouble inside and outside of J I've been to ask said twice since I've been here um one of the times I got into it with a girl and then
• 76:00 - 76:30 um the second time is cuz I said I was going to beat this girl ass this hasn't gone unnoticed by Choice's counselor Adrien you can give off attitude sometimes you know that right and it's come up to bite you in the ass more than once before you got here right so we want to work with you on that because this could be the last time you come to jail if Kyla gets into trouble again she could be sent back to segregation so officer Robinson wants to make sure she stays on the straight and narrow you're
• 76:30 - 77:00 the one that like you said making up your own rules right in somebody else's house you're making up your own rules it's prob most like you know oh no no that's where you go wrong this isn't a negotiation you don't get to choose you're in jail and you in choices you follow the jail rules you follow choices rules right you be able to do that you don't know I want to be here you sure I'm
• 77:00 - 77:30 okay all right all right we'll see time will tell okay you know she's got her whole life ahead of her and she's spending a lot of it her Young Life in jail and she's getting in a lot of trouble yeah you're you're gay you're straight straight St got one part you got part inmates from Bayan Valley are attending an anger
• 77:30 - 78:00 management class so how many of you are new to this class anger management is cool I like anger management that's the one that's going to help me for sure unfortunately conflict is inevitable and it's a part of life and so we're here to be able to um share with you some great tools and skill sets that you can apply in your everyday life let's go ahead ahead and do a real quick weather checkin this morning I was a little Misty um probably
• 78:00 - 78:30 like an hour ago I was sunny and then 20 minutes ago before coming in here I was lightning so I'm kind of like like my weather is changing so when I was younger I I I was brought up in a church so I was always at the church I lost um my father before my eighth grade graduation and then my mom died um my senior graduation before my senior graduation that's that was my Turning Point everyone who knew my mom and knew
• 78:30 - 79:00 me they knew like I was Mama's girl when she left me it's kind of like a whole destruction happened heavily on my mind is um what I be putting my family through Lo struggling to get over losing both of her parents it still affects me to this day so I don't think um I don't think I'm over it think that's probably why I'm getting into a lot of trouble it's cuz like I'm not healed I I drink because I'm forgetting
• 79:00 - 79:30 about it like a numb the pain a choice um that I made was me being behind a car um driving in knowing I was under the influence whilst over the limit Lo got into a car accident now I don't remember I was drunk they said that I hurt somebody so yeah that's what happened I woke up woke up downstairs and booking when I went to court the witnesses um came and you know they in
• 79:30 - 80:00 like neck braids and stuff like that and you kind of look at like I'm embarrassed he was just hurting this innocent person I would like to bring to this circle peace hopefully they find it in their heart to forgive me she does genuinely have a good heart and so I think if she woke up and found out that she had killed someone with a car she would genuinely be destroyed something that I came in here with and I'm going leave it in the circle is um I
• 80:00 - 80:30 was Misty and um my weather was Misty and I was angry I was ready to start an argument um so I'm going to leave that here and then I'm going to take back with me basically is I can't control other people but myself and I'm going to continue being me as in the same energy that I always have thank you let's have a group hug I'm sure we can do that right right [Music] everybody come on oh [ __ ] all right L
• 80:30 - 81:00 need to go shower [ __ ] thank you in Bay Olga was excited to find out she was getting released much earlier than she thought Olga decided to ask when's my release date and there was some confusion and she thought that she was there she was told she was going to get released um and it was I think also she had two cases going on at the same time so the
• 81:00 - 81:30 first case was finished let's say tomorrow so the officer like oh you're getting released tomorrow they didn't scroll down far enough to see that there was like a second case that she had been sentenced on that was going to keep her in custody until um a later date it turns out alar isn't getting released after all I mean not that I care because I already know nobody's buiness but I got excited I told everybody I was telling people I don't even know bye [ __ ] stupid [ __ ] idiots I mean I I'm I'm okay I know I
• 81:30 - 82:00 knew I was going to go home yeah on my date October they had no business telling me something different they really didn't sick F Six Sick FKS yeah there she going write it down I come on duty and now I have to be the bearer of bad news and I'm like no you're not like you know all I can tell you is what I see in the computer exactly so that's we discussed so it's looking like it's going to be October
• 82:00 - 82:30 19th they [ __ ] up my head they had no business [ __ ] with my head like this that's more Luna Luna I'm not going home anymore until I know baby I know well I'm really sorry that they um they gave you the wrong date they can't do their job right you mean well yeah obviously my mom made me a soup and everything I'm so sorry when they want to heard thank you yeah she pouted for a couple of days about it and she came back around as Al's not getting out her mom
• 82:30 - 83:00 has bought her son for a video visit me it me me it he's been clapping and waving at me the whole [Music] time thank you okay okay mama sees her son as a child for a fresh start so cute I never knew the concept of all this but now I get it like a new
• 83:00 - 83:30 little life it's like my heart running around you know like it's just crazy like I I want to be a part of that life and I want to not this is my life this is my new life and I'm I have a chance I have a chance again to start fresh to start new because of this baby [Music] officer Cortez has a new resident in
• 83:30 - 84:00 Ocean Kayla who has been rolled up from the choices program I just keep getting in trouble so they're going to go team to put me back over here Kayla has been punished for arguing with one of the Choice's counselors I basically told her I don't know who she talking to she's not talking to me she couldn't be talking to me and she was like roll your [ __ ] up you're going to the ocean this is the last point of the jail they can't put you nowhere else so it's loud in here like this others
• 84:00 - 84:30 that scream all day long all day long I can survive in here without going crazy for a month and a half but I'll try back in Bay Lo has got a full privileg his back including use of the G tablet like two weeks so this is actually my first time logging in so let's see what's going on in here Al here it goes right here I have um I have a lot unaware that
• 84:30 - 85:00 Kayla has been sent to Ocean Lo tries to get a message to her via the tablet I'm going to text her uh her best friend or her mom and then she'll probably text my twin and then I'll send it to them and then they'll copy and paste it and then they'll send it to her and then do it like that back and forth the power of technology so I just put I miss you cakes cuz that's the nickname I gave her
• 85:00 - 85:30 and then hit me in AR lingo that means reply and then boom it say your message has been sent it's fun when you break rules in jail it's kind of like you're winning cuz they don't know then when you get caught then you get you going to be mad and lock up [Music] unable to receive loe's message in segregation Kayla has another way to get in touch with
• 85:30 - 86:00 low how we talk on the phone is I'll either call her best friend or she'll call a family member of mine and then we'll call at the same time and then they'll they'll merge it in now connected then now we're on a three-way conference score lo I miss you I want to get out of here I don't want to be in no more I love you you always doing too much I have something else to tell you but you act crazy on the phone right now let me keep but Kayla hasn't been completely honest with love irritating I
• 86:00 - 86:30 do have a girlfriend and um we live together and you know I have a good relationship with her like I actually like her a lot it's a big like triangle I don't really want to talk about it oh my it's a lot all right I love you all right be good keeping her girlfriend a secret isn't easy for Kayla
• 86:30 - 87:00 so yeah this is crazy next time I'm talking to you so what what's going on I'm asking you what the [ __ ] you think I want you think I want to [ __ ] be over here the [ __ ] ain't nobody want to be over here the [ __ ] I'm you don't even know what the [ __ ] going on over here to G what what I am graduating yeah sming at on the wall right there what's on your
• 87:00 - 87:30 pants [ __ ] bro if you knew what the [ __ ] I was going through you wouldn't say [ __ ] what's up mama hey I got the I got the ju I got the uh I got the sauce no get out here I'm
• 87:30 - 88:00 serious in bipod 29y old low has been in jail for almost 5 months that's my room right there 32 that's for the people for the hardcore after committing crimes including robbery grand theft and Battery you can come with me to my last year I just starting getting in trouble and definitely because I'll be under the influence cuz alcohol I definitely have a problem it turns to fun to anger three please they just like I'm angry I'm
• 88:00 - 88:30 throwing [ __ ] like it's it's like stuff like that Lo also drove while under the influence and hit another car the guy that I hit he was bodily injured so I felt like like a jerk in in court cuz nobody supposed to be on a road drink like that drunk cuz you really could kill somebody since being in jail Lo has been trying to overcome her alcohol and anger issues and stay out of
• 88:30 - 89:00 [Music] trouble but despite trying to keep her head down she's caught the eye of several inmates I love that L gives us extra food I mean she comes to us first there you go remember that day I was like oh I love her you know I'm going to marry her and she's like you know want to do something for me you can put me in your room I'm like yeah sure I'll put you in my will you got it I get a lot of attention because I'm you know my sexuality
• 89:00 - 89:30 but I don't really care about that she made it clear that I'm a little bit above her age range but you know loneliness knows no age right low low so in a female custody setting there are lots of same-sex relationships uh but the the reality is that for whatever reason there are less um um masculine oriented women than there are feminine Orient oriented women so they have the pick of the litter so
• 89:30 - 90:00 to speak did she shout me out she did she Stupid what so low knows that and I have joked with her in the past that I always think that she's looking for her next ex-girlfriend huh single now huh am I single yeah I'll being M I told you you got to put me on your will and then we going to talk about it give me your last your
• 90:00 - 90:30 last man they all saying I'm single cuz they trying to shoot they shot but man I just be minding my business I don't know what they saying low in the girls the girls love low even though low don't paying them no attention half the time the girls love low like they love here I don't know why they just love her in here although Lo could have her pick she currently only has eyes for Kayla who is housed in
• 90:30 - 91:00 Valley she's special she's like she's a she's a good individual I'll tell you that when you actually could really meet somebody um just offer the connection and a Vibe it's kind of like you hold on to that especially in here L and Kayla have been separated by the officers after they were caught passing a note that indicated they may be in a romantic relationship they obviously know about me and her so that's why so that's why we have to keep separate so I can't be in the same pot as her or uh programs
• 91:00 - 91:30 with her but what LO doesn't know is that Kayla is in a serious relationship on the outside I do have a girlfriend and um we live together but I have a close friend a little closer and close friend low despite having a girlfriend Kayla's not through thrilled about the attention low gets sometimes when they be too extra like I get jealous when they be too
• 91:30 - 92:00 extra sometimes but other than that I just be like I'm not worried about them girls and I'm not worried about low because I know low as a person man what's up with the homies hey bro this little D for me just got just slip you something bro what number I'm trying to figure out I think 31 on you bro she up there giggling and [ __ ] like a little bunny funny me damn this [ __ ] a big joint huh Dam she a calling me baby daddy come
• 92:00 - 92:30 on [ __ ] [ __ ] me oh you a BD now man that's what I'm saying they write me um notes they give me commentary they'll do like a lot of weird stuff they'll even do my homework but yeah it's crazy she said you a hot commodity she mesing white and black okay okay okay she wrote a whole a whole novel a whole book they kind of throw their self at me
• 92:30 - 93:00 it's just disgusting so yeah Jill just have them they just gave for the stay that's I guess you going to give me c I got to rip it up G you going to give me sending notes known as KS is against the rules and could result in a write up or a lock down she said what's up I can't stop stop looking at your ass um you got me turning in my cell like I wish I could be out chilling with you she said
• 93:00 - 93:30 she had a girlfriend her favorite color pink I get this [ __ ] every day I don't care about none of this [ __ ] hey seren take care that's what I'm calling you now heroin addict Natasha has been detoxing for 7 days and is finally feeling better so basically they stop my meds which is like really unfortunate sober living is not
• 93:30 - 94:00 something Natasha's used to I was 15 when I first got drunk and 16 when I first smoked pot I will be back drinking alcohol was my Gateway into marijuana which was my Gateway into ecstasy which was my gateway to Coke which was the gateway to shrooms which was the gateway to acid which is the gateway to oh wait I'm sorry I think I skipped ecstasy ecstasy was before
• 94:00 - 94:30 shrooms and ecstasy was before acid and I think it was even before Coke oh my God it's so beautiful it is holy crap look at the weather oh my God it is freaking gorgeous out today why did nobody tell me so I was like clean and sober for a while um and then I met Brandon he was just like so tall and handsome he remind me of Fabio from like the romance novels and he had already had experience of doing heroin and smoking crack together
• 94:30 - 95:00 they just went together like PB and J I choose to have a well balanced drug diet okay now that Natasha's finished detoxing she is eligible to move out of intake and into general population how we stop GP really what I am graduating yeah that is so dope I'm hella excited right now I am
• 95:00 - 95:30 moving to GP that's General pop so that means I'm going to have a longer wrecked night oh my God I'm like so stoked right now I wish I wasn't getting out of jail so like all of a sudden no I'm just kidding I do some want to go but like oh my God that'll make my stay here like a lot less hell okay so I'm literally just going to go grab my stuff and move it all out
• 95:30 - 96:00 okay uh just GP I'm still going to be here I'm not gone gone it's not that bad um I I hear it's where inmates get to roam free for many more hours in the day and there's a freaking Library bookshelf thing and there's a water fountain yes yes and CT candy
• 96:00 - 96:30 wo this is like so exciting like I haven't been this excited to be in jail like in a long time have a seat on the bench definely will let you know where you're going oky doie Pokey Smokey oh again officer Robinson must assign Natasha and the other new arrivals to a eight person tank on 3 Bay you have to deal with one other inmate in a tank setting you've got eight different personalities eight different habits and
• 96:30 - 97:00 sometimes there's conflicts it's like what I've always dreamed it would be I'd rather go back to a two Mano uh we've already got a couple that are probably going to have problems but we'll see how it goes cuz I just like am moving here or whatever is there anywhere like I can like use the bathroom real quick like cuz I'm not like assigned to a thing yet I'm a little scared especially of Mr Robinson back there like cuz he told me I wasn't special he's like maybe your mama says
• 97:00 - 97:30 you're special but you know you are not special when you're in jail you got 10 minutes to be behind your door new housing stay where you are folks tank six Santiago tank six Zimmer tank four Smith tank four Tre guys um basically any bunk that's open I am vertically challenged so any
• 97:30 - 98:00 top both will be challenging either way like I'm not like it's not like I'm trying to like take someone's bottom I mean that came out really wrong I mean you do you have medical you got to have medical I don't have any legitimate medical things other than being it almost legal [ __ ] oh [ __ ] I just hate doing the whole make bed process all over again that might be the only thing I might need help with is just like the getting
• 98:00 - 98:30 the the help make her bed up uh I have it still knotted I just have to figure out how to like Wrangle it I guess you want make her bed look I like just need this one sheet don't worry it is okay I will figure it out all right ladies come grab your dinner grab your dinner [Music] everybody everybody gra dinner
• 98:30 - 99:00 yes thank you thank you back in bayod a new batch of inmates have just arrived so these two ladies just came in and they're not feeling feeling so well so I'm going to check on them ladies hello hi there should I just put their Lun dinner so ladies I just need you to sit up for me real quick I know you just came in I know you're tired but I just need to see you sit
• 99:00 - 99:30 up please sit up I got dinner open I need you to sit up for me please try thank you that's all I need from you just need to make sure you're okay what's that what's wrong you're kiing okay what do you what do you feel [Music]
• 99:30 - 100:00 like okay so you have bad diarrhea okay um when's the last time you used and what were you using Fen on okay fresh off the street loressa is detoxing from fenil a synthetic opioid 50 times more potent than heroin how long were you using it for a year and a half okay so I'm going to let me finish serving and then I'll I'll make a call to Medical um and see what
• 100:00 - 100:30 they can do um your dinners are over there okay I suggest you eat something because you're not going to get another meal until breakfast okay I ain't doing that [ __ ] I'm not ready to quit in Bay fenil user Lissa has finally made it out of bed shower sming that on the wall right there what's on your
• 100:30 - 101:00 pants in the back of your ass part I ain't got a [ __ ] on the back of my ass partk turn around and show your friend my ass a't on the wall [ __ ] bro if you knew what the [ __ ] I was going through you wouldn't say [ __ ] as an inmate worker Lor is responsible for keeping the Pod clean which often means cleaning up after detoxing IM night when somebody in there [ __ ] on their self when somebody in there dropping [ __ ] on the floor in the
• 101:00 - 101:30 shower I got to clean it up like who wants to do that I'm cleaning up at the grown women like I don't give a [ __ ] y'all kicking y'all coming down come on now you you really boooo on yourself for real you couldn't make it like the toilet is ain't nothing but two steps I hate it detoxing is rough especially the heroin heroin really does a job uh and right now a lot of the heroin is laced with fentanyl um and the fenel Really tears the girls up so there's a lot of vomiting and there's
• 101:30 - 102:00 a lot of diarrhea that's just the reality of it all often the girls won't make it to the toilet and or they just it's uncontrolled they just um they're so inated that they don't even know that they are defecating in them their own clothes um the [ __ ] on our pants was going to go against the wall and I was going to have to clean it so I just told her to step away from a wall sensing that La is at Boiling Point officer Venoy is quick to interv I you doing a shower yeah okay you're I know you're kicking I'm going to go in and clean your cell up for you okay you're you're at a 13 okay let me ask
• 102:00 - 102:30 you really quick um I'm just going to step over here do you is there a matter no that's that's that was okay that's throw up got was throw up just throw up all throw up okay that's fine I got a clean set up of clothes I need a clean set of clothes because she threw up in my bucket of clothes yeah I saw I got you I got you that's what I was going to talk to you so I got to clean everything so have your shower and while you're in the shower we're going to in and just thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you I feel so much better today so I'm thank you all right cool but no joke don't ever do F it's a
• 102:30 - 103:00 thousand times stronger than heroin so you literally feel like you're about to die and the sad thing is I'm going to go right back to it and that's the sad thing this is all fresh clothing thank you thank you so much everything that you have on can you hear me yeah you got there's some there's some stains you can see it okay clothing's all Stained on the back okay so I want you to have a shower and then put all this fresh stuff on okay and then everything that you
• 103:00 - 103:30 have including your towel everything put it in here for okay and then we're changing it your vision for it thank you all right thank you okay all right I'm going to go all right I guys after her shower Lissa is feeling much better I don't feel I don't feel sick no more I just feel weak like like when I stand up I feel weak like when I pass up but that's cuz I don't have like any dop in
• 103:30 - 104:00 me thank you baby thank you so much for real yeah and even low has calmed down enough to help her [Applause] out over in Valley the officers are about to drop a bombshell on two of its longest serving inmates Fernando and let me get your last name m mcken wa you guys need to pack up your stuff you're going to be going over to three
• 104:00 - 104:30 Bay I'm not joking okay we'll Stepside here so you need to pack up your stuff for Nando Jackie and courney Valley's regular pod workers are being rolled up and moved to Bay yeah admin class just sent out an email you guys need to go over there what did I do nothing that I'm aware of so then why am I going to Bay because that's what admin class wants can I speak to admin class because I didn't do anything to C of okay after you do the
• 104:30 - 105:00 movement I will talk to in class for you how's that sound the order for Jackie and Courtney's move comes from admin classification or admin class they decide which inmate should be housed where and why the classification duties really start when an inmate comes through the door um my staff would be responsible for interviewing that person to find out uh things about them do they have special needs um maybe they're transgender maybe they're gang
• 105:00 - 105:30 affiliated um something that um is going to make them need to be in a certain spot and the reason why we classify people a certain way is to make them safe they moving me to Bay and I don't want to go to Bay I don't I didn't do anything to go to Bay inmates are often rolled up for breaking the rules so Jackie wants answers as to why she's being moved but what did I do at this point we didn't do anything um if you want to give me some
• 105:30 - 106:00 more information like no I don't feel I'm safe I'm just saying like I don't get why I have to move can I talk to the sergeant please not right now about this I had do anything they just up and mve me okay you help me get back here please we'll see I mean you know I'm right here in the totem pool and all the stuff is is up here so take a seat I'm going to call for the Rover we'll clear for the movements Jackie what's going on for ad a class I have to pack up
• 106:00 - 106:30 myself I don't know why I haven't done anything thing he said that I was a model inmate and that there's no reason that he's just as shocked as I am for for this move Jackie and Courtney have to pack up their stuff and move immediately there's not much time for goodbyes I don't know [ __ ] but I'm [ __ ] so mad right now so irritated you want to buite no it's okay take up okay ladies come on this
• 106:30 - 107:00 [Music] way what the what the what the [ __ ] the new arrivals have caught the attention of L who is currently on lockdown after getting into an argument with an officer man they got me on a one day [ __ ] lockup cuz um Miss fer was trying to put um a another inmate in my room who had lights in her hair so I got hella
• 107:00 - 107:30 mad as she's not allowed out of herself cell Lo has an alternative way of finding out what's going on what the [ __ ] happened why you here why you weird you don't know they didn't they didn't give me no writer so we both trying to to figure out why we we both in the in a in a in the little hole we in don't get in
• 107:30 - 108:00 trouble you be good you be good don't get in trouble while slow is trying to find out the gossip Lissa's detox has run its C so very better I feel 100% better 100% better everybody's like you look so much better and I'm like the pretty girl with like nails and eyelashes and perfume out there from the stiny girl in jail although realistic about her chances of relapsing Lissa is growing
• 108:00 - 108:30 tired of street life you know my kid name that's 14 n is four and is three I'd rather change diapers and make bottles and work at Target and be a square then run the streets and steal and have to sleep with men and have to run from tricks and all that [ __ ] you know and old drug dealers and it's not worth it
• 108:30 - 109:00 her hopes of getting clean rest on getting into a rehabilitation program well there's two cosos here that are going to help me get in a program and hopefully everything turns around better so I don't have to come back here [Music] again uh they're in different pods the only way low and jail girlfriend Kayla can communicate is by passing Kites and making three-way phone calls
• 109:00 - 109:30 way girl hella funny but hella Lo has been hearing rumors about Kayla receiving kites from another woman and wants answers that [ __ ] this [ __ ] keep hanging up huh that [ __ ] keep hanging up if you I'm I'm talking I'm talking to you though so I'm talking to you so what what's going on I'm asking you you could tell me what what's going on so if it's nothing then tell me that the girl was sending me a kite in
• 109:30 - 110:00 Valley yeah everybody was telling low that the girl kept trying to talk to me and was sending me KS stuff so Lo was mad about that over in Valley Kayla has been hearing about Lo's many admirers but don't don't start that the [ __ ] I don't know you tell me with your weird ass the [ __ ] this [ __ ] coming to
• 110:00 - 110:30 me but you hella weird okay you [ __ ] weird as [ __ ] talking about I'm talking to these [ __ ] you sound stupid as [ __ ] like a girl that's in this p with me she just be dropping subliminal like basically saying like stuff that she not supposed to be saying but she think I'm entertaining it okay if it ain't true bro and you telling me it ain't then stop tripping that's all I'm trying to tell you I then all right then you acting like
• 110:30 - 111:00 that then all right then I already know what time it is no I'm not going to tell you because it don't matter cuz if I'm getting the truth from you then it don't [ __ ] matter I think she was just telling me like she don't want me to get in trouble again but I think she was kind of jealous I'm glad I'm I'm glad you don't care keep that same energy what the [ __ ] you think I want you think I want to [ __ ] be over here the [ __ ] ain't nobody want to be over here the [ __ ] I'm you don't even know what the [ __ ] going on over here weird ass I didn't seen her mad probably like once the whole time and that's because I didn't made her mad
• 111:00 - 111:30 because well y'all know me I'm just the brat now you being disrespectful bro you being disrespectful as [ __ ] I don't know who the [ __ ] you talking to and I don't give a [ __ ] you get in mad bro all right K bounce up out of here bro you know what the [ __ ] you got to do you know what you got to do oh my God bro hello [ __ ] this is too much did you put in the dinner I'm so sorry These Hoes
• 111:30 - 112:00 Got Me [ __ ] that the [ __ ] she kind of like pushing me away a little bit I ain't even going to lie I'm damn near going to go bust another kite to somebody else n just kidding so yeah so catch me tomorrow and then we going to continue with this the drama episode I got going on in here it's like the [ __ ] soap popper like God damn you okay Jackie I'm depressed I'm pissed I'm irritated I'm [ __ ] irritated they
• 112:00 - 112:30 excuse for me to come back here inmates Jackie and Courtney are still reeling from their sudden move from Valley to B be here I don't want to be here I don't want to be here I'm going to go explain to them why they were rehoused to three Bay from three
• 112:30 - 113:00 Valley sit up so what I do uh apparently there's just been a lot of tension on the tank and a lot of people were pointing fingers that you were the cause of it because you being a worker and being out and having the ability to to converse with everybody or I'm not saying you did but or pass notes or whatever right you just have that ability as a worker on the housing unit so classifications got wind of it um basically uh you're going
• 113:00 - 113:30 to be rehouse over here to until the tension calms down over there first and foremost I'm going to get [ __ ] because I'm a worker I'm going to get accused of the the telling I get accused of the of the this that and the other it comes with territory I know I understand but I don't have any issues with any girls in that in that unit not one not one person do I have a conflict with yeah I don't get in anybody El drama because it's not my [ __ ] although Jackie is adamant she's done nothing wrong it looks like she'll
• 113:30 - 114:00 be staying in Bay for the time being issue but courney is still waiting for answers so I spoke to classifications apparently they got word that you and madamba may be involved in some type of relationship more than what's allowed here at the facility so until they look into it they're basically separating you from over there because she has keep ways over here like lur and Kayla Courtney has
• 114:00 - 114:30 been accused of being in a relationship which means her and her alleged girlfriend can't be housed in the same pod I didn't realize that you couldn't be friends with somebody without people assuming that you're in aexual or whatever type of [ __ ] relationship that's crazy right all right I'll get back to you girls behave please Sergeant mono is not convinced by Jackie and Courtney's claims of Innocence you
• 114:30 - 115:00 can tell by their reaction uh I not that they're not that they're lying but they're not being completely truthful about issues that have been going on there again I still don't know why what their excuse was to move me I'm rarded this morning okay Tom back in Valley Natasha's preparing for a day in cult my lawyer came to see
• 115:00 - 115:30 me last night basically he gave me the good news I am getting out today so it's official and I couldn't sleep last night at all like I can hear it now just freedom is ringing in my ear like that Liberty Bell you know is just so sweet and like I just can't wait like I'm so freaking excited
• 115:30 - 116:00 can you give like a finger or something of space like just so they're not like super super tight like Atasha the other inmates going to cult have problems with addiction you go to the city a lot um I do like I live 17 strictly for picking up like it's usually just to pick up stuff like drug users fund their Habits by shoplifting like how many CVS's on the peninsula can I not go to in the Safeways and stuff and are there there's
• 116:00 - 116:30 like aund of them right Natasha has another way of feeding her addiction I'm a working girl okay that's how I mean I am an escort which I know surprising huh like um you wouldn't really know when I am looking so dingy why when I was steadily escorting um I would make God like a couple Grand at least a
• 116:30 - 117:00 week so who thinks that giv oral sex is not sex um I don't think it's sex is a penetration per se it's just a type of that's definitely I mean oral sex that's what they call it definitely say you know I can make like $120 in like as little as like 5 minutes but like I have that technicality you know um argument with my boyfriend it's not like you're
• 117:00 - 117:30 [ __ ] someone or something like that yeah I know and he has he can't really say [ __ ] cuz he doesn't bring anything to the table I've just found it so like comfortably easy like to get money from guys cuz they're just like the pushup brought is a woman's weapon and like best friend times you know you can get whatever money out of a guy list up your name come on
• 117:30 - 118:00 out in the back in the [Music] [Applause] back finally off to court Natasha will have to hope her lawyer was right about her being released today in Bay low has been on lockdown and he's finally about to be let out for wreck I was on 23-hour lockup so now that I'm I'm out I'm about to go start some more trouble when I get out
• 118:00 - 118:30 corre yeah pleas you come out make sure cell do behind you make sure you have everything you need for w hey I'm back in this [ __ ] right now hey right now hey what's up with you Church all right huh I'm trying not to let this whole like yeah down and out like situation get to me she trying to get in tune I'm ready to dip out I gave
• 118:30 - 119:00 her a little bit she changing her whole round now she pulling out her phone she talking about home she talking about she trying to get me there all along hey hey after rowing with girlfriend Kayla Lois considering answering a kite from another inmate that's what I said you should have see the K you here all about hell [ __ ] I'm like ooh she got the I said why I'm trying to see what's up with a or team the one with the little blue
• 119:00 - 119:30 hair I know but I got to keep it cool cuz Kayla's going to be my ass she is but before she does anything to jeopardize things with Kayla she wants to catch up with new arrivals Jackie and Courtney who have been transferred from Valley where Kayla is housed Jackie come here Jackie let me tell you something she try to see what's up with you but yeah man we was arguing like
• 119:30 - 120:00 [ __ ] on the phone bro it was crazy talking about there are rumors that Kayla was sending kits to another inmate so Lo wants to find out if Jackie has any information okay so she was just being a evil look already know now I'm about to be a hoe [ __ ] that I really was not talking to no I was not talking to nobody in here I swear to God cuz who you going talk to every let me turn it up cuz I've been a sucker everybody know that been doing my [ __ ]
• 120:00 - 120:30 so that's why it's hitting hard harder cuz [ __ ] like I don't got to be doing that like which I done I stop talking to Karen and hella [ __ ] Karen was my one [ __ ] who was doing her Ducket for me and I guess she's still sending me cards like why haven't you a call why don't you because I'm told okay I wasn't I'm stupid H I'm done Lo broke up with her girlfriend on
• 120:30 - 121:00 the outside to be with Kayla but she's beginning to wonder if Kayla has done the same hey Corney Corney welome me welcome me come here come here come here welcome me so now it's Courtney's turn for a grilling sorry though I'm sorry so do I got anything to worry does she have a girlfriend out there she used to used to or she still does she used to that's what I'm saying tell me I don't know I don't few more than I've ever talked to that's what I'm saying she used to okay
• 121:00 - 121:30 well then if she used to then you're good [ __ ] hate this phone after talking with Jackie and Courtney Lo decides to phone Kayla's best friend to see if she's left her a message I'm back in general pop but I still can't check my tablet until tomorrow did she send me something when you talk to her tell her to hit me on the table tell her I'm off lock all right I'm I'm going to hit you
• 121:30 - 122:00 up tonight um B all right bye with rumors swirling and no word from Kayla it seems like their relationship is on the rocks in Bay fenel addict Lissa is nearing the end of her time in jail I'm waiting for for El still to come get me if they don't come get me I go home I'm way better I'm way better I'm eating I'm drinking
• 122:00 - 122:30 Gatorade okay put your v-neck on put your wristband on put your v-neck on and your wristband on when you're done go meet me at the front door there okay in order to avoid the Temptations on the street Lissa has decided to go straight into an addiction program friend I actually am going to prr I'm leaving here I'm going to um women's at Hope in San Francisco so no more
• 122:30 - 123:00 F come on I'm coming I'm coming you're going to miss your ride you're be stuck here you go don't run all right ladies let's go you guys have first my little Juke from the outside uh sent me a card after arguing with girlfriend Kayla
• 123:00 - 123:30 Lo has received a card from someone she was seeing on the outside and then she put I'm addicted to the way I feel when I think of you I love you baby she just be reminding me of what I got coming when I get out of here but that's what it is after talking with Jackie and Courtney loe's confirmed that Kayla's still in touch with her girlfriend on the outside Kayla she over there I'm over here ain't nothing Kayla over there I'm over here so that's what it is you mean
• 123:30 - 124:00 you got a whole life outside before you even came in here and after so it is everything is pretending here just don't like people who lying that's all like why you lie like you ain't got to lie like especially when somebody kept the real with you the whole time after the Betrayal Lo has decided to break up with Kayla via a kite like I'm I'm I shouldn't be none of your concern no more but I sent it in a nice form so if
• 124:00 - 124:30 I was to bump it to her anywhere Ain't No Bad Blood between me ain't no hard feelings I came in here by myself I'm going leave by myself so loow is already trying to move on from Kayla yeah big bag to bad [ __ ] I need that big head no knee for knee pads what is that word uh C what is that celibate yeah seven months celibate so when I get
• 124:30 - 125:00 out I'm going definitely need to let him off over in Valley Kayla is discussing the situation with Bridget what's going on today I'm kind of in a if your mood what happened um L found out that I was talking to my girlfriend back to my girlfriend and so what did Lo say she was like um I love you I'm always love you but
• 125:00 - 125:30 you shouldn't have lied to me you should have just told me the truth everything you do in the dark comes to the light also remember that and as Shakespeare said what a tangled webway weave do you know the rest of it no when we practice to deceive if you keep playing around the way you're playing around you're going to get get hurt I don't want to see you get hurt okay do you know how L's feeling do you care I care because she's a nice person when
• 125:30 - 126:00 she first wanted to be my girlfriend I said oh well you have to be my ja girlfriend because I have a girlfriend at home we live together blah blah blah all right you're my beautiful piece of artwork I love you all right I love you too in the beginning of me and L being cool she wanted to be with me and I told her like I have a girlfriend we live together like I'm in love with my girlfriend I'm not leaving her and then and she told me she had a girlfriend too a couple weeks later she started really liking me so to prove that she really liked me she broke up with her girlfriend since all this had happened
• 126:00 - 126:30 like I thought about it like little stuff I left slide kind of like leading her on which I shouldn't have been doing I still have love for her as a friend but other than that like that's it like I didn't want it to be like oh [ __ ] you because that's not how it is so it's just how she goes about it but her being the good person she is I don't think she'll just hold a grudge and be tell M about it you know with her relationship with Kayla over Lo is looking forward to her release in 2 weeks time to go to I could
• 126:30 - 127:00 sit here and tell you that I'm not going to come back but I'm really not coming back I'm I'm done I ain't getting no younger and it's it's time for a change this is crazy but L is one of those ones where if she could take all of the potential she has and like I said use her superpowers for good she could be really successful and and would never have to commit another crime in her life and never come back to jail again in order to stay out of jail Lo needs to remain sober I'm not even thinking about
• 127:00 - 127:30 alcohol I'm thinking about my future yeah the future's bright because I know what I want to do and what I need to do so it's it's only going to go up from here yeah in Valley Natasha received the news she was expecting at court and is about to be released you uh on property ladies all the way down the hall this just so
• 127:30 - 128:00 exciting oh my God I cannot freaking wait like I am looking so forward to getting out like it's not funny my heart literally like it jumped up in my throat choked me up couldn't breathe then it like dropped in my stomach and I'm like those butterflies you know the butterflies are fluttering around
• 128:00 - 128:30 and I have a nice juicy check waiting at home for me for $400 um which I will probably blow in like literally the first 24 hours that I'm like gone this will be the last time hopefully I ever have to see these chains around this body despite going through a detox Natasha's not quite ready to give up the drugs I'm going to give myself a little hurah but like very short and then I'm going to have to take things more serious I'm going to get in my program
• 128:30 - 129:00 I'm going to do all that good stuff like I said I would my boyfriend was been in the courtroom earlier so I was like oh he came oh my God that's so sweet I know he's a good one he just needs to like get off that stuff that you know brought me in here ultimately so I told my boyfriend like as an kind of ultimatum sort of of like if you want to be with me and you want any future with me like you have to get clean with me there is no if ends or but recovery has to be a
• 129:00 - 129:30 part of this relationship I'm going to go home first you know and then I'm going to arrange some things for me and boyfriend and there's still my some reservations and like fears that I do have about being free that's like I know why I'm here I know what brought me here I know what led up to this here we if I can learn at least that much from my mistakes and like at least that much from this whole experience then I think I will be okay like when I
• 129:30 - 130:00 leave officer vanoi isn't convinced this will be Natasha's last time in J kind of goes back to um like sobriety versus being dry being in custody you're dry because you don't have access to Drugs That's not the same as actively seeking sobriety they're two different things but um you know you wish them luck like well good luck you know um and then you just you know in the back of your head you're like I'll see you again [Music]
• 130:00 - 130:30 so next time kind of like doggy dog world in here you have to show your viciousness I don't know if she bites but I know she bites put my big girl panties on yep Ready [Music]
• 130:30 - 131:00 in the Maple Street Correctional Center it's Rec time for Bay's general population hi ladies GB officer benoi is a regular in this pod and has been a correctional officer for the last 5 years we see everybody straight up murders down to like homeless women that have are caught with trespassing but and and the thing is is that you don't always know who is dangerous the the murderer might not be the most dangerous person on your on your um housing unit it can very often just be the mentally ill Homeless girl today wreck begins
• 131:00 - 131:30 with the hand of the J's favorite card game this is called space I think I got the winning card over here you guys already talking [ __ ] we haven't even started [Music] yet 38-year-old Mia has been in custody for 2 years making her the longest serving inmate in the jail what's the point of playing a game when you know you've already won Mia and friend Corin have both recently been sentenced and are waiting for transport to a long-term
• 131:30 - 132:00 facility I'm like okay I need to move on with my move on cuz you're I can't and I'm stuck here so it's very frustrating I stay up every night until 2:30 yeah watching the clock waiting for them to and then no no buzzer no stuff up and everyone keeps saying oh my God you're still here yes I am still here so this is the first time I've ever been incarcerated my incarceration is one of the high-profile cases here in Sano
• 132:00 - 132:30 County I've dealt with having multiple mental illnesses I have to be on medications to help stabilize me so that I don't have delusions and hallucinations so that I can function in a normal life thank you um I had stopped taking my medication for almost 4 months before the
• 132:30 - 133:00 incident I'm here because I ended up ultimately um killing my fiance um a Burling game woman has been arrested in connection with the stabbing death of the man that she lived with Burling game police say she stabbed her partner to death Saturday night I go through episodes um where I see and hear things that are different or maybe not
• 133:00 - 133:30 there to some but when it's happening it's really happening to me Mia claims that it was during one of these delusional episodes that she committed her crime I thought there was these people following me and they were going to try to kill me Edward wouldn't let me leave the the house and I thought I couldn't understand why he was going to let these people hurt [Music]
• 133:30 - 134:00 me First Responders pronounce the victim dead at the scene there's a corner seal on the door of the home she's shared with a man neighbors and Friends new as Ed even when they took me down to the station they hours later hours much hours like 4 to 6 hours later they had told me that I had stabbed him and he
• 134:00 - 134:30 died after her arrest Mia face spending the rest of her life in jail the da was trying to charge me with first deegree murder and so I've been here the last two years fighting for my life after taking to the stand Mia managed to convince jurors she was not guilty of murder they charged me with manslaughter which I got sentenced the max which is
• 134:30 - 135:00 11 years one of the first officers Mia met when she came into the facility was offic Anno want me to put this up in the room yeah we're going to pop her door and she can just if you don't mind thank you what room again 21 me came into custody uh she was a hot mess she was just just a crying melting wet Blobby just you know
• 135:00 - 135:30 suicidal with the help of the J's mental health Team Mia got back on her medication and started to accept her situation it's tragic cuz there's there's an innocent individual that's dead you know um and so she I think she's accepted that and knows that she needs to go and and you know make retribution about that just imagine though just waking up one morning and all of a sudden you're incarcerated or killing the love of your life and how I'm going to have to live
• 135:30 - 136:00 with [Music] that in the Maple Street Correctional Center segregation is where the Gil's most dangerous violent and mentally unstable women are held there is aside which is our uh disciplinary housing unit so these are women that have um committed typically committed crimes or very serious
• 136:00 - 136:30 offenses while in our custody in this section of the jail itates wear red to make it clear they are danger to themselves or to others serious assaults um against staff or against other inmates released from their cells for just 45 minutes each day they have no direct contact with any other prisoners I just walk then go to my room and Angela has been living here for the last 3 months this room right here is
• 136:30 - 137:00 [Music] [Applause] mine sorry for the mess we just had dinner but this is my cozy little home Angela's in segregation after repeatedly fighting with other inmates in the jail inmate on inmate assaults happen a lot in a in a custodial environment and we're no different uh than any other
• 137:00 - 137:30 facilities that house inmates one fight this girl kept talking [ __ ] to me and I just I couldn't handle it no more and I just got up and punched her she was really strong she got me pretty good the women tend to more verbally argue there's a lot of pulling of hair and a lot of slapping but it's not often that you see
• 137:30 - 138:00 an actual like punches throwing big fight she really got me she pulled me over the table by my hair you have to show somebody that you're not going to take their [ __ ] or else everybody will give you [ __ ] if they actually physically assault anyone on the pot or lay hands on anyone that's a huge infraction um and immediately that individual be um removed from the general population and isolated over on three ocean after my third fight they weren't they weren't messing with me so they kept me here for 3 months to learn
• 138:00 - 138:30 my lesson Angela's just halfway through a 17-month sentence for crimes including receiving stolen goods vehicle theft and Battery I was using drugs on the streets and I really I really went got carried away I was delirious I had like 3 days no sleep I was like I need to get home my first thought was I'm just going to hop into this car at the gas station and so I I did it and like I was hearing
• 138:30 - 139:00 voices and things like that and they caught me in their car and they were this guy was like what are you doing and I was like I thought it was mine but it's Angela's violent tendencies that got her such a long sentence when I first got arrested the police officers were holding my hands behind my back and one of the ladies was twisting my arm way too tight and I told her you're hurting me can you please like stop like let up a little bit and she wouldn't I got really mad and I like took all my
• 139:00 - 139:30 anger out and I slapped her and so you're not supposed to hit police officers I'm telling you that right now it was a really big deal and that's where I got most of my time from after 8 months in jail Angela's facing an uncertain future when I get out I'm I don't really have any possessions I don't have any family that's willing to help me I mean my dad's like you need to go back to stripping cuz at least you were happy and you had money and I'm
• 139:30 - 140:00 like okay I could do that or I can be a normal human being and like work my way up with her time in segregation now reaching its end Angela's preparing to make the difficult transition back into the Gil's general population but I'm kind of nervous because I've been here for so long and I'm so used to it that me going back to General population kind of scares me because I don't know how I'm gonna
• 140:00 - 140:30 act like sometimes they come right out they come out easy like right like a one little soup sometimes not in the medium security transitional housing unit inmates Shay and Jen are getting creative with their daily Beauty regime we take the string out of the tampons so that we can like thread each other hair because we in jail we don't feel as pretty as we do when we out there and we ain't got nothing but time so I just like to help us get our little self-esteem up what type of women get to
• 140:30 - 141:00 THU is the women who want to do something different people who want to do change who want to be better for their kids or for their family or if they just tired of coming to jail and they just want something different sh has been doing time for the last 20 months I've done a lot of time in jail and been to a lot of jails not because I'm no serious time gang banger no um I was doing credit card fry you steal cards you make cards you buy numbers whatever you do that's what you do I don't know I'm not going to get in depth
• 141:00 - 141:30 about that because that's not my life anymore she recently gave birth to her first child she decided to turn herself in when she was just 2 months pregnant in order to have a baby and bring a baby into this world you got to kind of be selfless and take care of your responsibility so that's what I did came back and turned myself in due to the length of her sentence sheay had to give birth whilst in custody I got to stay in the hospital with her for 3 days so I was able to like love her and smell her and when she left I cried my eyes
• 141:30 - 142:00 out it took I cried for like 2 months like every breakfast my eyes were swollen I've been there with those women when they've returned from the hospital without their children and they're just so upset or depressed as a mother myself I know it' be devast stating it's nothing that I would wish upon anybody inmates in the THU take parting programs designed to teach them useful
• 142:00 - 142:30 skills for when they leave ja sh's reluctantly joining the unit's dog training program a dog no I don't do dogs I had a boyfriend who had dogs but I don't do dogs in the taals program each participant is responsible for feeding training and cleaning up after their own dog if you can prepare some fresh water for them so I was just like okay which dog I'm going to get all right is out of my control what
• 142:30 - 143:00 am I supposed to do like I don't want this dog me where he is my friend who's desperate to get out this is boy where's your leash bsy it teaches the women responsibility accountability and it teaches them to love hi Austin you so sweet these dogs are like abandoned or being abused or whatever and they bring them here so that way they can get used to being back with human contact so that way they can get adopted after 8
• 143:00 - 143:30 weeks Shay wants to change her life and she wants to get an education that's half the battle right there what is she doing she should correct her okay at first I was so disappointed when they put me in tails and it was like just give it a chance give it a chance and when I did it it helped me realize and understand that I needed to be in ta's program cuz I have a daughter Austin hi Austin hi Austin you are a good buddy you are a good it's been 18 months since Shay said
• 143:30 - 144:00 goodbye to her newborn daughter who's now being looked after by her aunt my baby is so big yesterday she told me I love you and I almost start crying because she can talk now like a little bit she said her little words so she give me kisses and she say I love you or she sing a little song she her head shoulders knees into [Music] me Shay is determined to turn her life around before she misses any more of her daughter's childhood did I just be so
• 144:00 - 144:30 thankful like I know she's going to love me with all her heart because she going to know that her mom changed everything for her tell the baby I love her give her a kisses all right talk to you B bye shuffle my C if nothing changes nothing changes right what makes people change in here so that they don't want to come back there's people who come back this is a life this is a life for them in valy pod the women are bunked up in eight person dorms so it's important
• 144:30 - 145:00 that they all get along we know each other from outside Bridget and Michelle are two of the matriarchs of the Pod this is how we met I was selling dope right that's how we met I'm not that's how that is how that's career criminal Bridget has been incarcerated 20 times over the last 30 years I do not condone my behavior I do not I don't condone drug dealing I don't controne drug use I don't I'm on
• 145:00 - 145:30 methadone now by the way I was uh selling drugs I was um selling methampetamine and other narcotics painkillers and things like that then I um then I started manufacturing drugs I had to make a living and so the best way for me to do it Drugs sell drugs that's what I have less than a sixth grade education I have so many felonies I mean if I go
• 145:30 - 146:00 into an employer's office what can I offer them Michelle's Runnings with the law started later in life how old was I when I came to ja 45 something like that I would love to say young and dumb but I wasn't young I was 43 I was charged with pepper spray and bringing a pipe in the jail so I met about 10 years ago through a mutual friend we just sort of like hit it off and we've been friends ever since that was 10 years ago all right and look how far we've come
• 146:00 - 146:30 and we have the same birthday yes we have a lot in common yeah yeah our mother's names are Susan Susan well my mother is day yeah that's right I'm I'm I'm glad that she was here not that I'm glad that she's here I'm not glad she's here I'm just glad she was here when I was here because you know when you're having a the day and her and I laugh so much I mean we we can laugh so we've had some good laughs I want to show you my pretty underwear these are my pretty underwear see these are pretty
• 146:30 - 147:00 yeah and this is my support bra this if I had breast okay they'd look like beagle ears when I left here [Music] back in bod Mia is hard at work convicted of the manslaughter of her fiance she says that she was mentally unwell when she committed the
• 147:00 - 147:30 crime and has had a hard time adjusting to life in jail the first month that I came here is blurry it all seems like a dream one night I woke up and I was screaming I have finally stood that what I had done and I started doing the things that kept my mind busy
• 147:30 - 148:00 reading books coloring exercising um becoming a pod worker being a pod worker has become a crucial part of me psychological well-being it keeps my mind not so worried about what's going on with me and it keeps me focused um and I can make it through the [Music] day
• 148:00 - 148:30 okay thank you that's been a life-saving thing for me right now is to be able to be out and working even though it's just cleaning toilets maybe um it's doing something good boy Daddy in THU Shay's been bonding with her new dog Austin he's pretty chill he's loving he's calm he was sad really sad when he got here but with a whole lot of love he is so
• 148:30 - 149:00 sweet having already completed the J's in-house culinary program she's applying to go to classes outside of the jail run by job train job train is a school it is for people that basically don't have any job skills or a um education hi Shay hi sh as part of her application process Shay must have an interview with the culinary program Chef Craig so I'm really excited you want to continue this
• 149:00 - 149:30 education because you were somebody that I saw Bloom and you're kind of natural you've got mind that follows recipes and do did well and I think I saw you smile in the kitchen a time or two first of all I never really had a job ever in my life like I know I know how to make money stripping or credit cards or whatever easy I can do that however it's going to lead in some trouble job trains culinary program will teach her the skills needed to work in the catering industry and hopefully get a job before she leave custody and it's your desire
• 149:30 - 150:00 to have a work Furlow after the training yes if you start your job while you're in jail you can go to work and save money so it's pretty cool any idea what kind of work Furlow you would like I was thinking at like the hospital cooking at the hospital I am from the hood the ghetto it's a gang war prostituting pimping selling Dr where I come from we don't have a choice for us is survival we got to survive so we going to do whatever we got to do to survive bottom line could you think of anything that would make you step back I
• 150:00 - 150:30 don't think it's going to be a problem I don't either I'm not going to keep going back to what happened in the past I'm working on me I'm trying to you know change things for my daughter that's all that matters all right I will put my signature on the documents that says sh should go to school okay thank you sh from a deal all right nice doing business with you with Chef Craig's approval it's now up to the officers to decide if Shay will be allowed to go to job [Music]
• 150:30 - 151:00 train in segregation Angela who's been isolated for repeatedly fighting is about to return to the general population so she switched out of her red uniform and back into her orange all packed up ready to to go yeah looking like a big old pumpkin I feel ready kind of anxious to be around people but they ready Angela knows that fitting back into the general population will be a challenge kind of
• 151:00 - 151:30 like doggy dog world in here you know you you have to show like your viciousness to get respect following her last fight Angela's become infamous around the jail and tongues are wagging with the news that she's moving Angela [Music] okay she's consistently getting into arguments and fights with people for really Petty situations you know what I
• 151:30 - 152:00 mean and it hasn't really it's not that big of a deal she's like when you're bounced around everywhere you're known for that I mean everyone's business is is easily you know everyone knows everyone's business in here cuz we're like stuck in the bubble so I heard she she dragged somebody across the table and they were just rolling around on the floor fighting and the um the deputy had to get in between them it was a whole brawl out like fist fite like right here in
• 152:00 - 152:30 the day room I mean I've seen her in other fights so I could picture her just you know losing it losing her patience she just doesn't have a lot of patience either and like you know she's triggered very easily it is just not worth it catch another charge and it's not worth I don't know if she but I know she [Music] fights Angela's movements will be watched closely in [Music]
• 152:30 - 153:00 Valley especially as she'll be moving in with pod matriarchs Bridget and Michelle I don't know about that but yes we'll see but for now she's left to settle with her other new bunkies and it's not long before she's feeling at home come do it do it they made me feel really comfortable and like I'm good I just like back into the groove you know what I mean way better than being secluded but you do what you have to do it's nice
• 153:00 - 153:30 to be back though we're like a little family we all get along really good so far so far so yeah stay calm and everybody knows that I have a temper so like everybody's like just leave her alone but sharing with No Nonsense Alzheimers Bridget and Michelle Angela's short fuse could still derow her Fresh Start in Valley in bayod Mia has been caught up
• 153:30 - 154:00 in a weekend of pod politics what was the little um basically what was the drama this weekend and I was like oh my God I was like tell me orange juice listen this weekend there was an incident with orange juice so there's a lot of fighting in the fightings over food I thought it was I thought it was petty petty petty as a pod worker Mia is responsible for preparing and dishing out meals to the other
• 154:00 - 154:30 inmates orange juice Cate yes so uh while it was off duty an incident happened on the pods there was orange juice missing from the inmate meal tray on Saturday evening night shift workers accuse Mia and her fellow day worker of stealing their orange juice there's not one one person who didn't get an orange juice so took it to the next level what I'm hearing from the inmates is yes there was in fact enough orange juice for everybody like every person got one orange juice on the floor but there wasn't enough extras for the inmate
• 154:30 - 155:00 workers and everyone from what I'm told was pointing fingers at Mia although having a job has been crucial to Mia's mental health recovery she is now banned from working in jail that's it's just frustrating remember how you were saying the other day you're like I can't believe people argue about food it over food food is the number one argument in jail and it's just disgusting what food could do to people they'll turn on you along with her job M's lost valuable privileges like extra food extra wreck and extra time on the
• 155:00 - 155:30 phone and with nothing to keep her occupied her mental health could be at risk once again she got written up and then it was flagged in the computer that she was not to be used anymore as an inmate worker It's upsetting because first of all someone's slamming my name so this is all based upon food Miss Venoy I knew she was going to research it cuz that's just who she is she just doesn't feel that it's right why can't I be a worker so she's going to figure it out so she's already working on it with
• 155:30 - 156:00 Mia's mental stability in the balance she can only hope that office have a noise and help her get her job back back in the THU Shay and friend Lina are about to find out if they've been accepted onto the ja job train program you nervous me too if Shay does get a place she'll be allowed out of jail unattended for the first time in 2
• 156:00 - 156:30 years right now we're going to go next door to ASB you're going to get your ankle monitors on today and then um we'll get you ready for school it's a big deal because that means it's official we're approved and we're going to job you ready yeah okay let's head out yes ma'am Deputy schlasser is in charge of monitoring the inmates whereabouts while they're at school so this is the unit here goes on your ankle let's see how that works the inmates have to follow
• 156:30 - 157:00 strict rules whilst they're out of jail we know exactly where they're at so if there is any tampering on the monitor we'll know right away if they've escaped in any way or have deviated from their um school schedule we will know we can adjust it if it's too big every single person that's broken them has come back and said oh I didn't know that I that I couldn't go out and buy drugs or stuff like that or drink alcohol uh no leave
• 157:00 - 157:30 here in the morning go to job train come back okay don't mess up do what you're supposed to do do the right thing it's simple just follow the rules mhm any infection would see the women lose their THU Privileges and be sent straight back to the Jail's general population you might think it's okay to stop at Taco Bell since you're walking right past there but don't do it thank you you're welcome L are you
• 157:30 - 158:00 excited back in by Esmeralda is one inmate whose THU experience has not ended well copies do me a favor come on this way I'm going to get you host but um in takes that right now so I don't want you as marala has been ordered back to the G's general population for breaking rules in figure we're going to put you we give the women so much freedom and leeway that um we actually have a zero uh tolerance policy okay
• 158:00 - 158:30 yeah I only have two two racks they're both top they're both clean and tidy and she was warned repeatedly about her behavior there's some deputies that [ __ ] care and there's some deputies who [ __ ] don't give a [ __ ] so really is a [ __ ] she stopped at a um unauthorized location okay so I had permission to go to my job interview on Friday my friend is the one who got me the job so he's the assistant manager there I have to
• 158:30 - 159:00 pass by Carl Jr to go to the bus stop back to the jail so then we're passing by and he goes in and grabs some food gets some fries comes back out and then I keep going on my mar these are things that she was warned not to do she signed the rules so for those various reasons she was rolled up at a THU yeah you guys know this is my assistant manager that I had to interview with like this shit's crazy you guys suck at investigating your jobs but for the moment Esmeralda's time in the THU has come to an
• 159:00 - 159:30 end in [Music] valy SC from England Angela is bunking with pod matriarchs Bridget and Michelle and has been enjoying a little light reading it's the most glorious book I've ever read like it was pretty intense I mean the pictures weren't as horrible as the pictures in this book but just the how they describe the murders and
• 159:30 - 160:00 everything like that you just see it it paints like a gory horable picture and you're just like [ __ ] doesn't like to hear about this these books are particularly meaningful for Angela who experienced tragedy early in life my mom was murdered when I was six and ever since just knowing my background in I've just been like fascinated with murders I think that a lot of these women have had very traumatic lives if you if you interviewed any woman on any of these housing units and you got an honest
• 160:00 - 160:30 account of their life most of them um would give you a heartbreaking story of where it just all went really really wrong for them I'm back no stranger to jail life Angela will now be spending her birthday behind bars I can't wait till my birthday I can't M I'm going to tell you inance I know I'm just going to tell you in advance I do not celebrate birthdays in here oldtime Bridget refuses to get caught up in Angela's excitement I
• 160:30 - 161:00 forgot to show you my wristband that Bridget made me oh but no no no that I scratched it and put sticky stuff on it faing I mean something but then she made like a little smiley face to put on it so I don't know wait a second that was weird but tampering with jail property is a breach of regulations which could lend them both in trouble because my picture was so ugly okay so now okay now we'll take
• 161:00 - 161:30 this jok she's so funny I did not make that wristband no I did not make her that wristband okay so now go wash your wristband off I'm not showing the camera that don't do it I'm not going to get in trouble for something that she put on her [ __ ] thing she saw and she said it was a really cute idea who said that Miss what's her name ronzo oh my [ __ ] God she will write you up she didn't she said it was okay we all liked it better with the sticky thing cuz look at how
• 161:30 - 162:00 ugly it is now career criminal Bridget has no intention of being compromised by her new cmate yes I didn't do that to your [ __ ] wristband no you didn't I said you drew my my smiling face that's all these [ __ ] need that's what they need I never told fix your [ __ ] wristband fix it get a new picture made then if you don't like your picture but that's all these [ __ ] need is a for you to get
• 162:00 - 162:30 [ __ ] off that's one thing you don't need to do is go back to [ __ ] ocean and despite her short-tempered reputation Angela seems to be listening to the voice of experience and they're not going to let any [ __ ] slide none of it and I'm not going to see you back in [Music] Ocean they be doing me a goddamn favor putting me back in [Music]
• 162:30 - 163:00 there yeah I'm just drink of black over in Bay after being accused of stealing orange juice inmate Mia is still banned from working it's like all this crazy [ __ ] right this petty [ __ ] but officer vanoi has brought her news [Music] I was able to to talk to admin class about it and kind of we assess the situation um so I was able to get the the ban on her working lifted so that we
• 163:00 - 163:30 could kind of get her back misso you're amazing Miss vanoi just came and told me to put on my gloves and that I'm back to work so she made the effort to call she didn't have to it's been a really rough two years for her um and I didn't want to see her Idol she's the typee of Deputy that she's got your back if you're doing the right thing she's going to do the right thing for you I think that if she's not working that she could start really regressing in a lot of the
• 163:30 - 164:00 the forward momentum that she's made in her mental health this is something like work so it makes you feel you know valuable and it makes you feel like you're doing something in part of society when you're sitting around not doing anything it sucks Mia's first job is delivering lunch to all the inmates including the night workers who accused her of stealing she to fired and I'm haing out her lunch so her little scheme didn't [Music]
• 164:00 - 164:30 work back in the Jail's medium security transitional housing unit sh and friend Lina are about to start drob train today the first day of school we kind of nervous but we're excited we don't know what to expect we don't know who going to be there we don't know what it look like we don't know who the teacher is it's also the first day Shay has worn her own clothes in nearly 2 years oh man I put on my bra this morning I was like I said these A's look like se's this
• 164:30 - 165:00 morning as it's the women's first day they're being given a ride to school by Deputy [Music] Scher everybody aboard job train inmates have the privilege of a mobile phone so they can stay in touch with the officers while they're at school giving Shay her first chance to swap pictures with her family since she came to jail a look at my daughter oh that's my daughter on her graduation
• 165:00 - 165:30 day she is so freaking cute they are so cute they match who they think they is look at my daughter my sending me hella picture I love her my auntie is the awesome lady and she just want me to do right for my daughter and send me lots of pictures of her and she always looks so happy and almost start crying can I come in Deputy schaser will be keeping a close eye on the women over the next few days the first time people come out I think they're tempted to revert back to their
• 165:30 - 166:00 old bad habits I think she is fully committed and right now for her this is what she needs she needs to work on herself and complete her education so she can be a mom to her daughter Miss Vier especially is fighting for for us like she will tell us that to our face like I believe in you and I want to see you do good don't [ __ ] let me [Music] down having called this ja home for the
• 166:00 - 166:30 last 2 years and made friends amongst inmates and staff Mir is finally being transported to another facility about 2:45 Miss filler went on the intercom and told me to roll up my stuff come over here and we wait and now we're just waiting for a ride the facility Mia is been taken to is a long-term prison where she will start her 11e sentence it's going to be scary it's not you know there's some there's some really scary people
• 166:30 - 167:00 there the prison holds over 3,000 women including those with whole life sentences Mia did not have a criminal history before she came here but she's going to get lumped in with people that may have had very extensive criminal histories and are also there for murder but murder in the like I murdered you out of Cold Blood not out of a mental health awful moment right so yeah she's going to need to adjust yeah I have butterflies now when we first got here was
• 167:00 - 167:30 just right but I got butterflies now Corin and I are going to Chow Chilla she says that I have to be very careful about people not using me um and be smart about the people that I surround myself with well at least we can look forward to what you say more freedom real sky that will be nice when Mia gets to chiao Chilla she' also be given a release date Taken into account some of the time she has already served 11 years is a long time and how old am I going to
• 167:30 - 168:00 be when I get out but at least I get an exit dat I was looking at um life so this is this is a blessing all right here we go L rid here step on out I can't take back what has happened I've taken someone's life and I've got to live with that for the rest of my life is that good she is going to go through an initial period of shock for sure she is
• 168:00 - 168:30 Seeking a way to kind of make retribution for her actions and I hope that she finds that cuz I I truly believe that she you know obviously regrets what happened watch yourself okay come on in am I still yeah we're doing this yep put my big girl penties on yep I've never been so scared in my life I don't know how I'm going to make it
• 168:30 - 169:00 but I got to make it and I can't show them that I'm weak or I'm scared in the valley pod under Bridget's guidance Angela has now settled into the gel's genuine [Music] population those are my birthday
• 169:00 - 169:30 hats I need a new bra but officers are still keeping a close eye on them both what you scared me why I thought you guys were fighting in here I'm like not sell too Sal doesn't fight no we're laughing what a relief I'll see you guys in a little bit with dinner okay Bridget is The
• 169:30 - 170:00 Peacemaker funny motherly Bridget was like you know you should write your sister we were best friends growing up me and my sister like very close and so I wrote her and I felt like a huge weight lifted off my shoulders under Bridget's guide Angela started rebuilding her relationship with all of her siblings we were the closest me and my little brother so I just wrote him and told him that he's my heart and soul and that I miss him my brother
• 170:00 - 170:30 still has resentment for me abandoning him cuz I ran away from home at 16 and I had left all my siblings at the time I was so selfish that I didn't realize that my actions were going to hurt other people you know is bad I thought I was hurting the worst but when I left I realized that I hurt my brother the worst and I can't take that back and it
• 170:30 - 171:00 hurts thank you Shay has been going to job chain for a week and has already impressed the officers hi Miss crony hello how are you I'm fine F she's been asked to help out at a big event with inmates Anna and Bianca meaning she gets to leave the jail for the afternoon we going to City Hall to cater a event for the sheriff's
• 171:00 - 171:30 fundraising program the event will be attended by hundreds of local VIPs so the inmates are expected to be on their best behavior what's our introduction like what are we going to say when we meet these people that we don't even know like hi I'm with the culinary um program in the S it's up to Shay and the other inmates to represent the culinary program and get the guests to try their food we're open for business hopefully you got be optimistic
• 171:30 - 172:00 [Applause] right I would go with the cookie Tarts raspberry cookie Tarts if it was me I'm scared because I don't know what to say when they come I'm just like hi they make me nervous it's not my type of people I hang out with yeah blueberry or apple yes ma'am but as the night goes on Shay gets into the swing of things ready for dessert now great tell me about what you make and they get their most
• 172:00 - 172:30 important customer the sheriff what have you gotten out of this program then I had my first baby so I wanted to learn how to cook and I came here and they taught me all kind of amazing things this jail have a lot of opportunities and actually want to help they like really want to see you do good and don't come back thank you you welome uh Shay she's done really really good and very proud of her she's learning uh new skills and she's actually opened up she's more
• 172:30 - 173:00 confident and giving and I think she's come a long way as a woman we were like a smooth oiled machine up in there man it was just like we it together we had control ironic we was running from the police now we functioning with the police I don't want to miss my baby's life I want to be there for her life her to be able to live a good life and know that she a mom that loves her take a good evening you too I had a great time thank you for having us out yes it was an amazing experience I appreciate it
• 173:00 - 173:30 glad here thank you I think she'll be fine I think she'll be successful and uh I hope she doesn't come back have fun next time I said I'm going beat your ass and now I'm once I'm p a certain point I just don't give a [ __ ] I can't I'm your [ __ ] handcuff what do you want me to do with they teach you innocent is proven
• 173:30 - 174:00 guilty your birthday [Applause] [ __ ] birthday to you happy birthday to you in the M Street Correctional Center there's a party atmosphere it's kind of what we do here I mean we make everybody feel like they're at home but unfortunately they're not Jackie officer Robinson is
• 174:00 - 174:30 letting the inmates in Valley pod celebrate we can't get too crazy with it but uh I mean it never hurts to have girls happy so mad it's a tampon with Kool-Aid on [Music]
• 174:30 - 175:00 it over in bayod officer benoi has a new arrival to accommodate Lady Lady Lady all right welcome back so we're just going to put you straight into GP none of this in takey GP GP is like the main line Tena is returning to the Pod after a mental health assessment I've never ever ever been in prison before I've never been in trouble before I've never had a DUI pulled over I've never been handcuffed I'm like a straight serious Mommy you're going to be in with Miss Yen oh I met her okay
• 175:00 - 175:30 she's super nice you guys are great adorable wow I have a story now it's not just Tony the realtor has three kids with husband nice house gets old dies you know now it's like Tony the realtor got caught in a real estate scan and now is going to jail tan is facing charges of embezzlement money laundering and theft from an elder adult she has a very high not a high-profile case but I mean her bail
• 175:30 - 176:00 was a million dollars when she first came in I think it's down to 300,000 but she's got some really heavy charges $1.1 million bail is who do they who do they think I am Michael Myers like what the although her case is yet to go to court some of the details have already been revealed in local media it's fraud it's Elder theft from what I understand uh it has to do with real estate fraud and and she cleaned out a an old lady for her
• 176:00 - 176:30 property allegedly it's serious enough that we had her exted from another state so she's looking at some serious prison time if it doesn't go well for her in the real world they teach you innocent andal Prov and guilty no you're Chained and guilty and so you can try to prove your innocent Tanika is eligible to be bowed at but as her assets have been frozen she needs her husband to organize her baell for her so when are you bailing me out like
• 176:30 - 177:00 how I do that been here a week can you figure it out please so is a bit frustrating when that's a person you love so much but when they're responsible for your freedom it's like he's going to need to learn technology real fast and he's having a hard time doing it cuz he has to go to work and take care of the kids feed them pick them up from school and try to find time to fight for
• 177:00 - 177:30 me you have no business on the top floor if you're not house there later in bod officer banzo is laying down the law if your house on the top floor you take a shower on the top floor and use the phone one of the inmates under her super Vision today is 25-year-old Noel I Le I'm allowed to smoke lead my probation officer lets me smoke lead who's back in jail again after spending most of last year doing time for receiving stolen
• 177:30 - 178:00 property carrying a weapon and conspiracy to commit a burglar even if I we out it's like there's going to be no money to do anything anyway so that's an embarrassment in itself so it's like might as well just be in just thinking about it that way and let that resonate okay my overall sentence last time was a year had some serious charges last time no there's people who think they do crime and then there's people who really do crime there's a difference there's difference between people who are just
• 178:00 - 178:30 like the guinea pig versus like The Mastermind it's two different things she's been in and out of custody several different times she I believe was sent out to another County to deal with another legal issue and then returned is where it's at though they in there smoking crystal meth out the crystal meth pipe they in there smoking weed out the Apple they in there shooting up heroin sorting out the little droppers I where cuz it's chill as [ __ ] too Noel had difficulty staying out of
• 178:30 - 179:00 trouble last time she was here I got into a fight with one of the girls in Valley and so they moved me into ocean and then I've got like ride ups and stuff like that once I'm past a certain point I just don't give a [ __ ] so trouble or not I don't care Noel likes to pass time in jail by reading her horoscopes but today officer banzo isn't handing out the [Music]
• 179:00 - 179:30 newspapers like asked for the newspaper she didn't want to give it to me someone else asked for the newspaper she probably knew it was for me she didn't want to give it to them um I feel like she's picking on me there has to be some boundaries and I said um later on you know not right now doing camp but later on you don't like what you do don't work here period you get trained for this type of [ __ ] you can't handle it go home sometimes when an inmate will feel
• 179:30 - 180:00 empowered when they're around other inmates and so she was in that position where she was in the center of the day room and she Drew attention to herself and she was disrespectful no exceptions okay if you're I'm not done yet listen to me officer petendo had enough of Noel's attitude and she's been ordered back to her cell but Noel wants to take her food with her so drop the TR you hear what I
• 180:00 - 180:30 said can I get a Rover in free Bay to assist with this situation please in jail officers orders must be obeyed but no well is not listening are you going to drop the tray I should have to drop the tray I worked for it I'm not disrespecting you I'm not cussing at you I'm not putting my hands on you I'm not doing nothing to you what am I doing to you ask me to go to my room I grabb my stuff and I came to my room what am I officer Venoy arrives as
• 180:30 - 181:00 backup so officer banzo can focus on the rest of the Pod see she just want to lock down the trace oh I need the trace give I work for that [ __ ] like she told me to lock it in I grab my stuff why can't I eat no I'm not giving you my tra take come here turn up I don't understand I asked you three times for the trays and you didn't give them to mething C okay
• 181:00 - 181:30 perfect I can't I'm in [ __ ] handcuffs what do you want me to do me I you know I I wanted to talk to you about it and you wouldn't give me the trade back what I put the trade all I asked you was three times hand me the trace you're in here for that that's the only reason for that Noel's now in a holding tank while officers work out whether to put her on lockdown or send her to segregation on this side of the room
• 181:30 - 182:00 let's go let's go let's go in Maple Street Correctional Center there's a busy program of classes inmates across the jail can attend Tena waiting for her husband to bail her at is joining inmates from other pods for an anger management class you acting like get choked up or something okay hello everyone Hi your attention please so let's remember a time in your
• 182:00 - 182:30 lives when you said something to someone and you uh were thinking ah this is going to be great when I say this to this person today's class is about intent versus impact well I've been available to be build out now and I called my husband and I was upset cuz I'm like I've been here 2 weeks it only takes like 4 hours to go someone out like what's going on I said I am angry because my husband has not bail me out
• 182:30 - 183:00 yet he got mad at me I was like I'm trying as hard as I can with you not here I have to get the kids up I have to take them to school I have to cook I have to work I have to sleep I have a tiny in the window is your bill a lot or it's a lot but we got it we have the funds and the resources I don't get it I'm always there for him he can give me a lot of oh I love you but now I really need you have you told him that yeah that's what he get but you call B buns and made arrangements with them taking
• 183:00 - 183:30 care of all the the documentation that they need your name blah blah blah Etc so that all he has to do is take down the money MH that's where I got the idea like girl just call yourself I'm like you're right aha I'll call my [ __ ] self it's been two weeks the kids go to sleep at some juncture and he's had time to breathe at some juncture me personally if my wife was
• 183:30 - 184:00 sitting up in here period and she got bailed my wife would not be sitting here a day or two you feel me it's been two weeks but and I understand what you're saying but now that you can't get it done like that now go to plan B they were like uhuh when I get home you better tell him to get his [ __ ] get up out of here I was like mm girl that is what I was thinking but I can't do that like we have three kids we married like I would never do that I think it's it's awesome that you guys over a perspective and L I think it was
• 184:00 - 184:30 all great that none of us advise her to have her husband killed that was great espe TR that [Music] was in Ocean pod there's a section of the J called the behavioral health program or BHP there are just six inmates in the program and they wear green the behavioral health pod BHP is
• 184:30 - 185:00 what we call it that's been around for about six years and that's a very high uh intense program for inmates who have mental health issues okay okay tell me what happened and they work hand inand with forensic mental health staff and they put these inmates in programs very intense programs um and then they contract with them as far as their behavior the BHP inmates must commit to taking medication and attending therapeutic
• 185:00 - 185:30 classes like yoga our balance changes from day to day especially when you're on your period and G A keeping these plants alive is challenging you know it's like kind of stressful there's zero tolerance of disruptive behavior which results in a move out likely to segregation a little bit more where at right here yeah many of the BHP inmates have addiction problems as well as mental health issues like 44y old Tamara
• 185:30 - 186:00 I was diagnosed since I was 16 with bipolar depression and social anxiety disorder and I'm an addict also every single time I've been in trouble has been drug related I love working with nature you know I'm a country girl so this is kind of like my forte it's like Tamara is also one of the many women in ja who have experienced sexual abuse I've had trouble ever since my mom separated from my biological father from
• 186:00 - 186:30 that moment on I'm molested by my grandfather I had to testify at 12 years old against him and since that happened my mom kicked me out of the house and I've been on the street ever since this is Jeff this is Andrew this is so this is John how's it going John how's it going buddy at the time of my arrest I was attempting suicide I was consuming enough drugs I
• 186:30 - 187:00 would probably put an elephant down I was just self-mutilating doing anything I can to take my own life because I didn't want to live anymore and the other guy it's now been 3 months since tomorrow was moved into the BHP just thinking back to when she first came in kicking the do cell doors to screaming at staff want to fight staff um spitting at staff and now it's like you know she big smile on her face so it's nice to see that that transformation this is the first time I've gotten the intense treatment that
• 187:00 - 187:30 you know really helps me and I get to see a therapist and I get to talk about the things that I've been going through that I'm a total different person and I'm just oh my God it's just like I have so much enthusiasm in any energy Tamara's expected to be released from ja into a rehab program soon but only if her good behavior
• 187:30 - 188:00 [Music] continues 22810 unlike the rape charge you used to have you dropped those charges I thought in Valley pod Bridget and Michelle old friends inside and outside of J are doing some research we're trying to look up the penal code for tear gas and pepper spray CU I'm being charged with tear gas I've been here for it'll be 45 days tomorrow and I have no idea when I'm going home
• 188:00 - 188:30 so that's what we're trying to figure out so she's languishing in this facility and they're not telling her anything and she nothing is entitled to certain information 50-year-old Michelle's in jail for breaking the rules of her probation since I'm a felon for a fraud charge not for anything violent I can't have pepper spray I didn't know that I do now pepper spray give me a freaking break
• 188:30 - 189:00 62-year-old Bridget however is in jail for the 20th time in 30 years and her experience of legal wrangling is useful to Michelle I'm a career criminal so she also worked for an attorney for how long for a couple of years yeah yeah for a couple of GE but I happen to like the law I have a great deal of respect for it I do I know you do you do I like the law yes I'd hire you thanks the most serious charges on Bridget's long criminal record are for
• 189:00 - 189:30 cooking crystal meth there's different methods of making it you can use iodine and red phosphorus that's one method or you can use in hydros ammonia and lithium that's another method we had enough residual stuff to blow up an entire city block we were arrested on April 2nd and April 4th the house exploded and um a firefighter was almost
• 189:30 - 190:00 killed I went back and I looked at this house there was nothing left it was so hot it melted steel Bridget's a familiar face to the officers on the Pod and when I'm talking to some of the young girls I point to her and I say is this going to be you at 62 is this going to be you when you're older cuz she's she's been doing time for a long time okay we have to go in cuz I don't want to get in trouble
• 190:00 - 190:30 with tensions have been high in bayod between officer banzo and inmate Noel who's been put in isolation for being disrespectful hi so I'm ready for her okay she's apparently cooperative now so officer banzo is letting her return to the Pod but putting her on lockdown for 24 hours as punishment she didn't like my attitude she felt like I was disrespecting her
• 190:30 - 191:00 and I kind of gave my little two-piece back like and then she just got more mad I can understand if you don't want to talk right now that you seem a little bit calmer but it just wasn't a good time and I want you to understand that it wasn't a good time fair enough yeah thank you when it comes to a point where you are argumented with staff they feel the need to kind of like pick on you and do
• 191:00 - 191:30 stuff that they know is going to irk your nerves but miss fatano I will never get along with her you're always going to be wrong in jail always even if you're right [Music] in bayod Tena is taking the advice of fellow inmates and trying to arrange her own bow hello hi thank you so much for answering the phone um I don't know how this works
• 191:30 - 192:00 but I like to build out please I need your help um no never ever ever I've never been in trouble in my whole life and I'm 34 but whilst Tena doesn't have a criminal record her childhood was similar to many of her fellow inmates I'm a crack baby she was doing her crack or she was working she was gone so I didn't get to know my mom I didn't really I just knew that's the lady that you better do what she says
• 192:00 - 192:30 like or she going to hurt you thank you so much oh okay growing up coping with my mom's addiction has led me to be extremely controlling oh I'm going to stay on the line always thought like I don't want to be like this so God has quite the sense of humor because you know all these people you thought you were so proud that you got away from that now look now look these are your neighbors your
• 192:30 - 193:00 roommates I'm no different from them I'm not better than them we're all the same it's just that they're bad they're handling their pain through self-medicating you know I handle my pain through control no I would love to stay on the line same as easy as this sounded before you know just like oh we just need a cosigner and the money and I'll call
• 193:00 - 193:30 them for you I'm just like thank you so it's 21,000 from what she was saying is um it just guarantees that you come to court and stuff like that have you ever wanted to laugh and cry at the same time like you know with a bite fee set it's down to the bow bondsman to call tena's Husband I'm curious what he's going to say norless she just needs two things that's it a co-signer and
• 193:30 - 194:00 cash to cover tanika's $300,000 bow the bondsman wants a cash payment of 21 Grand and a co-signer who will be liable for the rest of the money if Tanika doesn't show up for cult and when Tanika gets them back on the phone no I own that one he owned a property on Street that's rental he told the lady he didn't own any property I wonder why he would say that as tena's husband says he doesn't
• 194:00 - 194:30 own any property the bondsman doesn't have the security he needs to Grant the loan with more questions now to be answered Tanika accused of property fraud calls her husband direct you own properties and you should tell her you own properties don't you own properties they're your name okay I just need you to be upfront with me cuz I keep giving you so many benefits of the doubts why the [ __ ] you tell the lady you don't own no property
• 194:30 - 195:00 what the hell is going on breathe breathe breathe tell her the truth you own properties cash they're paid off so basically you're telling me you can't tell me exactly why you haven't cooperated with the bail bonds because this is a recorded line that's what you're saying please just answer my question I don't understand why you're screaming at stop screaming at me or I'm going to [ __ ] snap stop screaming at me okay I'm in jail okay there's no
• 195:00 - 195:30 reason for you to scream at me there's no reason for you to be UPS how dare you be upset I know the kids are important clearly the kids are more important than me which is great by the way put the kids first but something has to give where do where do I come on your list whatever it's all good I got to go so when he says I don't want to tell you over the phone I automatically think okay there's something not right about this or something he's not telling me he not adding up at all maybe maybe he's just
• 195:30 - 196:00 an idiot he just doesn't know how to do anything and if I can think of it like that I can forgive him easily I am so excited I was like thank you God in the BHP Tamar's been told she can be released from ja into a residential rehab program as soon as a place is found for her I get to go from here you know to a program and have an opportunity to change my life a meeting
• 196:00 - 196:30 has been set up with Karen from Hope House who are considering accepting tomorrow yeah so this is a 90day program correct well it's medical necessity so sometimes we can even ask for an extension if you feel like you need it and we feel like you can still use the treatment services we also have a physician that that's the program I'm looking forward to go to it's also a Doos program that has mental health and therapy and addresses drug addiction so
• 196:30 - 197:00 in the program you'll be around other women and the staff you think that'll be stressful for you you think you'll be okay I think I'll be okay I just want to be able to actually work on what I need to work on and become that better person so I can you know be effective in in the community that I'm going to grow in Karen's impressed with tomorrow and as long as she keeps a clean sheet until release a place at Hope House is hers you have a great attitude and that's a lot of getting clean and sober is attitude and knowing that you could do
• 197:00 - 197:30 it and knowing that it won't be easy thank you so much thank you oh thank you God you know I'm tired of going into that jail you know I don't I don't want that to be who I am at all [Music] as part of career criminal Bridget's Rehabilitation she's taking part in the anagram prison project we are going to talk about the
• 197:30 - 198:00 brain and then we're going to talk about addiction that's to P okay we know about addiction I do anyway sorry I got 53 years under my belt the n prison project allows the individual inmate to truly take a look at and what leads them to do the things that they do when someone comes at us we close up right and sometimes that
• 198:00 - 198:30 withdrawing makes us go do drugs right exactly exactly right yeah I started using drugs when I was nine or 10 I got him from my mother's medicine cabinet they would use they used to give women valum that made Mommy happy so why not take one too I don't think that I have the ability to Be Drug Free and that mindset
• 198:30 - 199:00 comes from do I feel enough good about myself to not have to use these other things I come from a middle class background my uh father was fond of me uh I was six and it stopped when I was 11 he realized his transgressions and he he was very sorry for that and uh he that part of his suicide apologizing is and my mother said you
• 199:00 - 199:30 know aren't you glad that your father killed himself what he did so he wouldn't ruin your brother too well so if we are addicted because we have had things in a chronic way and we are like really like in the cycle of having an addiction we cannot will our that already it doesn't make us weak it doesn't make us like more bankrupt it's just impossible I would like to live without drugs I would I can't wait for that day I think that's really
• 199:30 - 200:00 courageous and let me commend you for that in the BHP Tamara has convinced staff she's ready for a move to a residential rehab program but in jail life can change in an instant and Tamara gets caught up in an angry exchange with another inmate which could jeopardize her Fresh Start forced
• 200:00 - 200:30 to intervene before the situation escalates officer Cortez has new girl Patricia placed on lockdown who said that you shouldn't be talking [ __ ] about me I said I'm beat your ass and now I'm loed up in you Patricia says tomorrow threatens her and wants her kicked out of the coveted behavioral health program he's been a part of the program for a long time a long time it ain't going to
• 200:30 - 201:00 work it ain't going to work the officers have no choice but to investigate Patricia's claims I just wanted I just wanted get the story because she seemed really upset yeah and that's what didn't make no sense s she felt like she goes I feel like people are talking about me and that's cool and I feel like I'm singled out that's where I'm just like okay well then all of us need to step back if you feel like getting violent you know what I'm saying do we need to feel like we need to protect oursel in
• 201:00 - 201:30 here when I stepped in you were kind of hanging off the stairs off the rail and you were kind of speaking really loud you noticed that she fighting even if just verbal could mean a black mark on tomorrow's prison record and be disastrous for her rehab progress talking about their eye somebody talking about you know fighting it's time for me to go I'm walking down myself cuz you ain't getting me in this yeah I've been there done that 23 years old I went to vssp Valley State Prison for Women for assault and battery because I got in a
• 201:30 - 202:00 fight in County Jail I got in the fight with white supremus I gave her 14 stretches across of two black eyes a fractured nose and a fractured cheek cheekbone I was smashing her face up against the bars I was like an animal you know and there was blood every everywhere but uh I am not going to be a part of that anymore I'm not going to welcome that in my life I am not fighting nobody I'm good I know that's all right you know I want to be a peaceful person today we know you're
• 202:00 - 202:30 often the one who doesn't want to be doesn't want to cause problems you're the one who's informing us of the problem tomorrow's good record means her place in the BHP is safe but Patricia will be considered for disciplinary action I has to be safe for everyone and if she is's going to make threatening statements and comments to others it's not going to be safe you'll probably be in for the rest of the day but that's just what we have to do for everyone's safety with the new life now in reach tomorrow just has to make it through the
• 202:30 - 203:00 next few weeks you I want to actually work on my program do what I need to do so I'm not going to go backwards by one person wants to sit here and participate in a child dis behaviors [Music] in bod I you I clean the toilet paper you boo Bo at toilet toilet Tena and roommate Yin are having problems sharing a
• 203:00 - 203:30 cell you what happened you po tena's toilet troubles are due to a lifelong digestive condition called Cron's disease it could be a very nasty disease with intestines and poop and blood and pus it's pretty gross so doing a flare up your feal matter when you're pooping it smells 10 times worse than regular poop it smells foul like vomit and everything on the toilet yeah I C you
• 203:30 - 204:00 sorry I didn't oh my God the first time I pooped she taught me a little skill where you put the towel on the bed so no one can really see you in the front just kind of on the side so why I'm going in I'm like okay I got a little privacy I got my book almost like normal and Yin starts to have off it she's like you're very very
• 204:00 - 204:30 dirty we are together here in this room okay tena's condition gets so bad the following day she sent to see a doctor she has her fit when I use the bathroom good you think so bad I'm going to die oh and at first I would laugh but now it's annoying Yan gets up out of her bed she goes to the door she's bamming on the door to the deputy why I'm trying to take a dookie okay she's like imagine every time you used to Bath
• 204:30 - 205:00 somebody's [Applause] like she's like knocking on the door trying to get the deputies they're like it's jail deal with it so they gave me medication in for pain and gave me medication to help the swelling go down and yeah I lost 30 lbs since being here I used to be 163 I was 133 which is a clear indication of a Cron's disease flare
• 205:00 - 205:30 [Music] reps so we're going to try this hydroponically and see if it'll work this is Sano County Correctional Facility anything's possible if they can reform me well then anything's possible back in Valley pod and Bridget is attempting to grow an apple seed with one of her prison daughters Nicole there was this movie this guy had to be left on Mars oh it's called Mars
• 205:30 - 206:00 yeah and so he grew um potatoes in his own poop yes yeah okay and so the potatoes that he had from his little Mars right and he had vitamins and so that was that was a good movie right so that's watch that and then of course um I've made drugs and that's always helpful chemistry for dummies Bridget she's like a mom she's like our jail mom in here she really
• 206:00 - 206:30 does genuinely care and love each one of us in their in our own little way one for the Earth one for you and one for the birds you put three seeds in one thing just in case one doesn't go right okay Bridget isn't just a Jou mom she has five children on the outside three boys and two girls with the boys I raised them to um a certain age and then I gave them to their father because I lived a rather bizarre
• 206:30 - 207:00 lifestyle and I was pregnant at the time that I left him and I gave that daughter up for adoption Bridget went on to have one more daughter who she also gave up for adoption I'm going to give mine more light now that I feel like I have some sort of baby that I have to take care of you do don't let him die her youngest daughter tracked her down when she was 15 years old and they've had a relationship ever since but 3 months ago their paths collided in a life-changing
• 207:00 - 207:30 way I don't know they popped open the door of 31 that was my cell and she was in 28 and um there was my little girl not sharing the same surname the surprise meeting sent shock w through the you you come out of your cell and there's your daughter you know holy cow that one's a unique um scenario we didn't realize at the time that they were mother or daughter and it wasn't until they they met one another and they started talking
• 207:30 - 208:00 that uh it it became obvious that they were related Bridget's daughter has since been moved to another jail following in her mom's footsteps she's also a drug user that was like look in a time capsule that was me seeing me 35 years ago it was terrible it really was um she didn't get it she didn't
• 208:00 - 208:30 understand uh why it upset me why I felt the way that I did um I don't want this for her it's not uncommon for long-term drug users to have their children adopted a subject close to home for officer Robinson cuz I adopted my daughter you I I hearing stories about adopted kids is kind of a trigger she was born uh drug
• 208:30 - 209:00 exposed and she went through withdrawals when she was born her first mother left her at the hospital witnessing the inmate's addiction traumas makes officer Robinson concerned about his own daughter's future I see in them my daughter so you know I I believe that later on in life my daughter's going to have a lot of the same issues that they have I was adopted myself so I know what it's like to uh to go through some of the things
• 209:00 - 209:30 she's gone through so you know she's only 12 she's gone through a lot already so I figure if I can stand by her and help her as much as I can all the way through it hopefully things will turn out right [Music] no but it's not me with just 15 days till tomorrow's release the final step before she leaves ja is meeting her probation officer first and foremost I just want to let you know that I'm here to enable your success as much as I can
• 209:30 - 210:00 okay but you have to do your part as well right all right this is your terms and conditions of probation tomorrow's probation terms will govern the next three years of her life this is an important one you shall abstain from the use and possession of alcohol and Controlled Substances including marijuana okay with that yes all right you understand it yes I do okay any cellular phone under the defendant's control is subject to a full and complete search if I search through her
• 210:00 - 210:30 cell phone and I see that she's associating or affiliating with less and savory character other people that are on probation other people that have addiction issues then I could talk to her you know and I could counsel her about those issues where do you see your s in the next 3 years I want to basically graduate a residential treatment program have a good job and you save money to buy a house you know how to get there oh yeah okay all right
• 210:30 - 211:00 let's go ahead and have you sign a date I know we got a bunch of information for you we're all trying to we're all in your corner trying to help you here thank you I am totally excited to actually move forward in my life and and be ready for Recovery I'm I'm ready to be released into society I got my meds under control all right thank you tamaron right it was a pleasure of meeting you yeah you too we'll talk soon yeah we'll do with rehab and probation terms now in place tomorrow's Fresh
• 211:00 - 211:30 Start is beginning to take shape I am in complete admiration for her and I only hope the best for her in what's next to come for them to actually allow this program to be and to actually spend their money on this program I say thank you thank you so much you changed my life you like I'm get [Music]
• 211:30 - 212:00 emotional after spending all day at court Michelle has ended up right back in Valley pod I was the last person to be seen and by the time I got in there the da was gone so I didn't go home obviously right but the judge has given her a release date one month away I'll get to go home on the third I get to go home to my husband I cannot wait to see him and see my kids and my mom and my sister you know that we have managed to sustain
• 212:00 - 212:30 this relationship in here telling each other I know it's a miracle it is a miracle especially cuz you're a [ __ ] yes you said it not me raing yes and I think that our relationship is better for it here the camera puts on 10 lbs right later during wreck a new intake of women brings news to Bridget about her youngest daughter somebody just came
• 212:30 - 213:00 from San Francisco jail and they told me that she said that she loved me and she missed me she's doing fine she's going to be leaving tomorrow God willing in the creek don't rise when her daughter leaves jail she'll go straight into rehab but Bridget knows she'll still need her mom's support when I'm out I have to be I have to stay clean and sober so I can be available for her I can't screw around and be out getting high and and
• 213:00 - 213:30 selling dope and doing stupid [ __ ] stopping her daughter following in her footsteps is finally the motivation Bridget needs to kick her own addiction so January 8th I'll go out and get a job on my own some and be available for her I will do everything I can to never come back here and make sure I'm always available to her this is just not
• 213:30 - 214:00 acceptable it's hard to read her she's she's so sarcastic she's definitely tired of being of being in custy she's definitely tired of doing the things that she was doing I don't know if she's tired enough [Music] after 5 days of hospital treatment for her digestive problems Tena is back on the Pod with a new lease of life I'm hungry I just want to eat and it's like
• 214:00 - 214:30 anything is good I don't care what it is chips ramen noodles like package processed meat stuff I would never usually touch it's like give it to me I'm hungry but there's still no good news from her bow application when you in jail you expect your loved ones to come to your rescue immediately you expect them to drop what they're doing come save you right away but when they don't then what she's leaning on lessons from her childhood to get her through this tough time my grandmother
• 214:30 - 215:00 pretty much raised me she was so poor but she was so happy I didn't get it like grandmother like don't you want to don't you want a house don't you want a car don't you want don't you want all these things she's like no no money ain't everything and I be like well when I grow up I'm going to get and all these things you know thank you thank you thank you I'm my despite her fraud charges putting all of her assets and Freedom At Risk tena's refusing to worry about what could lie
• 215:00 - 215:30 ahead I'm excited that I'm not guilty and I don't have any doubt or worry or anything in my head about whether I'll be proved innocent or not cuz truth is truth you just can't get Beyond it thank you so much you can keep them milk though you'll get some girls that just scream from the top of their lungs um that they're innocent they're innocent they're Innocent but whatever the outcome of her trial tanika's jail stay has given her a new outlook on
• 215:30 - 216:00 life so although I don't have any more money my house is in foreclosure I'm still in love with my kids I'm still happy so 30 years later I finally understand what my poor grandmother meant when she said baby money ain't everything cuz it's not next time mind your own [ __ ] business all right worry about yourself okay I don't like it you know what I'm saying so this is either where you go
• 216:00 - 216:30 home or you come in when you get comfortable that's when you get caught I have to say I feel like a complete [ __ ] buffoon right now [Music] I believe that she's she she made the same mistake last week with ketchup so I think she thinks she's only ordering like 12 packets total but she's ordering 12 strips so she ends up with like a lot
• 216:30 - 217:00 of me you need to not order one not I know do I did it again I knew I knew that that was going to happen so I never I'm going to order 120 hot sauce ketchup and mayonnaise cuz I spend like $40 on condiments I'm going to have them every day until I get out here I considering I don't have a lot of money on my books it's but you know at least at least it lasts a long time so I'm just trying to keep things clean
• 217:00 - 217:30 around here 45-year-old Linda has been in Ba's intake area for almost 10 days my roommate left this morning I put this blanket here so I get nextra lunch I'm hungry it we do the damnest thing in jail we're all convicts I'm a thief I'm a shter so i' be doing little [ __ ] like this this is not Linda's first time in jail so I'm here because I got caught for shoplifting once again I've been busted
• 217:30 - 218:00 I I can't even count how many times probably about five times at this point six times she's not a violent criminal you know she's not planning Bank jobs she's not that's not hero she's she's a low-level Petty Thief that you know probably steals from shops you know being a criminal isn't the best thing but it's not the worst thing either people say oh L you got busted again yeah I got busted again but the other 775 times that I didn't get busted and
• 218:00 - 218:30 came out of the store with100 to $2,000 worth of merchandise what does that look like when you're pulling in that kind of Revenue two weeks in jail is not that [ __ ] bad food is so important that I constantly dream about it I constantly think about it I have already made a list of where I am going to probably not pay for any of this um when I get out yellow cake Linda
• 218:30 - 219:00 has written a list of food she plans to shoplift when she gets out yellow cake chocolate frosting eggs vegetable oil what's up man hey what's up movie St right there two packages of bone and pork chops two jars of barbecue sauce mayonnaise D relish spicy ketchup pickles tan almond butter chocolate bars like Reese's the nice ones and two pizzas oh wait and then we've got frozen biscuits waffles syrup garlic steak marinade and A1 Sauce yeah that's pretty
• 219:00 - 219:30 much it like many women in jail Linda is a drug addict I've been smoking crack off and on for about 23 years 22 years shoplifting and Drug taking often go hand in hand uh why do I shoplift number one because um I'm pretty good at it um it's easy it's no overhead it's my own business you know I do drugs so I have to supplement my habit and provide for myself I got an attorney
• 219:30 - 220:00 visit Linda has C tomorrow so she's going to meet with her attorney she's hoping as she only has a misdemeanor charge she will be released I'm a very well prepared individual so I don't like surprises but I need to know a ballpark of what I'm looking at if I get out tomorrow I'll be so [ __ ] happy oh my God I need it I I just I need to get out of this locked up space wait till I come out all right just the light will turn on in a second I got get the
• 220:00 - 220:30 turnning Austin buddy here send in Austin in the medium security transitional housing unit known as THU 36-year-old Nayla is taking part in the tows program we basically take dogs who have been um thrown away or given up and we train them to be
• 220:30 - 221:00 adoptable the women have now been looking after their dogs for almost a week the first night we had the dogs they was pissing and [ __ ] everywhere and um we had to get up at like 5:30 in the morning Nyla wasn't exactly thrilled to have a dog I don't really know that much about dogs like I'm I'm barely not scared of them if anyone finds out they're like sh don't say that they're like they'll roll you up if you're afraid of dogs you know what I mean
• 221:00 - 221:30 nyla's dog is called mocha and she's developed an annoying habit my dog likes to hump on other dogs she's like humps on everything she humps on all the dogs she humps the chairs and she can't help it like she won't she doesn't know when to stop we're like we got to get her fixed hello hi George once a week trainer George comes to help the women train their dogs ready for their
• 221:30 - 222:00 prospective adopters last week we did they all know their names pretty well yeah even cinnamon for whom the name is new oh nice that's awesome the idea is responsibility and learning how to care for something a lot of the women here our mothers do you guys remember the marker word what that is you so that's kind of like getting people who maybe never had jobs or been in the street or been hustling all their lives it kind of gets gives them an idea of what Working
• 222:00 - 222:30 Class People Do by training the dogs and so I would just move slower good doggies and don't forget the yes I me you gave a reward everything is perfect so next week I'm going to come over to this side first and cuz I can actually stay a little longer thanks yeah see you next week nla has been in jail for 2 months after being moved from another facility this is the longest I've ever been in jail the longest I ever been away from my son he always want everybody else cage she hasn't always
• 222:30 - 223:00 being a criminal I became homeless like 3 years ago me and my son lost our apartment and I kind of just lost it like after that like I started like getting high every day and drinking every day and smoking every day nla was studying at College before her life went off the rils I was studying biotechnology at city college and I just couldn't I got overwhelmed it just got too hard and I started like doing a line
• 223:00 - 223:30 like just to stay up to do my homework after putting my son down and doing everything you know the work just got harder grab your sporks too ladies due to the stress nla's drug use became more frequent it got to the point before I came to jail where I was needing it to get through my day okay ladies line up for dinner please coming to T hu is giving Nayla the chance to get her life back on track however she got off to a rocky start when I first came to
• 223:30 - 224:00 THU I got rolled up in 12 hours I got into a verbal altercation with another girl and they said we will not tolerate that here you got to go it did not go to physical but it was a verbal altercation and that is a big no no at THU fortunately officer Vieira decided to give Nyla a second chance trying to trying to strategic about my um she's doing much better since she
• 224:00 - 224:30 came back the second time around I told I told my ex I was 200 lb he was like damn he was like you got to work out your mind your body and your spirit I sh like um she was told that if uh she did anything to jeopardize being in the program then she would be removed again permanently couldn't help it elep oh my
• 224:30 - 225:00 God this morning Linda went to court and was hoping to be released [Music] I'm getting up yeah I'm going to go get some food get something to drink go see the girl I
• 225:00 - 225:30 like yep time to get home time to get back time to have a good meal what's have a good barbecue I'm going to eat so much food I'm going to have so many cocktails I'm going to hang out I'm going to hug my friends I'm going to party I'm definitely going to party it's early morning in the jail and Sergeant Clayton and his team are about to conduct a Shakedown in
• 225:30 - 226:00 THU we're looking for any paraphernalia and any uh narcotics that's possible in their pills that are laying around go that way first let's brief with them first there's four tanks right yes during a shake down officers searched the cells for Contraband makeshift weapons like shivs and drugs batia can you go outside with the girls cuz they have to put the dogs away we get someone on tank 2 tank three see them in the windows hey to off we're going to be going outside grab shoes can they get
• 226:00 - 226:30 eyes on this spot here just to see what's in tank three you ready is that an empty tank y okay no one out there all right over here how you doing this morning you ready up I didn't wake you no yeah all right thank you go ahead and have a seat it's already hot out here today I know put you to work huh need
• 226:30 - 227:00 four four thank you ladies real quick I know it's bright and early on a Sunday morning and you guys are probably like why are we doing the search we've had a few recently for some issues that have come up and so now we're going to start stepping up a little bit and start doing the searches on the pods all right due to several inmates breaking the rules the officers want to check that none of the other inmates are hiding anything we always get shook down in jail it's just kind of like one of those things to make help you remember that
• 227:00 - 227:30 you are in jail as Nayla has already been rolled up once from THU even a small infraction could mean that she is sent back to General population thank you it looks should we get through this garbage can at all just on the bottom you lifted it out make sure there's nothing no Pruno or anything going in
• 227:30 - 228:00 there to on the right side me come here the officers have spotted something in one of the inmates rooms what is this that's to write the letters on that's what the girl said where' you get it from there's a whole bunch in the bottom I organiz so why is it in your room why isn't it where where it should be on the table um I grabbed it to put the letter that I have all the way on top by the Bible but I never pulled it
• 228:00 - 228:30 out so keep this outside of your room please don't mess up okay okay although not drugs are a dangerous weapon Bianca has broken one of the T hu's strict rules by having the clipboard in her room what happened I think I had a little black thing right on don't ask what happened mind your own [ __ ] business all right worry about yourself okay who's in 3C last yeah this time the officers have
• 228:30 - 229:00 found something in nyla's bunk yes what is this oh the dog food I'm sorry what it was the dog the dog food is that what you see why um it was in my my pocket and we were dog training that's all I wasn't trying to keep it for no other reason why does it look like that like what it looks like dried chicken like you've been holding chicken for 2 weeks no it's just from Friday it's one honest m one of those things sorry don't have these things in your room for sure I promise happen
• 229:00 - 229:30 again thank you okay n is hoping that her explanation for the dog treats is enough to keep her out of trouble when you get comfortable that's when you get caught that's when you get in trouble in other in here yeah if she wanted to she could roll me up so what do we find what did we get who found what we got some weird dried chicken I we found thought it was about it all right and you talked to her about
• 229:30 - 230:00 that and then patinho she left already she found the clipboard all right anybody have anything to add any search thank you guys appreciate it all right no problem luck for nla having the dog treats wasn't serious enough for her to get rolled up and we didn't find anything of significance which uh which is good and then we don't have to have anybody kicked out of the the program hi sister you're hella extra oh well don't
• 230:00 - 230:30 touch back to it right that's our [Music] scoreboard at 24 shye is one of the youngest in Valley pod not a lot of girls my age get to experience life I've had a hard life with my weight I've always been made fun of um super confidence I think I'm the sexiest person in this room right now but um it took a lot for me to get there technically she cut them like 50
• 230:30 - 231:00 million yeah 51 okay to be exact Shaye is charged with Grand Theft of an automobile and it's not her first time in jail I didn't know you was a cutter I used to steal cars that's how I made my mind it was just the easiest thing going I mean I would just do whatever I would go to a store and steal jewelry or steal clothes or steal whatever I would steal anything that wasn't bolted down and even if it was bolted down if I could get it up I
• 231:00 - 231:30 would okay got this the majority of us they get off drugs drink coffee what that is she doesn't do drugs either [Laughter] I know sorry today shye is attending a class called hope inside which aims to
• 231:30 - 232:00 motivate the women and build their selfworth so I thought we would do a little um I guess you can call it a poem I had kind of a rough upbringing my mom also had an addiction problem so I wented child protective services at 16 I ended up getting kind of bullied a little bit so me and one of the girls ended up running away and that's when it all starts if I could ask a few people to share their poem would you want to go first I'm someone who loves life I'm
• 232:00 - 232:30 someone who can't live without my family and friends I'm someone who can recover I got kidnapped by a pimp when I was 16 I have no idea how many men I slept with I'm someone who will never go back to the old ways I someone who has a beautiful attitude tried to get away numerous of times kept finding me I got pregnant at 17 and I had my daughter 2 days after my 18th birthday and he found me the police got called and that was the day they took my kid um I started doing drugs that day uh
• 232:30 - 233:00 that's the first day I started crystal meth everything pretty much went downhill from there I'm someone who will probably end up successful and happy I am shaved okay [Applause] beautiful thank in Bay a new batch of inmates are arriving and guess who's back all right
• 233:00 - 233:30 yeah I'm back so what Linda was released just 16 days ago um I have to say that I feel like a complete [ __ ] buffoon right now um I'm going to be eating horribly and life happened surviving trying to make a living once again and it didn't work out so so she's back um she's embarrassed because she's kind of boomeranged back
• 233:30 - 234:00 so quickly I think she thought she was going to last longer than she did felt like a [ __ ] idiot felt stupid and then of course there's people oh my God you're back are you back hi oh did you leave or are you just coming back from Valley nope I am coming back from Valley yes but I am actually coming back to jail so so I came back just I got Bo said
• 234:00 - 234:30 another Walgreens again I got to find a a new County and B a new store how many shops did I hit before I got caught at least 30 I move around yeah it was crazy all right let's work on getting out of here this time Linda has a plan to get out of jail how how do I do this help me she's going to try and bail at and has Enlisted the help a fellow in M sty what
• 234:30 - 235:00 works for you well cuz I used to work for a bill on oh you did so what do you say so like if you do independent contracts or stuff like you know what I'm saying like you do like hey I said my Uber driver okay I don't know which one to call hello yes I'm in jail and I need to bail out um i' like to self bail I don't have cash on me but within a few hours of release I can definitely have a couple hundred for you um I know my uh
• 235:00 - 235:30 hello hello are you there hello they hung up on me well you don't want to say the first thing is I don't have any cash or money but I'll give money to you better just c l um this is [ __ ] up this phone's [ __ ] up here let's go to this one come on with no money to pay the bondsman Linda is finding it hard to secure her bile the bail guys will take a chance every once in a while but she's probably just run out of options at this point right she's
• 235:30 - 236:00 she's probably flat broke and doesn't have any and none of her friends have money I mean she just got out yes um I'd like to i' like to bail can you hear me I like to bail out of jail H it's 10,000 I thousand can get me out oh no no no no no ask too much a bow bondsman usually requires 10% of the bail amount so Linda would need to find $11,000 to get out of jail know how we do this all right okay
• 236:00 - 236:30 thanks everybody wants to cosigner having given up on bailing out Linda's thoughts turn to her family I have an 18-year-old daughter she's mad at [ __ ] at me it's tough um you know me and my daughter our relationship has been on the rocks for about a year cuz I didn't call her her birthday I was going to but I didn't I was just got busy and I just felt I don't know I I really [ __ ] this
• 236:30 - 237:00 up and I felt I I remember the day like it was yesterday it was on a Sunday and I thought about her all day and I wanted to call but something just something just stopped me from calling her and then when I talked to her her few days after her birthday um she was in tears How Could You Forget About Me I said baby I didn't forget about you and she was just so upset and um I haven't really spoke to her since so I've tried but she won't take my calls right
• 237:00 - 237:30 [Music] now help [Music] after being back in jail for 10 days dinder is graduating from intake to general population why is everybody staring at me she's been moved to Valley where she'll be assigned to an eight person cell putting new inmates into a tank can
• 237:30 - 238:00 cause issues with the other women there's going to be personality clashes and and perceptions of like someone looked at me the wrong way right now I'm kind of pissed off cuz I see somebody over here and I don't even know mechanic pain but I don't like it you know what I'm saying anytime you put ladies in a tank setting and there's eight of them there's going to be conflict hey what's up hey Linda how you doing good how are you I'm
• 238:00 - 238:30 excellent CA take off camera the inmates are clashing over which bunk Linda should take I love a bottom bunk if somebody doesn't want to be on the bottom volunteer somebody to get up on top of me huh actually I volunteer myself top bunks are proving unpopular somebody's going to be on top there's another person cover you in here so ladies get very territorial yeah okay so then I'll move over here come on Jenny there was a lot of bickering in
• 238:30 - 239:00 that particular room purpose no that's not because the girl need a bottle bunk that's why they moving JY the other girl that's in coming in the room excuse me are you do you have exactly that's what're one of the new arrivals has a medical condition that means she has to have a bottom bunk you know this is jail this isn't this isn't Four Seasons Hotel feel me hey hey so things aren't going to be comfortable at all
• 239:00 - 239:30 times officer panzo tries to calm the situation unfortunately we just got a lot of housing so we got to you know new personalities let's learn to deal with each other okay [Music] what part of be quiet oh sorry just make your bed I'm trying to get these other people's house and I can't house them
• 239:30 - 240:00 because I keep hearing noise over here so please be courteous the tension in the tank is proving too much for one of the new arrivals [Music] the inmate has told officer banzo that she's struggling in the eight person tank um because she said she was going to hurt herself I placed her hands and handcuffs just for her
• 240:00 - 240:30 safety Keep Your Hands by your side right yes Hand by your side how are you when an inmate says they are going to harm themselves they are placed in a safety cell so they can be monitored by the Jail's mental health Team all right yeah just a little while
• 240:30 - 241:00 okay so she's in house and um I had all bottom bun bottom here so there was some bickering and the room was packed and personality conflict and then um got everybody settled and then she said she needed to talk to me she came out and she said I wna I I can't do a group setting and I I'm going to hurt myself and at that point
• 241:00 - 241:30 [Music] I I oh you know where baming hey I called that one I called that one back in the tank the incident has meant that the previous tension has been forgotten everyone okay in here though you guys good okay we have mental health talking to
• 241:30 - 242:00 her now and she's in um a safe place where we can keep a very close eye on her until she feels better so hi ladies away from the drama Shaye is doing court and is hoping to find out how long she'll have to stay in jail so this is either where you go home or you come in I'm stressed out no idea I won't know till today it's kind of a stressful day I'm a little nervous very
• 242:00 - 242:30 nervous figure out if you're going to be sentenced or if we take a deal we'll see hopefully everything will be okay they're going to call your name hold on Shay's been in and out of jail due to her drug addiction that started when her baby was taken and given to her aunt and uncle morning ladies he come on out I don't know who her father is uh due to the fact of being forced into prostitution um but I think sometimes maybe it's better that I don't know who
• 242:30 - 243:00 her dad is she doesn't know I'm her mother she's six now charie come on out we're really just waiting for the right time to tell her that I'm her mommy hopefully she's putting it together herself I always have that hope that maybe she like figures it out [Music]
• 243:00 - 243:30 [Music] a few hours later sh's back from court with good news she just earned her certificate for one she's being released I have 13 months clean and sober um and hopefully this will be my last time in jail Shay's focus is building a
• 243:30 - 244:00 relationship with her daughter I'm excited nervous scared I think me having the amount of time clean that I have it definitely allow my aunt and uncle they to have custody of her to trust me a little bit more being around and coming whenever I want to if I call and you know doing different things that I can do to be around her and just start building my relationship with
• 244:00 - 244:30 her so chance I just put like two 1/8 would be like what's the equivalent to one8 anybody know two two 1/4 cups right flour how much flour all that no four cups okay right in THU nla and friend Jen are attending a culinary class with Chef Craig we've got a really lovely fresh green salad starting and we'll have grilled cheese grilled ham and cheese
• 244:30 - 245:00 all with our own homemade bread and for dessert we've got some wonderful butter cookies and then into a football shape new balls yeah the culinary program is designed to help the inmates gain skills they can use on the outside I know it's given a lot of job opportunities like one of the number one industries that does not discriminate against felons is food service so if you can if you can stand out as a chef they
• 245:00 - 245:30 will never look at your criminal record no these are the Italian bread bread we're going to use to make the Jen has been in jail for nearly 3 months after being arrested for grand theft I'm doing eight months total I'm pretty much spending my whole year in jail but that's all right I'm plan I don't plan on coming back you think it'll fit in here it'll fit in here huh and since I'm not going to be using anymore I'll have a good chance with that I mean um well I grew up in Daily City California I got my father got sick
• 245:30 - 246:00 with ALS when I was 11 and so um and he died when I was about 15 so I that's when I started using crack and smoke smoking that with my boyfriend who was like 11 years older than me and so once I started doing that I like was panhandling and then I got into prostitution I ran away from home I was really young I was so living in a tener line cuz tender is like a really
• 246:00 - 246:30 bad area but it's like infested with drugs I lived there from the time I was 15 to to 19 and so I used to get beat up all the time and all types of crazy stuff I have been kidnapped I got raped when I was um in San Francisco like guys will like you go in their hotel room and then they don't let you out they just try to keep you and then so I would try to fight to get out
• 246:30 - 247:00 and they like be pulling my legs I'm grabbing the do and stuff and they try to you know not let you go cuz they want to keep you and so that's pretty scary I don't have emotions about it like I don't really cry a lot I've I don't I don't think I've really cried the whole time I've been here excuse me uh-huh luckily Jim managed to get out of the area I'm like you're doing your making when I got pregnant with my son I
• 247:00 - 247:30 moved out to Fresno and then I got sober so that's when my life changed my son having my son changed my life for the better cuz I could have been dead cuz there's so many bad things that happened out there I'm just glad that I was able to stop using then but unfortunately her sobriety didn't last so when I started using meth I kind of lost it all again and I just kind of just lost everything and just kind of
• 247:30 - 248:00 lost hope for a while and then so now since I've in jail it kind of helps me get a new grip on life I have to get my get my children back and whatnot so it's a good inspiration and they're all look looking forward to getting their mom back so that'll be nice this good start would you like one of everything as well okay um we have a a blueberry ice smoothie and lemonade blueberry blueberry
• 248:00 - 248:30 [Applause] lemonade I'll be right back oh my God this is making my pants fall down there's no drawstring on this thing when I've lost weight cuz I don't eat in here so hopefully nobody will see my ass today Jesus Christ after coming back to jail Linda has to go to court to face her new charges I am going to court and then I'm
• 248:30 - 249:00 getting released and then I'm going to acquire everything I need for my uh deep fried pork chop meal that we've already discussed um complete with uh french fries and champagne mimosas and beer and coffee for the morning she's feeling very confident about getting out I mean I didn't shoot the Pope I stole some [ __ ] from Walgreens you know what I mean so I should be going home today there is no alternative I'm getting out and
• 249:00 - 249:30 that's it that's it that's no alternative I'm going home that's it this time Linda's charg is more serious she's got a felony instead of a misdemeanor F cuz it's over $950 wor a merchandise Linda's felony charge could mean more time in jail so they're going to probably drop the charge from a felony to a Mr mirror and I'll probably take another shoplifting charge an extension on my probation and go home time okay it's time all right that's it
• 249:30 - 250:00 the boss is spoken I am out of 5,000 hello [Music] hello get in now damn you're serious you are recovering you Linda's already thinking about what she'll do if she gets out are are you getting out today bro
• 250:00 - 250:30 [ __ ] I'm getting out today too bro all you know what though I'mma smoke me the fattest Rock oh my God but although she's feeling confident there's no guarantee she'll be released I feel good too lady Straight Ahead all right oh it's the van I thought we had the tour bus my Uber is here where's my driver watch your head oh [ __ ] watch
• 250:30 - 251:00 your head watch your head come on in ladies watch your head please I hate this [ __ ] there we go very close [Music] are you awake yeah go ahead and pack all your stuff all your belongings and your B and stand by the door when you're
• 251:00 - 251:30 ready to [Applause] leave everything's on the end of my bed it's 6:30 a.m. and the bus is here to transfer sh out of the jail I'm definitely ready to go I'm going to miss my friends well friend but I'm definitely excited her sights are set on a positive future I'd like to counsel people with the same issues as
• 251:30 - 252:00 [Music] Mee well I have a lot of good advice and I hope my story definitely save somebody one day so I would like to share that with as many people as I can I'll be home by this weekend pretty excited ready to go home and stay home I'm coming back here yeah done I got a little girl that's growing up and I want to break the cycle I don't want my kid to ever have to go through this so hopefully I got it down pack
• 252:00 - 252:30 this time good [Music] so what did you think about the uh the pineapple guava so good smacking in THU nla and Jen are attending a class called planting for justice so we started the Maple Street Food Forest about 3 weeks ago and look
• 252:30 - 253:00 stuff's already growing it's already we already got blueberries we got greens we have chard we have mango it's exciting these have lines them already that's got a line yep that one that one that one what about this one the women have been planting a garden within the grounds of the Gil I got to get a blue one I need a blue one as it's outside of the jail walls only medium security inmates from the THU can attend tell me what is this
• 253:00 - 253:30 called the what what we doing right now L spaghetti line line and this is the drip the drip drip and spaghetti line all right I need two sticks today we're setting up spaghetti lines which Supply water and irrigation to the different uh plants and trees that we we planted in the food forest and we're going to and we're going to water the uh California Po and one here here nla is reaching the end of her
• 253:30 - 254:00 sentence I can't wait to leave I have a plan I know what I'm going to do when I get out I know where I'm going to go I know where I'm going to work take let me get you a blue she's received a job offer from planting for justice so planning for justice is helping me start a new life when I get out there're they have offered me a position on their Farm in Oakland you see the plant right in front of you yeah the little white ones right here MH that's that's where you want to put a line at um having a job
• 254:00 - 254:30 when I leave it means stability to me it means having a plan and uh a money Source where we at where we at right okay perfect it kind of helps with that unknown and I think it gives them more peace of mind knowing that they have a job that they can continue to uh survive on their own and help provide for their children and family great job hey make the dream work yes sir planting
• 254:30 - 255:00 for justice regularly employs ex offenders to help them get back into work it'll be good for me to work around people who can relate to my experiences and what I've been through and you know they came into jail with me and met me in jail so like you can only get better out of jail right we need one more let me see if somebody can see it Nyla hopes that having a job will help her reconnect with her
• 255:00 - 255:30 family it's helping my family to want to like support me and um help me to get back on my feet cuz they see me helping myself and doing something with my life know what you're doing s you have to go through certain stuff to understand what you don't need to do like what to say no to or it's just really not worth it like I definitely needed to get things to get put in perspective it's it's time to slow
• 255:30 - 256:00 down live the simple life here you go it's time for me to focus on my kid right now like and truly put my son first thank y'all yeah when I call yesterday he said he's like you have the wrong number he was like don't come home unless you have mocha in Valley Linda is back from court and unfortunately she didn't get released I'm not going home that's life
• 256:00 - 256:30 I'm not taking a felony uh-uh for shoplifting and it's only $100 above the felony Mark that's crazy I might be here for a minute so big being in ja longer than she had planned has given Linda a chance to think about her future you guys obviously know who Eric Clapton is right okay Eric Clapton has a rehab Healing Center in Antigua and it is my get off drugs dream
• 256:30 - 257:00 people need to heal from [ __ ] like when I say trauma therapy like in my 20s I lost my father my brother my first love all the suicide so I've been within like six years of each other so like I've had a broken heart for a long time you know so these are things people don't just people don't just do drugs just to be doing drugs my dad and me had a very special relationship basically I was kind of like my dad's hero um my dad
• 257:00 - 257:30 always made me feel more special than anyone in the world um I'll probably get choked up just talking about it cuz I'm still very affected by his suicide my dad killed himself 3 weeks after I turned 21 yeah it wasn't always easy but I'm a iot like him I he had problems with alcohol I had problems with drugs you know it's affected my whole life look
• 257:30 - 258:00 I'm still crying over [Music] it I after reflecting on losing her dad Linda is Keen to reconnect with her daughter last night I I wrote a letter to my daughter um and I told her you know I'm here for you I know you're upset I know you're upset that I missed you on your birthday and I'm so sorry I I want to work on us I want us to go out
• 258:00 - 258:30 to dinner you know I'd like to take you out to dinner when you feel up to it you know and and start a foundation for repairing our relationship you know I should have done a lot more work on myself before I had a kid I think she would have reaped more benefits from that but when my kid when I knew I was having a kid I wasn't planned and I just I knew I wasn't ready
• 258:30 - 259:00 to be a mom but I also knew I wasn't ready to let her go so I did the best I could you know if my daughter and my mom were willing to have dinner with me when I got out of jail that would be the biggest Catalyst for me to not [ __ ] up anymore I think I'll be able to break the cycle I just I can't put a timetable on it but I'm I'm am really determined to do the best that
• 259:00 - 259:30 I can you know once once I can figure this thing out I just it's going to take time but you know I know I can break the cycle that's that's that's no question on that one [Music]